Can I Love You?

Gerard's POV

Oh God, ... Am I dead?... Did he finally do it?... My head hurts... I can't be dead... Can I?... Why's it so dark?... Why can't I move?... Oh God, I AM dead, aren't i?... Nononononononono.....................

As I slowly start to come to, the sounds around me become more distinct. There's this sorta *beep beep beep* noise, its steady and even and seems to be quite close by, and there are voices, quiet, but urgent sounding, but I don't know who's they are. My head hurts, and I'm pretty sure that if I try to move it, it'll roll right off my shoulders, so I stay still. I'm not even convinced I CAN move, I certainly don't seem to be able to open my eyes.
"Gerard?... Come on... Wake up...Gerard?" ...What?... Oh, someone's talking to me, wait... I AM Gerard, right?... God my head hurts... I can't think straight ...Nothing makes sense... What the fucks that beeping noise?... Uugh... Please make it stop... Why won't it stop?... What happened?... How'd I get here?... Where IS here?... Shit!... I'm fucked!.........

After a while of laying there, where?, panicking inside my own head, apparently unable to get out, my senses finally start to return. "Gerard please..." The speaker seemed to turn away, to talk to someone else? "Why won't he wake up?..." He sou... Wait, yeah! it's a he... HE sounded upset, worried... Scared even. Why?.. Cos of me? ... But why?... It didn't sound like Mikey, so who else would be worr... OH SHIT!! Mikey and Micha! ...DAD!... He... He...Ohgodohgodohgod... Nononononono...
"M...Mi...Mikey?......." My voice was tiny and rough, and it felt like I'd been gargling sand. Shit my head hurt... Did I say that already? "Micha?..."
"Oh my God, Gerard? You're awake... You're gonna be ok... The twins are here, they're a bit worse for wear, but they'll be fine... Come on Gerard, open those pretty eyes of yours...come on..." Wait... WHAT?... Who'd call my eyes...? Uugh... What the fucks going on?
"Uugh..... Water..." My eyes aren't pretty...
A moment later I felt a straw touch my dry lips, and I took it in, sucking greedily at the cold liquid... a little TOO greedily, as I started coughing and choking.
"Oh God, easy there..." The voice cooed, as I felt a pair of strong hands lifting me to sit up, then supporting me and rubbing gentle circles on my back, as my chin fell forward onto my shaking chest. "It's gonna be ok Gee..." Oh my God, he called me Gee! That's so cute... Who is he? "Try and breath slow, ok?" I tried... In... Out... In... Out... In... Maybe I should try opening my eyes again?... He's still rubbing my back... It's nice...
Slowly I peel my eyes open. I'm instantly blinded by the whiteness of the room, and snap them shut again, groaning weakly. "Come on Gee, you can do it"... Yes, I can. Taking a deep breath in, and blowing it slowly back out, I open my eyes, just a crack, and turn slightly to look at the owner of the voice and magic hands...FRANK? Omg.. Shit, I'm fangirling now... Stay calm Gerard, he's just a boy... Yeah, a very CUTE boy. "Hi beautiful, how ya feelin'?" ...rhfchgddghhu *drools on shirt* ... Beautiful? Me? Fuck off.
I can't speak... My eyes have become the size of dinner plates... I'm staring at Frank with my mouth hanging open... And I'm pretty sure I'm blushing the colour of a tomato....... Smooth Geetard, REAL smooth. "Uugh... Err... I... Errr..." I swallow the baseball sized lump in my throat and try again "F..fine.... Y..you?"
Frank grins wide, and gingerly presses his fingertips to the bandage on his head "Hurts a bit, but I'll live." He states "Gerard? ..."
"Hmmm?" Word are hard.
Frank drops his eyes to the floor "I'm sorry 'bout ya dad"
Suddenly the floodgates open, and I'm bawling like a three year old. Hot tears and snot making unattractive trails down my face. Franks head snapped up, a look of panic in his large eyes, like- oh shit, what did I do?...but then he does the unexpected.
Frank grabbed my wet face between his hands, and pushed his lips to mine... He started moving them slowly, but I remained frozen, shocked out of my crying jag, but TOO shocked to kiss back.
Frank pulled back slightly, but left his warm hands on my cheeks "Well, kiss back sweetie" he grinned, before leaning back in and sealing his soft lips to mine. THIS time, I kissed back, my arms snaking tentatively around his tiny waist.
HOLLY SHIT! I'm kissing Frank!...

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