This One Is For You

~Frank's point of view~
After dropping Clare off at Preschool i parked my truck in the parking lot of the high school. I jumped out and walked towards the front doors. When i was half-way there i saw her, sitting by a tree i could see from the window in my English class. I had gotten to school early so i went over to talk to her.
"Jackson!" I called walking up. She stopped what she was doing- drawing i think, And looked up at me. Once she realized who i was she smiled
"Hey Frankie, You're early"
"Yea I had to take Clare to preschool so...What are you doing out here alone? I thought Tyler gave you a ride?" I asked.
She smiled sadly.
"I decided to take my truck today, He hates it but oh well....Speak of the devil..." She trailed off looking over my shoulder.
Tyler was walking towards us.
"Hey babe, " He said leaning down to kiss her cheek from where she still sat on the ground. I mentally sighed. He seemed like a nice enough guy but they weren't right for eachother..I had just met her and i could tell she deserved better.
"Hi..Frank" He said. He smiled a bit and i realized he was trying to be nice. I nodded at him.
"So..Frank i need to talk to you about Clare and Jace, you know..and we should all hang out later.." Abby said obviously trying to make things less awkward.
"Sure thing, Jackson" i said and she smiled, I didn't know it then but she was smiling at the nickname i had given her,
"Jackson?" Tyler asked looking back and forth between us.
"Uh yea, i think it's a cool name, Abby is to plain for her," I said looking down at her, instead of at Tyler even though i was talking to him.

~Jackson~
After school me and Frank decided to take the kid's to the park today because Ty couldn't hang out with us due to practice- He was practicing a lot these days.
The kids became friends instantly, and as they played together on the play ground me and Frank sat at a bench talking.
"I'm a bitch, I'm a fucking bitch, I mean i have a great boyfriend, He loves me and he's nice and he would never hurt me but,..I can't. I don't feel the same, instead of feeling better when he's around i feel worse" I said looking down at my feel. Frank put an arm around my shoulders
"You're not a bitch ,Jackson, I understand- and honestly i think you deserve better than him. He's to controlling." He said. I laughed a bit
"I'm such a fucked up person. " I said,
I looked over at him to see him frowning down at his hands.
"Look, There's something important i need to tell you- but i can't. not yet. not now. It's about my past and i want you to know because i feel like we could be great friends, But i can't...not yet...I-I'm sorry but i need to be sure that this friendship won't crash burn before i tell you my secrets, that's why if it seems like im hiding something i want you to know i'm not...I'm just waiting for the right time." Frankie said. I was confused.
"It's okay, i'll wait as long as you promise to tell me one day." I replied smiling.
"I swear" Was all he said.
After a while the kid's had gotten bored and we parted ways,

