
Hero
We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style! Death is a promise, and your life is a fucking lie!
AIR P.O.V
"AIR YOU BETTER BE AWAKE!" My step dad, Aaron, screamed at me. Sadly that was my wake up call. I scrambled up and ran into my closet to grab cloths. I throw on a Avenged Sevenfold shirt with black skinny jeans. Next was my black Misfits jacket, that went great with my black hightop converse. Make up was next, I always wear black make up, so that's what I did. Now I straightened my hair, and threw a black beanie on it. I was actually trying to put an effort into my outfit today because it was the first day of my last year of torture.
I grab my bag and skateboard and make for the kitchen where Aaron most likely has a slut. I walk into the kitchen and see him swapping spit with some whore on his lap. He hears me walk down and pulls away from the slut. She gives me a dirty look and pouts at Aaron.
"Who's she, baby?" She purred, giving me dirty looks. I rolled my eyes and grabbed an apple from the counter.
"I'm his step daughter, and you miss are a one night stand." I pointed out and walked to the front door hearing Aaron apologize for my behavior. But I wasn't lying the woman looked like a slut, smelled like a slut, kissed like a slut, talked like a slut, had make up like a slut, breathed like a slut, I'm sorry I am just going to assume that she is a slut.
Once I was out of the stuffy house and on my way to school, I pulled my phone and started playing Bring Me The Horizon on full blast, mouthing along with song, Alligator Blood. I loved Bring Me The Horizon. I mean don't get me wrong or anything I love Black Flag, Misfits, Avenged Sevenfold, and more but Bring Me The Horizon is my favorite. I looked ahead and took the old road to the school, it's my own secret short-cut, not even the bullies know about it.
Shit, I forgot to mention that I am bullied by the same damn pricks everyday, and no one in this school actually acknowledges me unless it is to pick on me. Which is most of the time, but I'm used to it. So it doesn't have much effect on me anymore, sucks for them.
I knew I was in for it when I got home. One strict rule is never destroy a possible lay for Aaron, that one is after never speak about what him or Teddy do to me. Only one person knows what he does to me and that is my best, and only, friend, Nate. He helped me out a lot when I was upset and he held me threw all of my sobs. I honestly don't know where I'd be without him. Speaking of him I see him now walking over to me. I pull out my phone and turn my music off.
"Hey Nate, how was summer?" I asked him giving him a giant hug, once I got off my board that is. I really missed him sometimes, and when he's not in reaching distance I spazz. He in some way is my rock.
"I guess you could say it was sex-tastic." We laughed and kept riding, "No I'm forever alone. Just waiting for the day when Andy sees that I am what she is missing."
"As long as I am one of your groomsmen." I said chuckling.
"Duh, so what have you been up too?" He asked me. I shrugged my shoulders.
"You know how my life is. It could change within a second." I replied, "So basically I've been locked up in my house bored out of my mind all summer."
"Oh yes, my favorite summer past time." He joked around, I cracked a smile at the black haired boy and we walked to school cracking jokes and tripping each other. Once we reached the almost end he frowned and hugged me goodbye, we couldn't walk out together. I wouldn't let him. Then he would get bullied and I would never forgive myself if he got bullied because of me.
I walk into school and run to the abandon hallway I have my locker in, I throw my skateboard in one and pulled my books out of the other one. I learned my times tables ahead of time so I know the fastest bully escape route. Once the dammed bell rang I ran to my history class, hoping that they may let up today, since it is the first day and all.
It was now lunch. Where I spent my time out side on the side of the school, smoking and drinking Monster. Sometimes Nate joins me and we sit and smoke together, while sharing my Monster. But he was with his other friends today. I don't blame him, they are better than me.
After lunch I had only three classes left, Music, Art, and Math. I walk to my Math class praying that Dustin, Jake, and Kelly aren't their. But guess what I guess surviving has taken all my shitty luck so yes they are in this class. I sigh and sit in the very back corner with my head down, hoping and praying that they wouldn't notice. Again with my shit luck, they did.
"Hey! Emo bitch? How was summer away from us?" Kelly asked walking over to me sitting down in front of me. I bit back my words and kept looking at the desk. "Aw razor blade caught your tongue?"
"Hey, why don't we pay her a visit after school?" Dustin said smirking back at me. "Bitch you should talk."
"Yeah, slut, talk." Jacob said pulling my head up by my hair. I look miserably at them.
