AIR P.O.V
Warning: Rape, self harm.

I walked outside of the school and saw Jake and Dustin waiting for me. I ran, I knew they saw me when I heard their steps following me. I run for the woods, I knew the woods like the lyrics to any song on my phone. I jumped over the hidden tree root , you wouldn't believe how many times I've tasted dirt because of that bitch. I ran around the huge tree and made my way over to the giant hollow tree. I turned to see them a bit far off, but they can still see me if I go into the tree, so I kept to the path until I reached the end, I jumped the fence and landed into my back yard. I was out of breath and sweaty, I stayed there until I caught my breath. I walked around to the front to see Dustin, Jake, and Teddy talking. Dustin and Jake look sweaty too, but not as bad as me.

I tried to turn around but Teddy already noticed me. "Hey Air, get over here these boys said they know you?"

"O-okay." I said stuttering and walking over. Dustin and Jake smirking as I did. Oh how I wanted to punch those smirks off their faces.

"Now they say that you are their friend. But I know that is a shit faced lie because you don't have any friends. So who are they, your next customers?" I could have punched Teddy in the mouth. I should have punched Teddy right in the mouth.

"Wait, you have customers?" Jake asked. Teddy lied.

"No I don't have customers." I growl. "Well bye."

"Not so fast little sis, who are they?" Teddy asked smirking, and grabbing my arm, he knew too well who they were.

"I'm not your sister, you let me go." I said, ripping my arm away from his hand. I went inside the house and up to my room. It is tiny, but I learned to deal with what I got. I put on Bring Me The Horizon as loud as it would go and laid on my bed, getting my drawing book out. I started drawing the cute boy that draw, I at least think it was me, me. It took me about an hour before I was finally happy with it. I wrote my signature at the bottom and put it between my nightstand and dresser. I walked out of my room and walk to the bathroom. I walk into the bathroom. I touch up my make up and walk out just to see Aaron and some slut stumbling through- wait that is not some slut, it's Slut from earlier. I dodged them and looked out the window to see no one standing there. I need to go to my job, so I can get money, so I can save up, so I can leave this shit hole. So far I saved up $696.95 I get paid $10.50 a week. I work five days a week. I love the job, I work at the local music store. And I work the register and help people find things. It is one of the best jobs ever. Only people who like my music really go into the store. I also get to choose what music is played through the store speaker.

I walked over to my room grabbed my bag and threw in a Monster, my cigarettes, my lighter, an apple, my wallet, and my extra headphones. (She got the apple and monster form the kitchen.) Once I finished I walked out of the house, after grabbing my skateboard. I head out when I see Teddy, Jake, and Dustin run out and start to follow me. I pick up my speed on my board, they were about twenty feet away from me also I didn't really have anything to worry about. That is until I get safely to work. Anything could happen within the ten minute ride to work.

They started gaining on me,this was about five minutes from when they first came after me. They were yelling out at me, telling me to let up so I wouldn't get as bad as a beating as I would if I had to make them wait. So, with deep thought and my scared self, I quicken the pace, saving the beating until after my shift. My shift was five hours. I had at least five hours, this included my lunch break, which I would be skipping today. I finally made it to the store. I jumped off my board, picked it up and ran in.

I ran into the back lounge where my co-worker and manager was. I breathed a sigh of relief. I heard the door open and footsteps come in. They gave me strange looks.

"Bullies." I breathed out."Can one of you please go out there?" I asked them pleadingly.

"I will tell them to get the hell out of my fucking store if they are going to be rude to my employees." My manager said, I thanked her as she went out. I heard Teddy ask where I was. I heard my manager say I sneaked out of the back door. I was so grateful to her. But now I have to deal with them later. Which is going to be hell, but oh well. If I die; I get peace, if they beat me into the hospital; I get a break, if they hurt me too bad; I will recover. It honestly doesn't matter to me anymore.