-TWO AND A HALF MONTHS LATER-
~Jackson~
It had been almost three months since i met Frankie, These days he was my bestfriend. I'm still with Ty but we act more like friends then a couple. I need to break it off.
"How do i without hurting him though?" I ask Frank as i pace around my room. He is laying on my bed facing the ceiling throwing a pillow up and catching it every once in a while,
"Don't ask me. I have the worst dating advise" He said. I rolled my eyes.
"You could help me out you jerk!" I said. He sat up with a smile.
"Oh really, i'm a jerk?" He asked raising one eye-brow
"Yes!"
"Okay then, I guess since i'm a jerk it's okay to be mean" He said grinning as he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him. Oh god i recognized that look.
"No!" I squealed but he didn't listen. He started tickling me. I yelped and tried to get him to stop as i laughed so hard i was nearly crying
I kicked at him until he rolled over on the bed. We were both laughing hard.
"You're a bad person." I said smiling. I laid down on the bed so his feet we're hanging off one end of the bed while mine we're off the opposite side. Our head's were next to each others
"Anyways, about Ty, I don't know- Tell him the truth...that you're not feeling it anymore" He said simply with a shrug. If only it we're that easy.
"
we hung out in my room for a while talking about how i should end it without hurting Ty. Over the last few months Ty and Frank had become almost friends but not quite.
"Frankie? Wanna go for a walk or something?" I ask. He nodded and stood up, grabbing my out-stretched hand and pulling me along with him.
we walked in silence for a while.
"So, remember that day we took Jace and Clare on that play-date?" I ask as we walk.
"Of course i remember" He says.
"We'll you told me you had something to tell me, and you said you were waiting and i was just wondering if you could tell me yet?" I asked. I wanted him to trust me, I had seen that sad look he got and i want to know what could make someone so amazing so sad all the time.
"We'll...." He trailed off as he walked over to a bench grabbed my hand and pulled me up so i was standing on the bench and he was standing on the ground with his back towards me.
"You're tired of walking" He said. it always amazed me how after knowing each other for so little 'time he knew me so well. I giggled as i got on his back piggy-back style.
He walked off down the street, me on his back and started talking.
It was a couple months before i moved here- the reason i moved actually" He starts, and i don't interrupt "So, Back in New Jersey i had like one friend- Gerard. We had been friends for a while, He had a little brother a few years younger than us..." He stopped for a second and i realized he was trying to not show emotion while he talked. "Anyways, Gerard..he had issues. I mean we both had problems with depression but it got really bad for him, He got into drinking then drugs and eventually he was too far gone, I loved him like a brother, He was my only friend and now he's..." He stopped talking. I looked down at his face and saw a tear falling down his cheek. I jumped off his back and hugged him.
"He's what Frankie?" I asked
"He's dead. He killed himself. He-He took a bunch of pills...he even wrote a note about how he couldn't and how no one cared and it hurts so fucking much because he was the only person i really cared about. I must be a shit person if he didn't realize i needed him, i still need him, I guess he didn't know how important he was...I guess i never told him..." He said. I was not expecting that. That explains everything, how Frank sometimes seemed so distant and sad. I hugged him harder
"Oh Frankie, i'm so sorry, i didn't know. i'm sorry," I whispered to him, We we're sitting in my front yard now.
"I'll never leave you, me and you, we'll be the best of friends always" I said to him. He nodded,
Once he calmed down we went inside, He laid on my bed again his head upside down over the side next to where mine was, i was sitting on the floor with my back against the bed.
"So about Ty," He starts. I roll my eyes.
"Can we not?" i ask, He laughs- i love his laugh.
"Hey, wanna see if you can come over tonight? i don't feel live dealing with my mom alone" He said quietly. I had stayed the night over there once before, Clare had begged me to after a day of hanging out with her and him, So we simply told my parents his mom wasn't home and he needed help watching Clare.
"Sure" I said smiling.
I gave my mom the same excuse as last time and we headed over there after i had a backpack of clothes, tomorrow was Sunday so i had nothing to do all day,
Once at his house we played with Clare for a while, She was a sweetie
"Abby? I don't wanna go to bed" She complained as i carried her to her room with Frankie behind me,
"I know but you have to, Night Clare" I said stepping into the hall so Frank could say goodnight. After she was asleep we went to his room,
"You take the bed, i'll sleep on the floor" He said. I felt bad.
"No, Frankie it's fine, I can sleep down here" I said, He rolled his eyes
"I am not letting you sleep there, Now get in that bed before i make you get in that bed" He says staring at me. I blush a bit at his words but lay down none the less.
Tyler doesn't know about me staying over and i plan to keep it that way- he would think i dumped him for Frankie when i do break up with him.
"Goodnight Frankie, " I mumbled sleepily
"Night, Jackson,sweet dreams" He said, I reached my hand over the edge of the bed till i found his, then i help it tight, He squeezed my hand. I don't know why but i needed him now that i had him in my life, I couldn't imagine life without him, My best friend.
I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face.

Notes

Sorry i was gone for so long, I was in vegas, oh and by the way I TOTALLY SHIP CASTIEL AND DEAN XD ANY SUPERNATURAL FANS?