Pills don't help but it sure is funny

Kit P.o.v)


I was hummig slightly, I felt really cheerful for the first time in months. I stood with my legs crossed leaning against the wall. The building was almost empty except me and some immigrants.

"sweden stockholm" echoed in the airport building. "sverige Stockholm" the voice repeated. That was my plane.

Finally a new start, away from my childhood memories, away from my family. A new plain start. How can I describe my life?

I cant even describe how hard growing up without a mother is sometimes, dad was always such a manly man.
He used a lot of women after mum killed herself, I can't really blame mum. With dad, you're stuck in a trap. I have over 5 siblings I've never met. I don't plan to meet them anyways.

the day I moved out I came out to my dad, I was only 17.
Dad yelled at me and when I left, I yelled back, yeah that was all I got. The last sentence still tattoed on my brain "I cant believe I raised a faggot." It hurt but my new apartment was what saved me from killing myself.

a little time later I met a short kid with dark brown hair and caramel coloured eyes. I think he also saved me. Yeah I ruined him, but can you blame me?. The first year was perfect, until the day I met my dad at the grocery store.

I felt anger because Frank's mother accepted him,
Jealousy. Thats what made me hate him. With my dads own words "why would you let a cocksucker buy food in your store. Don't touch the pack you'll get aids." Frank neve heard that, but still he was the one with cuts on his wrist.

I soaked myself in drugs and alcohol, heroin became my lover. But thats all over, I'll never see them again.

Now thats Iero's secret lover, Bob Bryar is dead Iero will be dead soon anyways. It's fun when things work out like that.

I took up my passport and smiled, if Iero doesn't kill himself
I'll just get Ray to end his life.

Notes

Short short chapter yo, im losing internet soln and rly wanted to write one. Gonna write some personal issues so ignore if you want:

yesterday I relapsed and yeah it sucks dick, I've been feeling really lonely and really need motivation and comments yelling at me to write tbh. I feel rly like you guys dont rly care anymore but yeah sorry omg pls

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