I Can Hear You (rewriting)

My shoulder was shaken most probably by Donna, she normally never woke me up but today was different, I was going to a real high school. When my father was alive he didn't want me to go to normal school because he thought I would get bullied, but he died last year in car accident.

Donna was objecting the thought of me going to normal school as my father did, but I can't really blame them, they're just trying to protect me.

I got up and Donna left the room so I could shower and change my clothes... but going to bathroom always meant seeing myself in the mirror. I walked towards the bathroom, and once I locked the door, I started taking my clothes off, avoiding the mirror. I waited awhile to water to get warmer, and then hopped in when it was hot enough. I showered as fast as I could and got out. I was drying myself and I accidentally looked myself in the mirror, as always I was sickly pale, and those circles around my eyes were horrific, I looked like a zombie who would eat your brains if they got a chance...
I couldn't bare my face any longer so i got out of the hot bathroom back to my room, and I pulled out some clothes from my drawer, I took out my Misfits shirt, black tight jeans and gray hoodie. I quickly brushed my hair and got upstairs from my gloomy, dark basement.

Upstairs I saw Mikey drinking coffee and he waved when he saw me, I smiled at him and went to get my first cup of coffee.

Donna came from upstairs and greeted me with a big smile as she got her own coffee as well.

We sat quietly, or I sat quietly because of course I couldn't know what the subject was.

I was deaf.

My mom got some paper from the counter and she wrote something down, she showed me the paper which said,
"Are you nervous?" I just shrugged, I was totally shitting my pants but not from nervousness just from enthusiasm.
Next to go was Mikey as he wrote with his messy handwriting,
"I know you're excited but remember don't get too much attention to yourself." He started writing again, and I knew what it would say 'There are bullies...' And so on... but he didn't write that...
" Watch out for this Iero kid... he's small but his hits sure as hell are going to hurt." I bit my lip nervously, this Iero kid sounds tough.

I saw Donna saying something to Mikey, I mouthed it and tried to understand what she said... it seems that she said "Don't ... Gerard, it's his first..." they both smiled at me, and I tried to return the smile, now even more nervous.

I sat in the car with my notepad on my lap and my schoolbag next to me feeling more and more nervous. Every time I looked at Mikey his smile didn't really help my nervousness, it was more like 'you're gonna die' smile.

I was so damn scared of this Iero kid right now, I became paranoid.
Donna pulled the car next to this huge building and I knew it was the school because kids were slowly making their way in.

I put my hearing aid into my ear and got out of the car and ran next to Mikey who seemed to be in a hurry, and goddamn he smiled that supposed-to-be-calming smile of his, and I was so close to running back to home, but before I even realized someone was clutching onto my hoodie and when I turned around I saw this cute boy, who looked mad, I stared at him, waiting for him to do something.

And then it hit me, actually two things hit me, his fist and the realization of who he was, he was that Iero kid.

Next thing I knew I was on the ground and my brother was trying to help me up but that Iero kid just laughed and kicked me, I was so close to crying but I kept it inside because I'm not going to cry in front of anyone.
I could actually hear (thanks to the hearing aid) what he said in a tiny voice and I was kind of shocked,
"Mikey! Why is he wearing a Misfits shirt if he can't even fucking hear?" reason why he hit me and kicked me and why he was furious was that I was wearing this goddamned shirt!?
I took my pen out of my schoolbags pocket and took my notepad from the ground and wrote
"I can't hear what's going on with music but I can feel it." As I shoved this paper at his face, he looked shocked but he just kicked my notepad from my hands to the ground and walked away.

But I think I did something I shouldn't have done because now everybody was staring at me with big shocked eyes like I had just murdered someone, but when the crowd started walking away and Mikey pulled me up, I could hear him say,
"Oh shit! Oh fuck, Gerard!" And that was the moment I knew it, I was most probably digging my own grave just couple of minutes ago, and I think Iero is nothing but happy to bury me...

Well fuck.

Notes

I started to rewrite this fic because I thought it was good and I could make it even better :'DD