"And what the fuck would you like me to say you fuckin' prick?" I asked looking at Dustin. Jake pulled my hair hard.
"What your fuckin' mouth, princess." He said pulling it again. Again I bit back the comment.
"Now class is about to start, so have fun fatty." Kelly said spitting in my face.
"Ew slut juice." I said wiping it off. She stormed over to her seat and mouth the words 'watch out'. Anything they do to me I can handle. Well anything Kelly can do I can handle, she fights like a little kid. She doesn't use a fist, she uses nails and hair pulling. What happened to old fighting you know one on one and not guns, knifes, nails, or hair pulling? I just sit and stare at the board, waiting for this shitty class can end so I can go to music, and then my favorite, Art.
I play a bit of guitar so that is what I am going to do for the rest of the year in music, is practice guitar and drink Monster in the very back. Me and Mr. Gaskarth are friendish so he lets me do whatever I want as long as I'm not disrupting. He walks over to me and sits down.
"Hey kiddo, what's going on over here." He asked, I rolled my eyes. And pulled his Monster out of my bag.
"Take your Monster and go teach you students." I chuckled.
"You know me better than my own boyfriend." He said shaking his head and chuckling.
"Jack? You are still with him?" I asked him, surprised.
"Yes, I asked him to marry me." He said casually as if it were a casual subject. I was extremely happy for him.
""That's awesome, I really hope you guys work out." I said, "And you would have a beautiful wedding."
"If you weren't my student I would invite you. But sadly you are a student." He said.
"Is anyone who works here going to be there?" I asked him.
"Oh fuck no." He said, looking at me curiously. "What you getin' at here?"
"If know one who actually knows who I am is going to be there, besides Jack, what is there to worry about." I pointed out.
"Okay you can come it is in April, we still haven't set a date. But when we do I will remember to tell you."
"Thanks," I said, "Now go teach and shit."
"It is the first day. If anything I let them talk." He said shrugging.
"Okay well, so how was your summer? Have some sexy time with Jack?" I said wagging my eyebrows. He laughed and shook his head.
"If Jack and I have sexy times you are going to be the last one to hear about it." He smirked.
"Really, Alex, so you are saying you'd tell Kelly your sex life but not me." Now I wore a smirk of my own while his died and he squinted his eyes at me.
"You have won this round." He said defeated. "But I shall win this game."
"Okay. Whatever you say, now come one and teach me how to play this dammed guitar." I said, "Well help me not teach me."
He rolled his eyes at me. "Why do I put up with you?" He asked me.
"Easy, because you love me." I said shrugging. "And I give you Monsters." I said pointing to the open drink in his hand.
"Basically, and the fact that you walked in on my and Jack about to have sex on my desk." He added, "And I didn't know what to think of you then."
"It's not like I didn't enjoy seeing you and Jack shirtless, swappin' spit, on the very desk that teenagers touch everyday."
"Are you implying that you think I am hot?" Alex said fake gasping. "And my boyfriend."
"I am implying that you are so fucking hot I had to go home and-" He laughed halfway through that sentence and I couldn't finish it because of my own laughter.
"Okay kid. Now I-" The bell rang cutting him off. (Author Note: Just so you know he didn't come and sit down at the beginning of class, a bit later on)
"Well that's my cue. Have a nice day Mr. Gaskarth and I shall see-" I cut myself off. "Are you going to keep Gaskarth or are you going to take Barakat?"
"He is losing his name. I shall remain Alex Gaskarth." He said proudly.
"Oh someone's dominant!" I said loudly before running out of the room and to art. Once in the room I sat down in the very back and waited for the bell. Once it rang the teacher walked in.
"Okay kids I'm Mr. Simpson. And I want this entire period to go into one drawing. Just to see your skills and get a peak at your interests. Pens, pencils, and whatever else you need are over there." He said pointing to a shelf. "And paper is right here."He now pointed to beside him. He makes a gesture for us to do that now. I practically run up and grab a piece of paper, some pens, colored pencils, and some regular pencils.
I go back to my desk and pull up a picture of Oliver Sykes on my phone and start my drawing. I looked up and saw the most beautiful boy looking at me, I tucked my hair behind my ear and looked back down blushing. He was so pretty. He said shortish black hair, and the most beautiful hazel eyes. He has a pixie nose, the went well with his silky pale skin. And he was wearing an Black Flag hoodie and black skinny jeans.
