You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Gerard's POV*

My head felt like it was in a vice, and every muscle in my body was screaming blue-murder at me.
I couldn't figure out where I was, or what had happened, and I could feel my heart racing with anxiety.
I couldn't seem to open my eyes, and I could only VAGUELY hear muffled voices nearby.
What's going on?...Who's there?...Frankie?...Mikes?...Ray?...... Anybody?
My breathing sounded fast and shallow to my ears, and I wondered, absently, if I was dying.
I could feel hands against my face now, and I tried, DESPERATELY, to let whoever it was, know that I was awake.. But I couldn't.
I couldn't open my eyes, and I couldn't speak.. What was happening to me?.. Was I REALLY awake?.. Or was this a dream?
My stomach was clenching painfully, and I knew it meant I was going to vomit... Dear GOD... What the HELL was going on?
I could feel the hot acid crawling up my throat, but I could do nothing about it.
I felt myself gagging, choking as the foul liquid reached my mouth.. but BECAUSE I was apparently laying on my back, all it could do was fill my airway as I felt myself drowning in it.
The hands were suddenly back, moving me, turning me onto my side to let the puke escape my shaking body.
I thought, MAYBE, someone was talking to me... But I wasn't certain.
The sick was dribbling down my cheek, and I could feel tears escaping my eyes.
I want to wake up.. I want.. I want FRANK.
Why can't I hear them?.. I KNOW someone's speaking.
My throat feels raw, and I can't even seem to moan to let them know that I'm aware.
It's like every part of me is paralysed, but I can still feel the pain.
I'm not sure, but I THINK my left wrist hurts the most.. And a tiny part of my foggy brain tells me that I might of tried to do something SUPREMELY stupid.. But again.. I don't know.
God.. I'm scared!
Frankie?... Help me?... Please?.......


please?

Notes

GeesGirl here, and Gees not having much fun right now, is he?
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