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I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

coming out

Gerard~~
since it's a Saturday I convince Frankie that we should go out on our date tonight, no better time then the present right? I tell him to go round home and get ready and that ill pick him up at six tonight, he tries to make me tell him where im taking him however he never gets the news out of me and soon he's slipping out the front door. giving me puppy dog eyes and telling me he doesn't want to leave, I almost reconsidered and let him stay so we could both have a lazy day but then I remembered my plans for night and go against the idea. "I love you Frankie but you've got to go so I can get ready" was what i said as I practically kicked him out of my house and once again he tried his hardest to win and its so hard to not give in when he uses that god damn face of his. but with a peck on the lips I was sending him on his way and although he flipped me off as he walked down the drive way I know that cheeky smirking boy loves me.

As I stand in front of my wardrobe raking through the number of clothing articles which I now realises are all black I hear the bedroom door open behind me.
"mikey?" I question knowing it's more then likely him to be coming into my room without nocking first.
"yeah" his voice seems a little timid
"what's up?" I ask turning on my heel to face my brother concerned that he doesn't seem like the normal happy bouncy kid he is.
"can I ask you for some advise?"
shit advice, "mikes im not really good at giving advice, you must know that by now"
"your the only person I trust with this though" he pushes his glasses up his face as he speaks "I cant even tell Jaylin" he whispers as if she would hear him even if she was home.
"ok it must be important then" I say walking over and sitting on my bed signalling him to come sit with me. if Mikey cant talk to jay about it it's defiantly an "only my brother can know" secrete, mikes talks to jay about everything.
he closes the bedroom door and walks towards the bed before sitting facing me on the mattress looking into my eyes, "I know you wont laugh but im still scared to actually say it"
"mikes id never laugh at your problems, I will try my hardest to help though"
his face lights up at my words as a smile grows on his lips, its nice to see him smiling.
I reach an arm out and pat his shoulder "although I am going out" I look up at my clock "in less then two hours and i'm no where near ready so make it quick" I say in a half joking half serious manner. he just smiles and looks down at his hands in his lap which are playing with his thumbs like a nervous 3 year old.
"mikes?" I say braking him from his silent thoughts
"right ok" he answers weakly "there's someone at school I like" I smile at the words
"not still hung up on that same girl are you mikes?" I ask with a small giggle but he just looks up at me through his fringe seriously "no" is all he says in answer and I realise that he's being deadly serious.
"ok continue" I whisper making hand motions
"the thing is this persons older then me, though I don't think they know im younger because obviously I've been put up into your year at school"
its true, a lot of people don't know mikey is younger then the rest of us because he's been moved up a year at school mainly because were both new but also because he's really smart.
"that's not so bad mikes, age isn't really a big deal" i reassure him "specially if they in our year that only makes them what 1 or 2 years older then you" he smiles at that and then there's a moment of silence
"so what exactly did you need my advice for mikes? I mean are you going to tell me who this person is?" I ask and he instantly goes back to staring at his hands
"that's the thing gee" he whispers as his voice becomes weak
"what?" I ask willing him to continue
"it's not a girl its a boy" the words leave him mouth quickly but I don't let the speed stop me hearing them, has my brother just came out to me? wow
"And?" I ask wanting him to continue
"what do you mean "and" gee i'm attracted to another boy, I don't know what to do"
"ask him out," I reply immediately and suddenly it seems like the best idea in the word "yes, ask him out, is he gay, oh my god mikes you got to tell me who it is" my words come out fast with excitement, i'm proud of him for coming to me with this news and i'm super excited for him.
"if I tell you, you've got to swear you wont tell a soul"
"I swear" I say honestly
"not even frank"
"not even frank" I repeat
"ok" he takes a deep breath "I like Pete"
i's shocked for a moment, I thought Pete was seeing Patrick
"Pete wentz?" I ask and he just nods his head "is he not with Patrick" I ask and he quickly looks at me surprised
"Patrick's got a girlfriend" mikey informs me and I sigh a little, its not my fault for assuming they were a couple I mean they spent all their time together and they both seem pretty gay to me.
"do you know if Pete's gay?" mikey asks and his face blushes at the sentence
"mikey the guy has dyed red hair tips" I say with a smirk "defiantly" I finsih before getting off the bed and walking back over to the wardrobe.
"so what do you think I should do?" he asks still sitting on the bed
"honestly mikes I say you get close to him, make him your friend and make sure he's defiantly gay before actually trying anything else" I start looking though my clothing options again
"try and find out if he likes you" I continue "if he seems into you, just go for it, ask him out, just give it time first"
I hear a faint "hur-hum" before the sound of him walking closer to me
"what cha doing?" he asks watching me starting to get frustrated with the lack of nice clothes
"oh" I turn my head to look at his confused expression "im taking frank out and I want to look nice" I tell him which he just nods in response to letting me go back to pretending i know anything about fashion. "you should wearing this" mikey say pulling out a black button up shirt which is lined with red material so it shows when you roll the cuffs up. "with this" he says picking up a red slim ties "and these" he walks around the room and finds a pair of black skinny jeans with no rips in them.
I look at him surprised that the outfit he's picked out is a really fucking good one, I take the clothing out of his hands
"I always knew you were a little gay" I say with a smirk
"whatever" he says punching me in the arm "thanks for the advice" and with thats hes gone.

Notes

so I came here to make a deal with you's
I am willing to try and post regular updates.
I want to try and do 2 or 3 a week however if I don't and say I miss a week completely I will upload double the amount of updates the week after.

Although keep it in mind I start college in two weeks
also sorry this chapter was sort, just a filler, pluss I couldn't have a straight mikey hehe

Comments

Wow this was a really strong chapter

GeeIsAJacketSlut GeeIsAJacketSlut
11/30/14

Wow this was a really strong chapter

GeeIsAJacketSlut GeeIsAJacketSlut
11/30/14

@GeesCLUELESSgirl!

yay:D thank you x

It uploaded! YEY!.. Great chapter.. Look forward to the next! Xx

I would love for this story to continue!! :D

Killnotlive20 Killnotlive20
11/7/14