>TIME SKIP<</strong>

My shift was ending and I was scared beyond belief. My two biggest fears are teamed up, and I might have a panic attack that will be the death of me, then again that is better than my fate that awaits me the moment I step out of the store. I asked my manager if I could stay the night in the store. She told me that as bad as she felt for me she couldn't let me. She said it would be both of our jobs. I told her I understood and she told me to run fast.

"Hey, Mara, can I have a ride to my house?" I asked my co-worker, she had a car around back.

"Sure, where ya live?" She asked as we packed up some of our stuff. I told her my address and she nodded her head saying that that is one her way home and she could drop me off. I thanked her about a million times as we left the store. I quickly jumped into the, thinking that Teddy, Dustin, and Jake may be back here- They weren't. "If ya want I could get my boyfriend to beat the shit out of those monkey fuckers."

"One of those boys is my brother. And he doesn't exactly like people who can over power him, so he turns to other things." I said.

"Like?"

"Hurting them and stuff." I replied. "And their loved ones."

"And why exactly are you making me drive you if I have the possibility to get hurt by your psycho brother?" She asked him, seeming a little angry.

"He won't hurt you, he'll hurt me,but not you." I assured her.

"That is tragic, your own brother."

"He's my step brother." I corrected, "And my step dad lets him do whatever fuck he wants to do. Hell my step dad and step brother aren't even related."

"What?" she asked confused.

"My step dad married his mom and then his mom suddenly died and now he lives with me, him and my mom got married when I was twelve, she died a year later." I smiled thinking about my mom, I loved her with everything I have, "Now it is just me, him, and my step brother. And some sluts he brings home."

"Well you just have an amazing home life." She replied."At least he treats you nice."

"Oh yes he treats me wonderfully." I said smiling. I am fucking lying! I screamed him my head. I'll never be okay! I hide my thoughts behind my smile. It's scares me how much a smile can hide sometimes, but I can tell a real smile from a fake one. I made to many fake ones.

We stop outside my house, I jump out of the car and said a thank you as I ran into the house. I was scared shitless whenever I opened the door. I walked him and saw Teddy standing there. He had a smug smirk on his face.

"Dad's gone out with Marie." He said.

"Who?" I asked.

"The slut from earlier."

"Oh you mean Slut." I said, I named her Slut, if she wants a new name she is going to have to go from 37832543875 fucks a day to at least 5 times a week or less. "Okay," I wasn't stupid I knew what was coming to me.

"So I was going to let you chose what you punishment was today and I guess since you ran off you don't get the choice." He said as he advanced on me. No more running. I told myself. I just let him do whatever he wanted to me, he was supreme, and he fucking knew it.

He walked over and pushed me up the steps and toward his room. I obediently followed, scared of what might happen if I didn't. He threw me on his bed and attacked my lips with his, I hated everything he did. He pulled my hair. "At least pretend you like it and kiss back." I did as told and kissed him back.

He rolled us around so he was on top of me, he ripped of my shirt, and started to unbutton my pants. Tears ran down my face as he committed his evil deed. I start to cry as he takes off his cloths. He rips off my bra as tears stream down my face. He slides his pants off and his condom on. He starts to mercilessly pound into me. My tears are cascading down my face, staining my pale skin a dark black. I wanted to curl in a ball and cry when he finally made his release and pulled out of me. He then slapped me across the face and told me to pick up my cloths and walk out, making sure I swayed my hips on the way out. I picked up my cloths and ran out.

I ran into my room and into my closet. I pulled out my Chuck Taylor's shoe box and pulled out my razor blades, I start to slice up my wrist, thighs, and hips. After thirty minutes of laying there I finally get up and take my over sized sweatshirt that belonged to my mom, and my mom, and my favorite blue sweat pants. I went to the shower and wiped away the cum, blood, tears, make up, and sweat. I hated my life, why couldn't it just end?

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I woke up to Aaron shaking me awake. I look around and see artificial light. It was apparently still night. I look over at my clock, and see it boldly state it was 4:00. I looked up at him. I then see the huge bulge in his pants. I felt like crying again.

