For Every Heart You Break

*Mikeys POV*

I woke up on Rays couch my head pounding. I wasnt sure what had happened and stumbled when I stood from Rays couch. I let out a loud groan still disoriented and unsure of where I was. I looked over to find Ray stumbling through hair ruffled and scratching his head. He looked at me head cocked to the side.
"Oh I forgot you stayed here last night man, did you talk to Raven about it yet?" He yawned laying on the couch.

"Wait, what about her?" I sighed sitting down next to him.

"Oh man, You got wasted, like really wasted, did some drugs, and called up Raven by accident.Man you messed up, a lot, said you didn't even want the baby, couldn't get your brother so you stumbled over here" Ray responded mattter of factly and I put my head down in my hands ready to punch something.

"I need to leave right now" I mumbled standing and he just nodded.

"Good luck Mikes"

I had slept with my clothes and shoes on and didn't have many problems rushing out the door. I had a vague memory of the night but it got fuzzy after a few shots of vodka and tequila.

Even though Gerard was seen as the 'addict' of the two of us I was just as bad, sometimes worse than himself and felt hypocritical to tell him to him stop and as I stumbled home to Raven and I apartment my head pounding . I knocked and knocked and knocked on the door, the key under the mat was gone and all the lights were off. I decided to call Frankie.

"H....hey Frankie is Raven at your house?" I mumbled into the reciever a bit embarrassed.

"No, did you guys get in a fight or something?" He asked concerned. I was positive I heard my brother in the background saying to 'come back to bed, we don't have work for a few hour's' and I sighed exasperated. Frankie yawned letting out a small 'One minute I'm talking to Mikey'.

"Sorta, are you sure she isn't there" I enunciated in case she just didn't want to see me.

"In positive Mikey, did you check her brothers house?"

"No, No, I'll check I'll call you when I find her" I exclaimed hanging up.

Notes

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