GERARD P.O.V
I was in Art class when I turned around to look around the room and I saw what had to be one of the prettiest girl in world. She looked up and noticed me staring at her. She blushed, tucked her purple hair behind her ear and looked down. I couldn't see her face anymore, which kinda upset me. She was breath taking. I would have to ask Frank about her later. I noticed she was deep in thought, which her tongue poked out of the corner of her lip. I wonder what she was drawing?
Forty minutes later he told us to stop and we will each show ours off and explain what we did, why we did it, and how we did it. Well fuck shit, I drew her. Well not exactly I drew her hair and part of her face.
Eventually she had to go, so she stood up and showed everyone her drawing, it was Oliver Sykes. From Bring me The Horizon, and she wrote a lyric from Can You Feel My Heart. She liked them?
"I love it, hoped it didn't swear but I love it. Now explain explain it."
She looked like she was going to have a panic attack.
"So this is ,um, a, Oliver Sykes, a um, singer from my favorite band, Bring Me the Horizon. I used pencils and pens, and I drew it because he ,um, means a shitloa- I mean a lot, he means a lot to me. Can I sit down now?" I chuckle at her swearing. Her voice was perfect also. I am determined to make this girl my friend.
I was called on next. I picked up my drawing. And stood up showing everyone. The girls eyes widened. Shit.
AIR P.O.V
It was a drawing of me. The adorable boy drew a picture of a girl with purple hair and icy blue eyes. I am almost positive it is me.
"Excellent. Now explain it."
"The idea struck me so I took it. I used a pencil and a colored pencil, and why I did it 'cause I thought it would look nice." the boy said sitting down. He looked back at me again. When the bell he walked up to me.
"I only have one question." I nodded, showing him he can proceed. "Why do you dress like that."
"We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style. Death is a promise, and your life is a fucking lie." I said quoting Diamonds aren't forever.
"You drew Oliver now you are quoting him." He said smiling and now leaving me alone. I was determined not to let this boy in.
"AIR YOU BETTER BE AWAKE!" My step dad, Aaron, screamed at me. Sadly that was my wake up call. I scrambled up and ran into my closet to grab cloths. I throw on a Avenged Sevenfold shirt with black skinny jeans. Next was my black Misfits jacket, that went great with my black hightop converse. Make up was next, I always wear black make up, so that's what I did. Now I straightened my hair, and threw a black beanie on it. I was actually trying to put an effort into my outfit today because it was the first day of my last year of torture.
I grab my bag and skateboard and make for the kitchen where Aaron most likely has a slut. I walk into the kitchen and see him swapping spit with some whore on his lap. He hears me walk down and pulls away from the slut. She gives me a dirty look and pouts at Aaron.
"Who's she, baby?" She purred, giving me dirty looks. I rolled my eyes and grabbed an apple from the counter.
"I'm his step daughter, and you miss are a one night stand." I pointed out and walked to the front door hearing Aaron apologize for my behavior. But I wasn't lying the woman looked like a slut, smelled like a slut, kissed like a slut, talked like a slut, had make up like a slut, breathed like a slut, I'm sorry I am just going to assume that she is a slut.
Once I was out of the stuffy house and on my way to school, I pulled my phone and started playing Bring Me The Horizon on full blast, mouthing along with song, Alligator Blood. I loved Bring Me The Horizon. I mean don't get me wrong or anything I love Black Flag, Misfits, Avenged Sevenfold, and more but Bring Me The Horizon is my favorite. I looked ahead and took the old road to the school, it's my own secret short-cut, not even the bullies know about it.
Shit, I forgot to mention that I am bullied by the same damn pricks everyday, and no one in this school actually acknowledges me unless it is to pick on me. Which is most of the time, but I'm used to it. So it doesn't have much effect on me anymore, sucks for them.
I knew I was in for it when I got home. One strict rule is never destroy a possible lay for Aaron, that one is after never speak about what him or Teddy do to me. Only one person knows what he does to me and that is my best, and only, friend, Nate. He helped me out a lot when I was upset and he held me threw all of my sobs. I honestly don't know where I'd be without him. Speaking of him I see him now walking over to me. I pull out my phone and turn my music off.
"Hey Nate, how was summer?" I asked him giving him a giant hug, once I got off my board that is. I really missed him sometimes, and when he's not in reaching distance I spazz. He in some way is my rock.
"I guess you could say it was sex-tastic." We laughed and kept riding, "No I'm forever alone. Just waiting for the day when Andy sees that I am what she is missing."
