I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Frank~~

There's a knock at the door which of course i hurry towards before my mother can, i told her previously about going out with Gerard and she is just as exited as I am. I like it when me and my mum get along, and today is one of those days which means im in a good mood for my date with Gerard. I quickly glance the wall clock before swinging the door open,
"two minutes early Mr Way" I say with a smug smile on my face "I could be using this time to be getting.. ..." as I speak my eyes travel up and down the sight in front of me and my sentence trails off at the end.
"wow" I mumble under my breath, Gerard looks incredible. his tight button up and skinny jeans make his body look tight and toned, muscular and hot while also making his skin look smooth and pale under the outside lighting. the red tie wrapped around his neck complements his hazel eyes and his hair actually looks combed for once although honestly his hair always perfectly frames his face.
I immediately feel extremely under dressed, im only wearing ripped black skinny jeans with a plain black top, although I am wearing a casual blazer which makes me feel a little better.
"you could be doing what Frankie?" he asks referring to my broken off sentence from earlier and I realise im practically eye raping him,
"I could be trying to look as good as you" I whisper before leaning in for a hug by wrapping my arms around his neck, he hugs me back instantly.
once my lips touch the side of his neck I whisper "really babe, you look gorgeous" I feel his body shudder under my grasp and I smile before kissing his skin then pulling back, still holding my hand loosely around the back of his neck to keep him close.
I watch as his head tips forward and his eyes scan my body, I blush a little as I remember i don't look nearly as good as him.
"hummm you look so good baby" he whisper still looking down my body before bringing his head back up and flashing me a toothy smile.
"shush I don't even look nice" I say knowing its true and as he tries to argue I shush him with a kiss, a small closed mouth kiss.

"lets have a look at you" I hear a well too recognizable voice calling from the kitchen. Gerard shoots me a confused look
"my mum wants to see you" I inform him before taking his hand in mine and dragging him into the kitchen "don't stare for too long ma, we need to get going plus he's mine" I say walking through the doorway in a joking manner with a small giggle.
as soon as my mothers eyes land on Gerard they widen and her mouth makes a little "o" shape before she comes rushing over
"don't you just look adorable" she coo which instinctively makes me want to throw up
"ma" I warn not wanting her to embarrass either of us
her eyes quickly glance from Gerard to me to our linked hands
"sorry Frankie, you two are just too cute" she saying leaning in and kissing my cheek which instantly makes my face heat up and blush bright red.
"ok we're going" I say quickly tugging on Gerard's arm wanting to get out before my mother can embarrass me any more
"ok bye boys"
"bye" I hear Gerard call as I drag him down the garden towards his car "we wont be back too late" he adds which makes me roll my eyes, Gerard always so nice and friendly even though its so obvious he's not a peoples person.
Once we're by the car I pull Gerard towards me and push our chest together leaning up and sealing my lips to his, I glance over his shoulder to make sure my mother's gone back into the house and shut the front door before trailing my tone over his bottom lip. once he parts his lips just a little I push my tongue into his mouth and let his dance with mine, soon my eyes are closed tight and im completely lost in kissing Gerard and accidently a small moan fall from my lips.
i feel his hands on my shoulders pushing me away from him which makes me immediately pull him the puppy dog eyes and pout my lip, "why'd you pull away?" I ask and he looks at me a little confused
"I needed to breath Frankie" he whisper before showing me that toothy smirk again and giggles a little at his own lame excuse.
"shut up and let me kiss you" I whisper before reaching up with one hand and holding his cheek, lowering his face so out lips can meet, I feel his mouth turning into a smile as I kiss him and I quickly use the same hand to push his face away in a throwing action
"Gee" I say annoyed
"shush Frankie, we're going to be late" he says before walking around the car ad getting into the drivers seat, I follow his lead and get into the passage side.
"what do you mean late?" I ask
"we cant stand just here all nigh and kiss, I've got plans for us" he says while starting the car and I just smile in response. watching the houses pass us by as we drive into town, suddenly the memory of the first time I drove in Gerard car comes to mind. well if I actually could have remembered any of it. then that's night starts to repeat itself in my head and my smile widens at the thought. the first time I ever woke up next to Gerard, the way he looked so sleepy but sexy I giggle to myself just remembering it all.
"what's so funny babe?" I hear Gerard voice from my side ad I quickly turn my head to look at him smiling at me before he looks back down at the road.
"nothing" I whisper leaning over in my seat and half hugging his figure without distracting his driving too much.
"can you tell me where we're going gee?" I ask, looking up at his concentration face, the way his tongue pokes out of his mouth the slightest and how his eyebrows almost dance on his face.
"don't need too we're here" and as I look out the window I realise we're in the parking lot of a little Italian restaurant on the outskirts of town.
Its really beautiful out here and the smile on my face only grows as I step out the car and join Gerard to walk in with him, I feel his hand latch onto mine and I intertwined my fingers with his. im sure my hear almost skips a beat.
Once we get inside Gerard talks to a man about the table he's reserved or whatever im too enchanted by the surroundings, the walls are a pale shade of red but the dim lighting give it some sort of glow. the furniture is black and gold and looks very expensive and everyone inside looks too posh or wealthy. I feel Gerard walking off in the different direction to what I facing and I almost fall as out linked hands drag me that way too, he just shoots me an apologetic smile while everyone around us stares at me like im a fish out of water.
Once we're seated the man asks us what drinks we would like to order and we both just get water with ice and then the man is gone leaving us alone.
"wow Gerard" is the first thing to leave my lips "really?" is the second "you couldn't have just taken me to the movies, you really had to go full out?" I ask looking dead into them hazel eyes.
"of course" he smiles devilishly "only the best for my Frankie"
"possessive" I comment at the "my" part
"well you are mine" he says smiling before reaching over and grabbing my hand which I willingly let him take. we sit in silence for a moment before i look around us, expensive posh place, I look at Gerard, dressed up smart, I look at our linked hands on the table.
"Gerard" i ask my voice shows the concern within it
"yes" he answers looking into my eyes again
"your not going to propose are you?" I ask as my mind is always the one to think of the most over bored situations
"sadly no" he answers looking at me concerned and he squeezes my hand tighter
"oh" I take a breath "good" I instantly realise how that sounds
"um not that I dint want you to propose.. but.. I don't.. I mean.. god.. im just.."
Gerard just laughs at my awkwardness
" we haven't been together that long Frankie, and although I love you with a my heart we're both too younger for that sort of commitment, don't get freaked out over it" he looks around the restaurant "I just wanted to treat you, maybe this is a little over bored"
"no" I reply probably to quickly "its perfect" I reassure him

