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I didnt do that
"Sky!"
My eyes flutter open to the sound of Gabby's hystaric voice. What the hell did i just see? I never cut! You can look on my arms and i am scar free. I have never had the reason to. But why did i see that?
"Gab, im fine. Just a little woozy."
"Your not anorexic are you?" Serena sneers. "We cant have you passing out at games and practices."
"No! I am not anorexic! I have no reson to be!"
Shit i forgot that passing out is a sign of anorexia. Josh lifts me to my feet and gives me a nervous smile. I look around and see the girls surrounding us whispering and giggling. Fuck.
The bell rings and we head inside. And Bandit pops up next to me. I look around and find my friends still talking to the jocks and twirling their hair.
"So, looks like somebody dont like themselves lately." she says.
"Shut the hell up Way! I dont need your shit. And if you must know, i am not anorexic."
She snorts and says, "Yeah. Okay. Then why did you pass out then?" Everyone of her words dripped with sarcasm.
"I dont think you need to know, but i saw myself cutting even though im not like you! Here look."
I show her my arms and she gets a strange look on her face. Like she is thinking.
"Has this happened more than once."
"No, but since i turned 16 i have been having a dream where a vampire kills me. Why? You gonna tell everyone?"
"No! Im not you!" she snaps.
I scoff and turn away. Why did i tell her in the first place? I felt like i needed to. Like i should like her. But no! She is a wrist cutting emo! Her father was one her mother was one and now she is one! It runs in the family! But why do i feel like there is some....i dont know connection? Like i know her very well. I dont know her. I never did. But why do i feel this way?
My eyes flutter open to the sound of Gabby's hystaric voice. What the hell did i just see? I never cut! You can look on my arms and i am scar free. I have never had the reason to. But why did i see that?
"Gab, im fine. Just a little woozy."
"Your not anorexic are you?" Serena sneers. "We cant have you passing out at games and practices."
"No! I am not anorexic! I have no reson to be!"
Shit i forgot that passing out is a sign of anorexia. Josh lifts me to my feet and gives me a nervous smile. I look around and see the girls surrounding us whispering and giggling. Fuck.
The bell rings and we head inside. And Bandit pops up next to me. I look around and find my friends still talking to the jocks and twirling their hair.
"So, looks like somebody dont like themselves lately." she says.
"Shut the hell up Way! I dont need your shit. And if you must know, i am not anorexic."
She snorts and says, "Yeah. Okay. Then why did you pass out then?" Everyone of her words dripped with sarcasm.
"I dont think you need to know, but i saw myself cutting even though im not like you! Here look."
I show her my arms and she gets a strange look on her face. Like she is thinking.
"Has this happened more than once."
"No, but since i turned 16 i have been having a dream where a vampire kills me. Why? You gonna tell everyone?"
"No! Im not you!" she snaps.
I scoff and turn away. Why did i tell her in the first place? I felt like i needed to. Like i should like her. But no! She is a wrist cutting emo! Her father was one her mother was one and now she is one! It runs in the family! But why do i feel like there is some....i dont know connection? Like i know her very well. I dont know her. I never did. But why do i feel this way?