"Palm me." he replies. "I hate these pants also, so palm me."

I put my hand on his clothed dick and started to press and move my hand on his cock. I wanted to cry, but I held it in and palmed him through his pants. I felt him cum and quickly come down from his high.

"Thanks, see you later slut." He replies as he walks out of the room.I rolled my eyes and use a couple squirts of hand sanitizer. I just really wanted to curl in a ball and cry, so that is what I did, I curled into a ball and cried myself into a dreamless sleep.


When I woke up, I looked at my clock. I had about twenty minutes to get dressed and make it to school. Shit. I jumped up and threw my cloths off and put on purple skinny jeans and a long sleeve shirt that had a pentagram on it. I threw on my necklace that I took off before I went to sleep, it was my moms. It had a cool looking thing on it. Anyway I put on make up and straightened my hair and brushed my teeth. I throw my backpack on and my skateboard. Now I only have five minutes left to get to school, and I only have to worry about Jake and Dustin. But that's fine by me, I can actually fight them back, my 'family' not so much.

I put on my black converse and picked up a cigarette and lit it as I jumped on my board, playing Green Day in my ears as I smoked and went to school. I go tot school five minutes late, but fuck it. I entered my first classroom.

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I was between classes when Dustin pushed me against a locker and started screaming at me.

GERARD P.O.V

I was in the hallway when I heard Dustin screaming at some poor soul. I walked over and saw him holding the pastel haired girl by her tiny frame against the locker screaming at her about something that happened last night. I was fuming. How fucking dare he touch a girl like that! My mind screamed. I felt a presence next to me and I looked over to see Frank and Nate both looking pissed. I grabbed Fank by the collar.

"I'm going over there, whether or not you are coming with me." I said letting go.

"Shit yeah." I heard Frank say as we made our way over there. Once I got there I pulled Dustin off of the girl and Frank and Nate waked over to the girl and asked if she was okay then walked over with me. "Okay, White, what the fuck?"

"She is such a stupid emo slut." He sneered looking back over at the girl, who had a huge red mark across her face. He fucking hit her. I lost it and jumped on him. I punched his jaw really hard, that got him to the floor and I started to punch him over and over he pushed me off of him and started to punch me back, Frank and Nate were on him. He hit my nose and I smashed his. After we got pulled away by teachers I went over to the girl, I saw Nate was talking to her, he was acting as though he knew her.

"Hello are you okay?" I asked walking over to the girl. She blushed and looked over at Nate.

"You look worse than me, are you okay?" She replied.

"I'm fine. Now how are you?" I asked her and she cracked a small smile.

"I'm just okay." She said. And looks back over at Nate.

"Oh, Gerard this is Air. Air this is Gerard. Gerard's new." Nate said, I put my hand out for her to shake. She looked at it, before she shook it. Air her name is Air. It suits her, I just wished she smiled again. And not her fake one she had before.

"So how do you know Air?" I asked Nate. He looked guilty.

"Air is my ,er, really close friend. You can almost use the term best." he said scratching his neck awkwardly. "I invited her to sit at our table today."

"Well looks like you beat me too it." I said, and Frank walked over to us.

"Gerard? Are you okay? What about you sweetie?" Frank asked Air, something within me didn't like when he called Air sweetie. Huh, must just be me. He looked at her face and saw the red mark. "I knew he verbally bullied you, I didn't know it was physical too. I'm so sorry I never did anything."

"It's fine. But I don't need you guys to sit by me. I am fine on my own." She replied.

"You may not need to sit by us, but you are sweetheart." I say as we walk down the hall going to lunch.

"Are you guys sure?" She asked. We all nodded and agreed.

"You guys should see where I eat." She giggled.

Notes

So ,um, this chapter...I'm so sorry. The song title is Eanescence's Everybody's Fool


~May your revenge be as sweet as Frank on Skittles~