For Every Heart You Break

*Do I even have to say it's still Mikey?*


I checked my phone and had 5 missed calls from Raven and I let out a sigh as I made my way back to Gerards room. I knew Raven would be pissed.


Gerard was trying to make conversation but he was still reallyweak so it was mostly Frank letting out small sobs as he held tightly onto him and Raven sitting there stone faced. I didn't announce my presence at first.

I hadn't cried much, I'd been in the position I was currently in, as well as right where Gerard was, I had learned crying didn't help much. It was painful to just leave the emotions and thoughts but bringing them up meant guilt. I cleared my thought and they all turned to me. Frank and Gee just looked sad but Raven stood up angrily.

"What in the actual fuck Mikey? You're brother is barely alive and you were galavanting about with some whore" she spat in my face and I flinched drawing in a breath.

"I...I wasn't out.... I was eating lunch w...with one of the little girls in the psyche ward" I mumbled staring down at my feet. Her face softened and my brother and Frank both smiled a bit.

"Really? I...I though you were" she looked down like she was ashamed. "Analia's with my brother, you can see her later" she spoke just to me voice low. We walked and stood aroung Gerard. He smiled weakly at us.

"So, who was this little person" he asked his voice cracking a bit.

"It was your doctors daughter, she was like 10, real nice and she was very energetic. She actually snuck outside, her name was Annie and she absolutely amazed at everything" I smiled and ran my fingers along the bare part of my arm grabbing my jacket to cover up.

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