What's Wrong With Me

Nikki's POV
I woke up the next morning and looked at the clock. 4:30 as usual. I got up and put on a pair of black skinny jeans and put on Blood On The Dance Floor shirt. Once I was dressed, I made my bed and grabbed my basket of laundry then took it down stairs. I put my clothes in the washer and started them. After that I went and cleaned my room then finished the rest of my chores. Once they were done I went into the kitchen and found Miss B. "My chores are done. May I go skating now?" I asked. "Take a granola bar with you ans you may go Sweetheart." She said smiling at me. I walked over to the pantry and grabbed a Tropical flavored Trio bar. Mmm my favorite. "Bye Miss B. I'll be back in a few hours." I said hugging her. I looked at the time and it was reaching just about 5:30. I went upstairs and grabbed my longboard. When I got to the front door I slipped on my vans then headed out. I checked my pockets and found I had around 50 dollars so I headed to the nearest walmart. When I got there I went inside and bought red, black, blue, green, orange, and yellow cans of spraypaint. Once I was done I headed accross town. I reached my normal hide away and began painting. First I did the old 60's 'Batman' logo. Then continued on with more superhero logos. Once I was out of paint I looked around and admired my work. The place I'm at is a large room that no one even knows about except for me and Miss B. I brought her here once and she enjoyed her self. I even painted a mural for her. I found it about a year ago and I come here whenever I can. I've painted on every wall except one in the past year. 2 of the 3 are filled so far and I just started on the 3rd. I loved coming here because I can make beautiful things and no one knows. After a few more hours of painting I threw away the empty cans of paint and went home. When I got there it was around lunchtime. I walked in and everyone staired at me. Miss B smiled noticing the paint staining my fingers. I smiled back and walked into the kitchen washing my hands. A few minutes later Miss B walked in. "What did you paint today Nikkerooni?" She asked. "I started onthe third wall and did a bunch of superhero logos." I said smiling. "I'm glad you had fun. Now get something to eat and then go put on some non paint stained clothes and come down here. The meetings will be starting in 1 hour." She said hugging me. I let go of our embrace and made my way upstairs. I walked into my bedroom and looked around. Someone was in here. I could tell because my journal was out. I always put it back in my desk and now it's on the stack of homework from last night. I opened my door and slammed it then went downstairs. "WHO IN THE HELL WENT INTO MY GOD DAMN ROOM?!" I yelled. "Nikki what are you talking about?" Miss B asked. "My journal was out on my desk when I went upstairs and I NEVER leave it out. I always put it away when I'm done. Now WHO WENTINTO MY ROOM?!" I said. I heard a snicker from Brittany. I should've fuckin' known. She hates me so of course she went in there. "Why the hell were you in my room Brittany?" I asked. "I have no idea what you're talking about." She said smirking. "Oh bullshit. I heard you fucking snicker over there." I said. "Britanny did you go into Nikki's room?" Miss B asked. "Maybe. Maybe not." She replied. "Yes or no. Did you go in there or not." She said. "Okay fine I went into the little freaks room and found her journal. You should see what messed up things she has in there! I swear she's a socio path! She has a bunch of drawings of dead people and horibble bloody bodies in that thing! I have proof!!" She screamed. "Why the hell should you care what I draw?! It's none of your god damn buisness!" I screamed. "Nikki calm down. Brittany, Nikki is right. It is her journal and she may draw whatever she likes in it. Bloody bodies or not." Miss B said. Brittany puled out her phone and shoved it in Miss B's face. "But look at this! It's completely screwed up!" She screamed. Miss B grabbed the phone and deleted the picture. Then put it in her pocket. "Brittany I don't care. Now due to you going through Nikki's personal belongings and breaking rules, you are not going to participate in today's adoption meetings." She said. "But that's not fair!" Brittany screeched. "I don't care now go to your room until dinner." Miss B said. Brittany glared at me and stomped up the steps. We then heard a loud slamming of her door. "Nikki, I'll deal with the rest of her punishment tonight. Now go back upstairs and get ready please." Miss B said. "Yes Miss B. Sorry for shouting... You know how I feel whenpeople go in there. I'll try not to scream if it happens again." I said. "It's okay dear." She said. I ran upstairs and went into my room and put my school things away and put my journal backinmy desk. This tie I locked it. I grabbed someclean clothes then went into the bathroom and showered. Once I was done I dryed off and got dressed. Then straightened my hair. Once my hair was straightened and spiked a little I put on some eyeliner and smudged it a little.That's as much makeup as I ever wear. After I was done I went downstairs and sat on the couch. There was 15 minutes until meetings started so I turned on some music leaned my head back.

Notes

I'll do meetings in the next chapter. Sorry it's taking so long to get there. Pease leave some comments. I don't know how this is going and it'd be great to get some feedback.