I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Gerard~~

Once I drop Frankie off at his house I go straight home, it isnt that late but I decided there isn't much to do specially without frank.
when I get home im welcomed by mikey smiling at me from the living room where he's sat on a beanbag playing video games. I grab a drink of water from the kitchen before heading into the front room also.
"you look even better then I planned" mikey says with a smirk on his face
"ill take that as a complement" I say smiling back at him before sitting on the sofa and watching him lose horribly on a stupid game.
"where's mum?" I ask
"her and jays mum went out she said they wouldn't be back too late, but we all know that's a lie" he says with a slight giggle
"is jay in?" I ask afterwards
"yeah its been me and her all night" he answer while trying to not lose on his game this round.
I decade I should probably go spend some time with my "bestfriend" I haven't really talked to her since Patricks party. I walk up the stairs and too her bedroom not bothering to knock on the door I mean no ones gay bestfriend needs to knock on the door.
"jay you in" I ask as I swing the door open, only to see a shocked looking jaylin and an incredible attractive boy sat next to her on the bed.
"yeah " she answers sarcastically as she gives me an evil glare which is defiantly telling me to get out because she's with this dude. although im clearly not going to follow that.
"who's your friend I ask" watching both of them squirm around on the bed seeming like my presents is making them both uncomfortable, I just walk over and sit on her desk chair turning it to face them both.
"gee this is Andy, I've told you about him right?"
"oh Andy" I say smiling knowing its the boy jay likes "the Andy from Patrick's party right?" she just nods in response. I look over at the boy who looks extremely uncomfortable throughout our conversation, however I cant take my eyes off him, he's like extremely hot. shut up Gerard you've got a boyfriend.
his cheek bones are the first thing I notice, he has the most perfect cheek bone, cover by blemish less skin, beautiful eyes rimmed with black eye liner, a small nose with a black ring pierced into it, pale pink small lips accompanied by a lip ring and a perfectly symmetrical jawline and then to top it off he has jet black hair combed up and back. god where did jay find this kid.
Then I notice his tattoo's he's wearing a vest top so luckily for me I see most of them, one of his arms has a full sleeve tattoo, covered from shoulder to wrist and his other arm has a few tattoos dotted randomly around this guy must be older then us.
the one tattoo which catches my eyes the most is defiantly the feather one on his shoulder which also takes up a little room on his neck. I must suggest neck tattoos to Frankie, they are hot.
I really must be staring because im broken from my thoughts by jaylin coughing loudly then death glaring me again
"did you actually want something Gerard or did you just come here to eye rape Andy?" she asks and I laugh a little at her comment noticing the boy seems scared by the whole "eye rape" thing
"I wanted to spent time whit my bestfiend" I say looking back at jay "although I didn't know you were busy, ill come back later" I say giggle again before getting up ad walking over to the door
"we'll talk later yeah?" she asks
"yeah" I agrees turning to face the two of them one last time in the doorway, letting my eyes roll over the gorgeous boy again before shutting the door and walking off to my own room.

I shut my bedroom door behind me turning on the lights and heading straight for the bed, I lay face down for a few seconds closing my eyes and letting my brain replay tonight's memories. it was a really good night I just Frankie enjoyed it just as much. I get up after a few minutes and walk over to my cd player putting in misfits and turning it down once I realise just how loud it really is, I don't want my neighbours complaining again. too say we only just moved here we already made the neighbours hate us ha.
I grab my sketch book and shading pencil's and sit on my bed, back against the headboard, knees bend upwards and pad in lap, starting a new zombie drawing.
when im drawing I get really into it, the music in the background soon becomes nothing to my ears, I literally get lost in my own little words that is until however I here banging against the small window in my bedroom.
I ignore it the first time thinking its nothing but the second and third time it happens I realise someone is defiantly throwing something against the glass, I stand up wondering who would throw things at my window, someone who wanted my attention or maybe just some annoying neighbourhood kids. as I stand I realise I should take my tie off and as I do I unbutton the first few buttons on my shirt, I finally make it too the window after a few more what im guessing are stones have hit the glass. I open the curtains then the window looking down into the darkness of the garden
"what the fuck" I say into the night air only seeing a figure amongst the darkness not an actually face.
"Gerard?" the voice calls
"who the fuck is that?" I ask a little concerned and scared by this point, I don't really recognize the voice
"please just listen"
"can I know you name at least first" I ask for a name but they don't answer, well actually I don't need an answer the speech they make next reassures to me that in fact the mysterious figure is Bert
"Gerard, im really fucking sorry about what happened at the party" I want to say something but I don't get the chance because he continues
"I just needed to see you, I miss you,... I still love you" he takes a breath
"I know I treated you badly, but that was only because I was going through shit at home, don't you remember what we use to be like baby, the good memories? I treated you right at one point, I didn't come all this way to follow you or be a creepy stalker I just came to tell you that I've changed, I want you back, from the bottom of my little black heat im sorry I really am and I just needed to tel you that your the only one I love Gerard Arthur way"
my brain try's to progress the news as quickly as It can but my mouths moving before I can think twice
"just leave" I whisper not even trusting my voice
"leave me alone" I say again probably to quite for him to hear and with that I shut and lock the window falling onto the bed with tears rolling down my cheeks my heart and brain fighting over the situation until I finally cry myself into a depp sleep.

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can someone go back on this story and tell me if I included gerard and mikeys dad? or did I just give them a mum im too lazy to re read it