"As long as I am one of your groomsmen." I said chuckling.
"Duh, so what have you been up too?" He asked me. I shrugged my shoulders.
"You know how my life is. It could change within a second." I replied, "So basically I've been locked up in my house bored out of my mind all summer."
"Oh yes, my favorite summer past time." He joked around, I cracked a smile at the black haired boy and we walked to school cracking jokes and tripping each other. Once we reached the almost end he frowned and hugged me goodbye, we couldn't walk out together. I wouldn't let him. Then he would get bullied and I would never forgive myself if he got bullied because of me.
I walk into school and run to the abandon hallway I have my locker in, I throw my skateboard in one and pulled my books out of the other one. I learned my times tables ahead of time so I know the fastest bully escape route. Once the dammed bell rang I ran to my history class, hoping that they may let up today, since it is the first day and all.
It was now lunch. Where I spent my time out side on the side of the school, smoking and drinking Monster. Sometimes Nate joins me and we sit and smoke together, while sharing my Monster. But he was with his other friends today. I don't blame him, they are better than me.
After lunch I had only three classes left, Music, Art, and Math. I walk to my Math class praying that Dustin, Jake, and Kelly aren't their. But guess what I guess surviving has taken all my shitty luck so yes they are in this class. I sigh and sit in the very back corner with my head down, hoping and praying that they wouldn't notice. Again with my shit luck, they did.
"Hey! Emo bitch? How was summer away from us?" Kelly asked walking over to me sitting down in front of me. I bit back my words and kept looking at the desk. "Aw razor blade caught your tongue?"
"Hey, why don't we pay her a visit after school?" Dustin said smirking back at me. "Bitch you should talk."
"Yeah, slut, talk." Jacob said pulling my head up by my hair. I look miserably at them.
"And what the fuck would you like me to say you fuckin' prick?" I asked looking at Dustin. Jake pulled my hair hard.
"What your fuckin' mouth, princess." He said pulling it again. Again I bit back the comment.
"Now class is about to start, so have fun fatty." Kelly said spitting in my face.
"Ew slut juice." I said wiping it off. She stormed over to her seat and mouth the words 'watch out'. Anything they do to me I can handle. Well anything Kelly can do I can handle, she fights like a little kid. She doesn't use a fist, she uses nails and hair pulling. What happened to old fighting you know one on one and not guns, knifes, nails, or hair pulling? I just sit and stare at the board, waiting for this shitty class can end so I can go to music, and then my favorite, Art.
I play a bit of guitar so that is what I am going to do for the rest of the year in music, is practice guitar and drink Monster in the very back. Me and Mr. Gaskarth are friendish so he lets me do whatever I want as long as I'm not disrupting. He walks over to me and sits down.
"Hey kiddo, what's going on over here." He asked, I rolled my eyes. And pulled his Monster out of my bag.
"Take your Monster and go teach you students." I chuckled.
"You know me better than my own boyfriend." He said shaking his head and chuckling.
"Jack? You are still with him?" I asked him, surprised.
"Yes, I asked him to marry me." He said casually as if it were a casual subject. I was extremely happy for him.
""That's awesome, I really hope you guys work out." I said, "And you would have a beautiful wedding."
"If you weren't my student I would invite you. But sadly you are a student." He said.
"Is anyone who works here going to be there?" I asked him.
"Oh fuck no." He said, looking at me curiously. "What you getin' at here?"
"If know one who actually knows who I am is going to be there, besides Jack, what is there to worry about." I pointed out.
"Okay you can come it is in April, we still haven't set a date. But when we do I will remember to tell you."
"Thanks," I said, "Now go teach and shit."
"It is the first day. If anything I let them talk." He said shrugging.
"Okay well, so how was your summer? Have some sexy time with Jack?" I said wagging my eyebrows. He laughed and shook his head.
"If Jack and I have sexy times you are going to be the last one to hear about it." He smirked.
"Really, Alex, so you are saying you'd tell Kelly your sex life but not me." Now I wore a smirk of my own while his died and he squinted his eyes at me.
"You have won this round." He said defeated. "But I shall win this game."
"Okay. Whatever you say, now come one and teach me how to play this dammed guitar." I said, "Well help me not teach me."
He rolled his eyes at me. "Why do I put up with you?" He asked me.
"Easy, because you love me." I said shrugging. "And I give you Monsters." I said pointing to the open drink in his hand.
