For Every Heart You Break

*Ravens POV*
(I know this will seem out of place but please stay with me)

I've been asked before what depression feels like. I can never properly describe it or explain how everyone deals with it.
But to me It felt like multiple things. Like drowning but no one believing you.Like choking but you don't know why.
Everyone saw it as poetic they didn't see the lonely girl having her soul eaten by a rabid animal.
They didn't see that no one could save me. That no amount of 'its fine I love you' could fix me. That I was lost in my mind and eating myself alive.
Depression wasn't poetic or pretty. It was sickening.
But it was the same thing I felt when I got the call that said that instead of going to the ICU I needed to go to the morgue.

Notes

Thank you for reading and tell me what you think also tomorrow is my birthday and that means i will either drown you in words or not type at all and as I'm not sure which be forewarned