I can't fucking believe them. Never really thought they would use me like that! Really thought those bitches was my friends. I knew I should have listened to Helena and Suii.

"Yo, Slaughter, you here?" I heard Helena yelling from the front of the house.
"Back here!" I yelled back from my room.

Helena and Suii are both my best friens. We are partners in crime. We get in trouble together, back up for each other, and party together. Basically we do every single thing together.

"What happened?" Helena asked as she walked through my bedroom door before plopping herself on my bed.
"Well, you know, they fucking used me..." I muttered trying not to get too pissed off again. "Man fuck those bitches."
"Think happy thoughts." she said before getting up again to go smoke a cigarette on the front porch. I always hated how she used the 'think happy thoughts' phrase towards all the fucking time.

I followed her outside so we could smoke. The nicotine was helpful in to calming me down.
"So where's Suii?" I asked after exhaling.
"She said she'll be over later." Helena replied before taking another puff. "You know we were right about them?" she finally said after a moment of silence.
"Yeah, I know..."
We sat there for another few minutes finishing off our cigarettes in silence. I glanced over down the street and seen Suii walking up.

"Hey, what's up guys?" she asked finally walking up to the porch.
"Eh, nothing..." I muttered before pulling another cigarette out.
"What's up with you?" she questioned.
"Dude, she just figured out we was right." Helena answered for me.
"I told..." Suii started.
"Shut the fuck up!" I said cutting her off. I hate when they do this shit to me.

"Anyway where's Ausma?" Suii asked looking around.
"Don't know. Don't care. For all I know she's probably at Skanky-Ho's house." I said rolling my eyes before finishing off my cigarette. We waited for Suii to finish hers.

"So what do you guys want to do tonight?" I asked before walking back into my house.
"Since summer is almost over and school is about to start, lets party." Suii said while doing a little dance.
"Where at?" I asked.
"J.O.S is throwing one tonight. Well erm....right now." Suii answered while looking at her watch.
"Well fuck. Let's go then." Helena said hopping up, walking off the porch.

Before we left the yard, my sister, Ausma, decides to show up.
"Where are you going?" she asked being so fucking nosey as usual. I stopped to look at her.
"Out." was all I said before leaving the yard.

Notes

Really can't believe I fucked up....deleted everything by accident....
Sorry guys. Here's everything again.

Please don't hate me.

much love Dora