The waiter comes back over with our drinks while we're both looking down at the menu, I immediately notice the price of everything and feel bad for letting Gerard bring me here. once we both order something to eat we make small talk until it arrive which surprisingly doesn't take long, well I guess it doesn't really take long to prepare two salads.
Once I've finished my food I look over at Gerard's pretty face "thankyou" I whisper and he smiles widely, "you don't have to thank me" he says with a small giggle
"your the best boyfriend" I whisper before leaning over the table indicating I want a kiss and feeling his lips meet me half way.
"I could disagree with that" he says sitting back down in his seat
"but you best not" I say back quickly making sure he doesn't start arguing over this, I will win, he is defiantly the better one in this relationship.
"I wont argue with you Frankie" there he goes again reading my mind
"although," he says looking down at our empty plates "the night is not over yet, I have somewhere else to take you"
I look at him and squint my eyes a little as if it will make me read his mind or something but no luck.
"are you going to tell me where?" I ask knowing all too well its useless
"its a surprise, I think you'll like it though" he says before standing up from the table and offering me his hand. I take it while standing up after putting my blazer back on
"that looks so good on your baby" I blush a little at the complement before taking his hand and walking over to the counter to pay for the meal. I try not to listen to intensely but I hear that overall ti comes to over 100$ which makes me gasp at how ridiculous it is. where did Gerard even get that amount of money, we're still at school for god sake. However I don't question it or ask him just yet I don't want to ruin this perfect night.
Once we get outside to the now dark chilly night air Gerard pulls out a packet of cigarettes from his jeans pocket along with a lighter, placing a cigarette between his lips and lighting it, I quickly take his free and hand and intertwined our fingers again watching as he puts the packet and lighter away and sucks in all that deadly smoke. When Gerard exhales the smoke into the night sky its looks like beautiful art and I cant tell if its because he's had years of experience, if its because he's just a natural artist or just because his own beauty reflects onto everything he does. soon I realise im watching him intensely and smiling while we walk to the un know destination. I don't know why we did take the car but I don't question it.
Gerard looks down at me and smile back before passing me the cigarette, I take it but not because I nessaserilly want a cigarette right now but plainly because I cant say no to him, plus it always tastes better after its been in Gerard's mouth. I take one drag before passing it back, I try to exhale beautifully like Gerard does, I try to make art in the sky like him but with no luck. when I smoke I just look like a kid trying to hard to look cool. which I probably am.
We walk in silence hand In hand, me watching him smoke until we finally reach the place Gerard had intended us to end up.
as I look out along the horizon I realise we are in a old abandoned child's park, at first im confused at why Gerard would bring me here
"beautiful isn't it?" I here his quite voice
"its abandoned gee" I say moving my body closer to his realising how cold it actually is tonight
"yeah" he agrees "its still really beautiful though, cant you imagine all the memories and good times that have been created here" he says while finishing off the cigarette, however when Gerard speaks like that all I hear is artist Gerard planning his next drawing or painting. however I still reply
"yeah I guess"
"I saw this place a while back and I though of you"
"why me?" I ask as he holds my hand tighter, pulling me closer to his side and smiling down at me
"this park, its not perfect, it has its flaws, most people think its abandoned and lonely but in fact its not because we're here right now which proves some people still care. in fact I love this park a lot and I know other people will love it just as much as I do" the words which Gerard speak are sweet and i know they are about my self conscious problems, well all my problems altogether.
"I love you too" is all I say in return, wrapping my arms around his waist and hugging him tightly.


We sit on the parks swings for at least an hour before my complements of being cold get too much for Gerard to handle and soon we're walking back to the car where I put the heating on extra high as we drive home. Although Gerard basically begged me to go back to his, stay over or even just for a little while I insisted on going home. after all he was the one who told my mother I wouldn't be home late. and after pulling up outside my house, promising to go round to his tomorrow for a lazy day and lots of slow lingering kisses I finally leave Gerard to go home.
When I get inside I go straight into my room shutting the door behind me and collapsing on my bed, head tucked into the pillow as i realise that for once in my life I am completely happy and completely smitten in love with someone.

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