"Basically, and the fact that you walked in on my and Jack about to have sex on my desk." He added, "And I didn't know what to think of you then."
"It's not like I didn't enjoy seeing you and Jack shirtless, swappin' spit, on the very desk that teenagers touch everyday."
"Are you implying that you think I am hot?" Alex said fake gasping. "And my boyfriend."
"I am implying that you are so fucking hot I had to go home and-" He laughed halfway through that sentence and I couldn't finish it because of my own laughter.
"Okay kid. Now I-" The bell rang cutting him off. (Author Note: Just so you know he didn't come and sit down at the beginning of class, a bit later on)
"Well that's my cue. Have a nice day Mr. Gaskarth and I shall see-" I cut myself off. "Are you going to keep Gaskarth or are you going to take Barakat?"
"He is losing his name. I shall remain Alex Gaskarth." He said proudly.
"Oh someone's dominant!" I said loudly before running out of the room and to art. Once in the room I sat down in the very back and waited for the bell. Once it rang the teacher walked in.
"Okay kids I'm Mr. Simpson. And I want this entire period to go into one drawing. Just to see your skills and get a peak at your interests. Pens, pencils, and whatever else you need are over there." He said pointing to a shelf. "And paper is right here."He now pointed to beside him. He makes a gesture for us to do that now. I practically run up and grab a piece of paper, some pens, colored pencils, and some regular pencils.
I go back to my desk and pull up a picture of Oliver Sykes on my phone and start my drawing. I looked up and saw the most beautiful boy looking at me, I tucked my hair behind my ear and looked back down blushing. He was so pretty. He said shortish black hair, and the most beautiful hazel eyes. He has a pixie nose, the went well with his silky pale skin. And he was wearing an Black Flag hoodie and black skinny jeans.
GERARD P.O.V
I was in Art class when I turned around to look around the room and I saw what had to be one of the prettiest girl in world. She looked up and noticed me staring at her. She blushed, tucked her purple hair behind her ear and looked down. I couldn't see her face anymore, which kinda upset me. She was breath taking. I would have to ask Frank about her later. I noticed she was deep in thought, which her tongue poked out of the corner of her lip. I wonder what she was drawing?
Forty minutes later he told us to stop and we will each show ours off and explain what we did, why we did it, and how we did it. Well fuck shit, I drew her. Well not exactly I drew her hair and part of her face.
Eventually she had to go, so she stood up and showed everyone her drawing, it was Oliver Sykes. From Bring me The Horizon, and she wrote a lyric from Can You Feel My Heart. She liked them?
"I love it, hoped it didn't swear but I love it. Now explain explain it."
She looked like she was going to have a panic attack.
"So this is ,um, a, Oliver Sykes, a um, singer from my favorite band, Bring Me the Horizon. I used pencils and pens, and I drew it because he ,um, means a shitloa- I mean a lot, he means a lot to me. Can I sit down now?" I chuckle at her swearing. Her voice was perfect also. I am determined to make this girl my friend.
I was called on next. I picked up my drawing. And stood up showing everyone. The girls eyes widened. Shit.
AIR P.O.V
It was a drawing of me. The adorable boy drew a picture of a girl with purple hair and icy blue eyes. I am almost positive it is me.
"Excellent. Now explain it."
"The idea struck me so I took it. I used a pencil and a colored pencil, and why I did it 'cause I thought it would look nice." the boy said sitting down. He looked back at me again. When the bell he walked up to me.
"I only have one question." I nodded, showing him he can proceed. "Why do you dress like that."
"We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style. Death is a promise, and your life is a fucking lie." I said quoting Diamonds aren't forever.
"You drew Oliver now you are quoting him." He said smiling and now leaving me alone. I was determined not to let this boy in.
Notes
Hey. I'm Ariel. I will be writing this story and I really hope you like it. I must remind you some of this story may be written on a Kindle, and if you have a Kindle or ever used a Kindle you will understand what a pain in the ass it is. I will tell you if I used a Kindle or not. (You can tell by how many errors I make if I used my Kindle or not)
Anywhore I hope you enjoy my story. Please comment if you feel like it, good or bad it is still a comment. Okay welp bye, have a nice life.
Chapter Title is a lyric of Bring Me The Horizon, Diamonds aren't forever.
May your revenge be as sweet as Frank on Skittles~
*When you walk past Gerard.*

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