An inhospitable environment. The words rang through my head every time I thought about being pregnant.
A short while before I had married Mikey we had gotten pregnant before and lost the baby after about 3 months and upon going to the doctor he said I had 'an inhospitable environment' in my 'womb', I always shuddered a bit at that word, and I heard the word 'baby' and I kept thinking about that as I grew bigger remembering how we had both collapsed within ourselves and I was actually praying I wouldn't lose the baby.
I hated it.
If we lost the baby it would be fault and it hurt as I neared my 6 month and hoped I would get to hold my baby at least once.

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About a week into my sixth month of being pregnant when Mikey should have been home from work he wasn't and it got later.
And later.
And later.
I was pacing as much as my back would allow.
I was shaking. I couldn't get Mikeys cellphone no matter how much I called.
Around midnight I finally got it. A call from Mikey. I practically cried of relief. He spoke first loud and slurred.
"Frank...Frankieeeeee" He let out something resembling a giggle "I'm drunk..." He hiccuped giggling again "I c...can't be adaddy I'm not ready ...I did some coke to don't tell...don't tell Raven....come pick me uppppppp" he said loudly and I felt my heart collapse.
"Fuck You Mikey. Don't you dare come home, you don't want our fucking baby.......It's a girl by the way I found out today wanted to suprise you but you know what you are a piece of shit I dont want to see you again ever" I sobbed into the receiver and he let out an incoherent reply and I hung up the phone slamming it down angrily. Tears streed down my face and I angrily wiped them away hiding my face in my hands. I sat like that for what felt like forever and I picked up the phone with a trembling hand.
"Robin.....Please come get me.... I can't be alone......please....I....Mikey.....We....I......please" I whimpered into the phone letting out one last please and he responded groggily.
"Have you been crying? What happened? You know what I'll get you I'll be right there sis" I heard shuffling and Keys shaking and Tyler in the background.

Notes

I'm back from church camp hey guys and umm thanks for reading please tell me what you think also this has been in my brain for like a week so it isn't quite the way it originally was