Snow

Snow was falling on Gerard's petty coat, he sighed and got into his car twisting the key which made the car start he began to head over to mikeys place with a bouquet of flowers it was that time in year again, the frost began to melt off of his car windows snow still fell on it lightly as he drove, he slowly stopped out side his brother house, he honked his horn just Mikey appeared at the door, he walked down the steps and got into the passenger seat.
"Hey" Mikey smiled
"hi" Gerard huffed
"ready to go?"
"Um" Gerard paused "I think"
"Gerard it's been five years I know you miss him but you've gotta get over it" he glanced at him and stared out the window "I just I don't know sorry mikes"
"no I'm sorry let's just go huh? Before the snow falls harder"
gerard stepped on the gas and drove ten minuet later they got out the car Gerard had his flowers in his hand "ready?" Mikey asked
"yeah" Gerard sighed


Mikey and Gerard walked thought the gates slowly, snow crunching under there feet, after a few rows they came to his row, "I want to go on my own Mikey" Gerard's voice wobbled "yeah I get it" Mikey smiled

Gerard sighed heavily and walked down the aisle nothing but crunching foot steps Gerard stopped and looked at the tomb stone black marble with gold writing that read:

'Frank Anthony Way
October 31th 1981- December 24th 2006
loving son and husband'

Gerard read the words and smiled as tears rolled down his face, he bent down and sat in the snow not caring about anything, he set the flowers on the grave
they were franks favourites red and white roses Gerard used to by him them every time frank was upset or stressed Gerard smiled at the memory,
"hey Frankie, so it's been five years now and" Gerard blinked the tears back
"I miss you, so fucking much I just wish I could hold you again just one last time so It ended better now the way it did, I shouldn't have let you go out driving in that storm I should have just held you and kissed you bought you roses and said I was sorry" he hung his head and cried hard "but did you really need to go Frankie! Why!" Gerard sobbed Mikey came next to him and cradled him back and forth "it's my fault Mikey mine I should be there not him" he sobbed harder "shhh Gerard it's been five years and now you're like this you haven't cried once since frank left us" "I know" Gerard sniffed
"come on let's go" "okay" Gerard huffed they got up and left snow falling gently down Gerard looked back "bye Frankie" he muttered
the wind blew and the snow began to fall heavier they drove back in silence they pulled up at mikeys
"you wonna come inside ?" Mikey asked
"no No I have thinks to do" Gerard smiled
"okay call me when you get home okay?" He smiled
"sure" Gerard said bluntly




when Gerard got home in was bought up numbing silence once again the sound of keys echoed the flat Gerard walked down the hall that had faint marks from old pictures that used to be on the walls him and frank wedding photos and others Gerard began to cry again he went into the bedroom and pulled out a box from under the bed it was full of franks stuff Gerard pulled out an old shirt it still smelled of frank he breathed in his sent and huffed out Gerard stood up and dropped the shirt, he un buckled his belt and pulled in the though the loops he held it in his hands and went into the living he pushed the button on the answering machine frank voice began to play through the speaker filling the empty rooms Gerard's heart began to drop hard he walked into the bathroom he stood in the bath he threw his belt around the bar where the shower curtain used to be and loops it around he made a small noose and put it over his neck he took a deep breath and smiled as tears streamed his face and whispered
"I'm coming for you Frankie"
And he jumped

Notes

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