Life is just a blur

Frank's POV

"Excuse me," a boy with short black curly hair and green eyes comes to me while I'm walking home, "Is that you, Frank?"
"Um, yes?" I say, doubtfully.
"My name is Victor, but maybe you will recognize me if you let me in your house and listen to me," he says, smiling, "I know all about you, we knew eachother before the..." he pauses, looking at me in the eyes, "accident."
Before the accident?
He's familiar, but I don't know who he is.
Maybe I knew him before I had amnesi- Could my amnesia be the accident he is talking about?
Can I trust him?
He doesn't look scary, he seems friendly. Should I let him in my home?
"Who were you?" I ask him, "I'm really sorry, you look familiar but I don't know who you were..."
"I was your best friend, I went in California last year and someone told me you were here and I thought about seeing you again after what happened, so I came here."
"Uh," I say, "I live near here, we can go now."
"Thanks, Iero."
While we walk home he keeps smiling and looking around with his eyes open, as if he is trying to remember what the city looked like before he want away. "I can't believe I found you," he whispers looking at me.
He seems to be really close to me... What if he was my boyfriend? Maybe we broke up before the accident and he doesn't want to let me know that...
He laughs while shaking his head, as if he heard my thoughts.
We arrive home and I open the door, letting him in. He looks around "You live alone?" he asks.
"Yup."
"Perfect," he laughs, "I've waited way too much."
Then everything disappears, and I only see black. And I remember.

I stand up from my throne, walking to my army, followed by Lix Tetrax. Lahash comes to me, looking excited and saying, "Our army is bigger than ever, master!". I smirk. This is perfect.
I always know what to say to make an angel sin and join us.
In front of me there's an angel, sitting down while two soldiers hold her arms. White hair, white skin, white clothes and white wings.
This is too easy.
I move my hand to tell them to let go of her. They do it, bow down and look at me. It's my turn.
"Do you think you're better than us?" I ask to the heavenly creature.
She smiles and stands up, laughing. "I don't think that. I know that." she says.
Then it starts.
The corruption of the pureness.
Golden blood starts falling out of her mouth, becoming black and covering all her body. Her feathers start falling and burning, her hair becomes black.
She screams in pain, then smiles."Superbia. I am not better than anyone," she says.
"Your name will be Mastema. 'Hostility'," I say, my hand on her head. "Buer, let her see her new home," I shout to another fallen angel, who takes her hand and shows her the place.
I sigh, and follow Lix Tetrax, my advisor.
"Sir..." she starts, but I stop her, my hands on her shoulders.
"I told you a lot of times, call me by my name," I tighten my grip, then I let her go, "Please."
"Semiazan," she sighs "It's your time."
"For what? Is the army ready?"
"No. It's time for you to see Heaven."
"But... I'm a demon! We can't see Heaven!"She laughs. "Sem, you're the least evil demon. You can do things that no one else of your kind can even think of."
"Like...?"
"You can love. You have emotions. You know what friendship is. You're more of a human than a demon, to me."
Oh. Love. Sounds good.
"What was your sin?" I ask her.
"Envy. I didn't have wings," she sighs, "It's awfully sad to see everyone around you flying, and you're just there, your blood boiling for the anger," she pauses, "I wonder if Rahatiel feels the same I did."
"Mh-hm. So, I can see Heaven? When?"
"Now," she claps her hands. "Every angel is at the rehersals of the heavenly choir, except for Rahatiel, but he usually stays at home painting or singing alone."
Now? "How do I get there?"
"Think happy thoughts and you'll fly. Follow the light and you'll get in heaven. I will help you. Have fun, okay?"
I nod, and start running.
One thought in my mind.
I am different. I can love!
My arms are open wide, I feel the wind lifting me and taking me to the light.
The wind. Oh, Lix Tetrax always knows what to do.The light is too bright for my eyes, I shut them, and when my feet touch the ground again, I open them again.
Everything is green and blue. I expected Heaven to be white and gold, but the colours surprise me.
I walk around without knowing where to go. I sit on the grass, next to someone.I thought I would be alone, but me and the angel actually talk to each other and, wow, he has some good comebacks.
A sassy angel. So, they exist?
He lets me touch his wings, too small to fly.
Maybe he is the angel Lix Tetrax was talking about?
He really is beautiful.
Other angels have white hair, or really fair hair, while his is black. His eyes are hazel with little specks of green, and he has long eyelashes.
My thoughts are interrupted by a sound.
A moan.
I feel myself blushing. "I must go now," I sigh. "Maybe I'll come back another day?"
"Sure," he says, smiling sadly.
"What's your name? I forgot to ask..."
"I'm Rahatiel." Ha, I was right.
"I'm Semiazan."
I run away, feeling guilty and happy.
Flying back home, I see Lix Tetrax waiting for me, smiling. "So?"
"Heaven really is beautiful," I say. "But he is even more," I add in a whisper.
"He who?"
"Rahatiel," I smile, "His eyes are full of stars."
I start to giggle uncontrollably, feeling light. "I feel like I'm full of stars, too. Why?"
She sighs and makes a sad face.
"You're in love, Semiazan."

The angel is the same as the one I dreamt of.
I remember his hair on my skin and then his pale face becoming red under my tears of blood.
I remember seeing him again, in this world, slightly different.
I remember feeling like I knew him, and now I know why.
Gerard Way is Rahatiel.

Notes

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