The Angel In My Attic

*Frank’s P.O.V.*

“Please Gee I need you, please!” I cried out for him hoping that he would come and comfort me. Even if he didn’t love me couldn’t he at least still talk to me? I had told him basically to never talk to me again, okay i actually did tell him that, but still I didn’t think he would abandon me.

“Gee please please I need you, I need someone, please Gee!” I cried out collapsing to the floor in a crying mess. I laid there while the sobs racked my body. I had ruined everything. I had ruined the best thing I had ever had, a real friend that had cared, because I was selfish and needed him to love me back. Why couldn’t have left well enough alone! I would still have my best friend, my only friend, by my side comforting me, making me laugh, making me complete. I was the worst human being alive, I didn’t deserve to live, if any one did it was Gee, he was the one that deserved to have a life.

Finally I stopped crying and just layed on the floor, my body numb, but my head spinning with all these thoughts. After a while of this, one of the thoughts finally made sense and I was going to make it happen. I stood up and grabbed two sheets of paper. I wrote on one quickly to my mom. I wrote telling her, everything was fine and not to worry about anything and the next one to Gee. After I finished I left them on the kitchen table and went to my moms medicine cabinet. I grabbed as many prescriptions as possible, then some liquor to wash it all down. After collecting my supplies I made my way to bathroom without questioning what I was doing. I grabbed the first bottle of pills and threw them down my throat with some liquor to chase them down into my stomach. Then the next bottle down. I started feeling dizzy as the world turned and raced around me. I quickly threw the third bottle of pills down before I passed out. I wanted to make sure I had no chance to be revived. I felt bile rising in my throat and had to keep swallowing it back. My vision started to go black around the edges, the world spinning around me. The last thing I felt was my hot tears running down my cheeks as I laid on the floor. I probably imagined this but I saw Gee crying and screaming above me as my eyes shut for the last time.

*Gee’s P.O.V*

Frank had stopped crying downstairs and everything had gone quiet. The last noise I heard was a door being shut. I decided to go check on Frank, I needed to know if he was okay, I just had this weird feeling that something was off. I walked to Franks room and popped my head in to see he wasn't there. I decided he was a teenager so, he probably needed food so I went down the stairs to the kitchen. He wasn’t there either, I turned to go but two pieces of paper on the table caught my eye. I looked at them and saw they were from Frank to his mom, and and me? Why would he do that? Why did he write letters? I read the following:

Dear Gee,

I don’t know what to say, except I’m so sorry. I should have never told you that I love you, or loved you. I wish you loved me back, maybe I would still be breathing. Forgive me Gee, it’s all my fault I’m so stupid. Remember me won’t you?

xoFrnk

Loved me? Past tense? Still breathing? FUCK! I ran as fast I could into the bathroom to see Frank’s eyes closing. I was screaming at him. I don’t know what about but, there I was screaming and crying at the small frame lying on the floor. His breathing started to get shallower and I was panicking. I ran to the phone and dialed 911.

“911 whats your emergency?”

“Hes dying help him!” I cried out into the phone. Wait I just called 911. I can't use the phone. With that the phone dropped and I heard the lady ask where we were, who was dying, what happened. I couldn’t answer, although I tried but she couldn’t understand me. I left the phone and went back to Frank. His face was almost whiter than a sheet, I just sat and watched the life leave his body, realizing that if I had told him I loved him we’d probably be sitting and laughing at something together. I couldn’t live without him, my Frankie.

Notes

*wispers* cliff hangerrrr im so sorry...

Any way 1 MORE chapter before the alternate ending. so basically 2 more chapters before the end. 0_o thanks for reading!