For Every Heart You Break

*Mikeys POV*

I walked as fast to Robins house hoping Raven was there. Before the first knock properly resounded Raven snapped open the door. I couldn't help but think about how fast she could move for a woman practically about to burst at the seams, figuratively of course.

"I don't want to see you" she snapped with venom in her voice. At this she grabbed the door as if to slam it and I jammed my foot inbetween with a crunch. She looked a bit worried before her face contorted into an angry scowl again.

" Raven, please just I don't know, I'm an Idiot I don't deserve you but please don't leave me" I sobbed.

"You're right you don't deserve me or our baby and I'm not leaving you because it's my apartment too fuck you but not seeing our baby won't be a problem will it" she sneered making me sigh. I didnt know what to say to her.

"Look, Its not I don't want the baby I just, I'm not ready. I don't want my baby to have a druggie for a dad. I don't want to have to explain why their dad has scars all over his arms. Why their dad has the mark on his neck" I subconsciously grasped at my neck "What if they hate me? I couldn't do it, I couldn't explain it, I don't want them to hate me. I want them to know I'll protect them b...but how can I do that when I can barely protect myself, when I want to drop dead. What if I can't protect them from themselves. I....I just don't want to mess up" I finished with a whimper.

"It's a girl" She whispered "You won't messs up Mikey, there's no way you'll mess up really" She opened the door kissing my cheek.

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