Stay with me

Gerard's POV

after Carl gave me a quick peck on the lips and went to go check on Frankie I felt so guilty. I was in love with Frank not Carl. I just hadn't been touched in sooooo long, it felt nice to feel loved again. If I truly loved frank I would have waited for him. Even if I hadn't been touched in so long that was no way to justify my actions!! Beginning to get frustrated I felt a couple of hot salty tears find their way down my cheeks. Damn it. I can't cry not when franks coming back then he'll ask what's wrong and I don't have the heart to lie to him. I doubt I'd have a chance with him anyway.

Carl's POV

I smiled so much my cheeks hurt. Gerard kissed me back, and more! Haha I'm so happy! When I passed by mikey he had such a hollow look on his face. I wonder why? Maybe I should talk to him I mean there were camras all over the place I doubt Frank would be dumb enough to try anything.

"Hey mikes!" I said sitting down beside him.

"Oh hey, Carl." He respoded. He sounded so zoned out and everything. He just didn't sound like him.

"Hey man what's up? You okay you don't sound like you?" I asked my good mood slipping. when I asked if he was okay I could tell I hit something. Good or bad I was finally seeing emotion. I could see that he was starting to blink faster trying to keep tears at bay.

"Hey hey mikes" I said scooting closer. "What's up?"

"n.....nothing" he sounded like someone was choking him. Just him saying one word sounded like it hurt.

"Michael. I've been your partner for what feels like eons I know when something's wrong. The only thing I don't know is what." I care for the dipshit and I hate seeing him like this.

"C Carl" his words were so quite I almost didn't hear him.

"yes mikes?" Hopefully I'd get something out of him.

Mikey's POV

why wouldn't he just go away? I couldn't tell him and I couldn't lie to him. I felt so powerless. I leaned over on him and clutched his shirt. It was so soft and it smelt like him. Well duh it would but I just loved it Cigarets and cologne. Maybe I should tell him or maybe his scent was clouding my mind he always got what he wanted out of me when I was drunk on him. I could tell him or show him. I smiled and looked up at him.

"Well mikes does that smile mean you're going to tell me?"

i didn't say anything I just smiled and nodded.

"Good now what's both....." I cut him off with a deep kiss and his lips were soft and he tasted just like I had imagined so many times, he tasted like cigs and mint. It was an odd combo but it was perfect on him. He was confused at first but slowly he melted and I took it further by grabbing and pulling his hair and running my hands through it. His hair was so soft. I loved it. We both pulled away at the same time we had run out of breath. i smiled sweetly at him and told him

"I've fallen in love with you from the moment I met you Carl. I thought it'd pass at first, but it didn't it just got worse in the best ways." I was soon studying his button up shirt and how it hugged his body perfectly, while I confessed my love for him. When I was done I had to take a huge breath of hair because I hadn't released that I had been practically holding my breath. He cupped my chin and forced me to look at him then pulled me in of another kiss.

Carl's POV

i cant believe this Mikeys into me? I have always loved him, kissing him is better than Gerard. Forget Gerard I love Mikey fucking Way.

Notes

Haha hello kittens I hope I've made you all happy also sorry I haven't updated today some of my friends came over and my sisters boyfriend came over so I had human interaction besides my family!! Cheer for me. Haha also there's this cat hanging around our house and I named it Bandit haha extra love for whoever guesses where I got that name
okay kittens have a wonderful day and remember to smile! Also keep running and
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