Pills don't help but it sure is funny

Gerard P.O.V *


I waited on a bench outside forcing my head into my hands, I couldnt help but feel like it was my fault.
I never asked him about the nice boy outside his apartment. Or this "Kit" boy but being pretty steamed up
and hard, it wouldnt really be te right time to ask. When I forced the door open I saw a
pill bottle with a few pills around on the floor. Maybe he tried to overdose in guilt?.

I'm such a bad person, I made him cheat on his boyfriend. Of course that wouldnt feel great,
Once he was out I needed to say sorry. But thats if he even survived,
I couldnt help but feel like a murderer. But if he survive I wouldnt want him back
in his apartment.

Its weird how hard you can fall in love with someone you barely know. But I felt like without him is how I dissapear. I sigh and look down at my feet, the white floor made contrast with me dressing in all black.
It almost looked sort of artistic, I really wanted Frank here. I didnt want to be a
murderer. I wanted him to see how beautiful the black and white contrast were

The white walls made my body feel smaller and trapped, it felt like all the doors
dissapeared. Like without Frank, this is how I will feel. Am I really
this in love?. I mean I always knew that I was gay, but I've never really
dated anyone before.

I had a pretty easy childhood, nothing special to remember. I was bullied a bit,
but why set your whole school experience on a few kids with issues worse
than yours. Frank probably had a hard time growing up, its just the way
he acts.

He almost stink of anxiety and issues, I guess I wanted to help him. My thoughts were quickly stopped
by a white clothed nurse with blonde hair to her shoulders and brown eyes. She had
a small sign saying "Williams" on it. "Excuse me, are you Gerard Way" she asked.

I look up and you could probably see how stressed I was, I nod quickly. "So you're here for
Frank Eye-ro" she asked sounding a bit insecure. "Thats not how you say it" I hiss in a
stern tone.

Poor girl I probably scare her more than anything, I put on a little smirk
"I.. im sorry sir" she whispered, "well we have news." I nod and swallow extra hard.

"At your description we thought it was overdose, but we found painkillers in his
blood system.." She said and took a little break. "Well however we found alcohol in his blood,
which might have saved him after all." I felt my heart calming down and my body stopping
to tremble.

"We're not sure why, but it seems like the alcohol killed the poisoning" she said. "Poison?" I question
trying to sound professional. "Someone poisoned Iero" the nurse said,

I felt anger in my whole body, who would have tried to do this to Frank Iero. Frankies
bruises.. Oh no. It couldnt have been Him.. This Kit guy?.

"is there any way I can see him ma'am?" I asked in a polite tone. She shook her head,
"Im sorry but you'll have to leave now Gera- erm excuse me mr. Way" the nurse stuttered.
I felt my fists tighten up, "I need to see him!" I growled. "Visitors arent allowed after 23:40, especially
for sleeping patients, we don't risk rape here" she explained. Wow,

"do I look like a fucking rapist?!" I growled louder than ever at her, "sir now!" She yelled at me.
I run out in anger and sit by the door, I put my head in my hands and grab a chunk of my hair.
"This Kit boy won't get away with this" I whispered and stood up. I knew exactly what to do.

Now I just had to go to the store to get hair dye.

Notes

Whoa, Gerd u crayzies

two chapters in a day whoa
(kit is isnpired by 3 people, good luck guessing ooooOooo)

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