Pills don't help but it sure is funny

Frank P.O.V*


I step right in a puddle of water and kick it in anger. What the fuck Frank?,
What the actual fuck?. How could I have fucked up this bad?.

Gerard probably hates me, I wouldn't blame him, he saw me fucking my boyfriend.

The rain falling down mixed with the blood from my nose and made me choke, I probably
look like a mess. I felt a headache and pain in my nose, and I was pretty sure that the headache was pretty visable I groan and kick out in air.

I don't really have control over my body, it's all just anger. The rain ram down against the
ground, making a brain shivering sound. It was like I was home at Kit's, the abuse
all over again. I might as well just die right now. Well I actually can get back to my apartment.

Theres no way Kit could be awake, I might just slip into the covers. But again
that's all I want to escape, the abuse. But everyone I know hurts me, I feel the tears trying to escape my eyes.

I just wanna cry, I don't wanna do anything else right now, just fucking die on the ground.
The blinking lights of a lighting pole brought my attention. I get a hold on it and try not to fall.
I'm not fucking okey, I lean against it and let all my emotions out. I choke on my own breath and blood, it hurts. It's like hundreds of people watching me, but it's okey.

"Ey you okey?" a voice yells through the rain, a boy with a british accent, he had his
hoodie way over his face and a big black dog on a leash. "Dude?" He yelled.
"I'm sorry!" I yell and run a few meters back, "Frank?" The voice said.

The boy took off his hoodie, under it was shoulder lenght brown hair and a
double lip ring on one side. "Ben?" I ask as I look at him. "Wow you look like shit dude"
Ben giggled walking towards me together with his dog. "What the hell are you doing here?"
I hissed.

"I live a few minutes away from here?, You also do dude, are you drunk?" He said and giggled. I groan, the weather starts to clear up a little, but it was still raining. It was pitch black outside but soon the sun would rise.

"Isn't it like 3 AM?" I ask, "was gonna ask you the same thing, this fella had to go for a walk"
Ben pondered and playfully kicked the dog in the side which didn't seem to mind at all.
"I don't really have a place to stay" I say under my breath. "I heard you guys from outside your door. It pretty much sounded like you had fun" I blush, Ben had heard us.

He look at me for a few seconds without saying anything, "were you nosebleeding earlier?,
you look..." he giggled but ended it in a worried tone. "The bruises..."

I look away and shrug. "What happened when I heard you?" Ben ask as serious as I'd ever heard him.

Just like that I told Ben about the 2 years of my life in under 10 minutes. It hurt, I wanted to cry, but it was all I needed right now. It's been all I needed for 2 years.

Ben suddenly broke into a hug, lower his head and kiss me.

Notes

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