I see you lying next to me

I’ve been sobbing in my room almost for an hour, blaming myself for everything.
I still don’t know why Frank would do something like that to me. Like really, why does he want me to like him and all? Why would he want someone like me to want to kiss him and all?
Does he like me that way?
That would explain very much, though it’s hard to believe that he would like me for real.
Nobody’s ever liked me that way.
Maybe he just got bored and thought that I would be an easy victim for his mind tricks and else.

But I’m not.
Not as easy as he thinks.

I hear someone knocking on my door.
I get up from my bed quickly and walk to the door.
I open the door and get a little shocked.

“Well hi Gerard, I hope I didn’t interrupt anything but I just had to come to talk to you” says Mary.
“Um hi, Okay…come inside” I say as I lead her to sit on my little couch and sit next to her. I’m scared, have I done something wrong?

She turns to me. She has different glasses now, though they’re still pretty weird.

“You didn’t come to watch our practices today, as you don’t need to take part yet I thought you’d at least come to watch, and a few teachers told me that you seemed to wake up very late and that you ran out of the cafeteria earlier. So, Gerard, is there something wrong?” Mary asks. Oh. I can’t tell her that I was in Frank’s room until the morning last night.

“I slept very bad last night, I stayed up very late because I couldn’t sleep, so I was very tired and decided to sleep than get up when Emily came to wake me up, sorry” I answer, at least it’s half true.
I stayed up very late and decided to just sleep than get up in the morning because I was so tired.

“Oh, okay. I understand. I know it’s very exciting and new for you to be here, and you had so much to do yesterday” Mary says. I hope she got the answers she wanted and doesn’t ask more.

“Yes, it’s very exciting and--“ I got interrupted.
“You didn’t tell me why you ran out of the cafeteria” Mary points out. Well fuck, I can’t just tell her that I ran out of there because Frank was controlling my mind and teasing me. Or could I? Maybe she could help me?
No. Then she would ask why Frank would’ve chosen me and I’d have to tell her about the last night at some point.

“I just got a little panic attack, I’m so sor--“ She interrupts me again. Why does she keep doing that?

“Oh, the teachers also told me that Frank was at the cafeteria too, which is pretty weird. Are you friends or something with him? The teachers told me that Frank even laughed there. They told me that you were with him, at least until you ran out of there, so?” she asks. I didn’t need to think my answer for long.

“No. I didn’t even see him there” I answer. I don’t want anyone to think that I have something to do with Frank.

“Well that’s pretty weird then, maybe it was someone else, or Frank has gotten even more messed up than before.” She says, laughing a bit. She sounds like she doesn’t care about Frank at all. She really seems to hate him.
As Bob said, she isn't exactly a nice person.

“Yeah, maybe” I answer as I watch her getting up from my couch.
“I hope that you’ll wake up early tomorrow and come to at least watch our practicing” she says with a smile, before opening the door and getting out.

Well, I don’t believe that I’ll end up in Frank’s room this night, so I’ll probably wake up early tomorrow.

I take a look at my clock, It’s 7.15 p.m.
Maybe I should go to spend the rest of the evening with Ray.

I go downstairs to our big living room, Ray is usually there.

Yes, Ray is here. He’s the only one here with a fro like that.
He’s playing his guitar; he’s pretty good at it. But not as good as Frank, nobody is better than Frank.
Oh Frank, cute little Frankie with that adorable face and everything. I can feel that I’m blushing.
Holy fuck no.
What am I thinking?
Wait; is Frank somewhere near me now and controlling my mind?
I hate him so much it hurts.

I walk to Ray.
Ray notices me and puts his guitar down.

“Gerard! I haven’t seen you today, where have you been?” Ray asks as I sit down next to him.
“I slept very late and I’ve just been in my room” I answer.
“You didn’t sleep well last night? Me neither, someone played their guitar very late. I didn’t even know that someone else here plays guitar” Ray says. I love how energetic Ray is all the time.

“Yeah I heard the playing too, the guy seems pretty good at it” I tell him. Yes, I heard the playing too, and went to find out the player, and stayed at his room until morning.
“I’d really like to know who it was” Ray says sadly, maybe he would like to have a friend who plays guitar too.
Should I tell him?
It’s not a secret that Frank plays guitar, right?
No, I can’t. He would just ask me how I know it.
And maybe Frank would do something to him too.
I miss Frank’s face so much, his beautiful face and those beautiful lips.
I hate him.
Alright, I’ve had enough.
Where is he? Is he somewhere in here, in our living room? Is he hiding somewhere here and controlling my mind?

“Ray?”
“Gerard?”
“What powers does Frank exactly have?”
“I don’t know them all, but at least he can control fire, water and wind. He also has telekinetic powers and he can turn invisible, why do you a--“
“Can he control others’ minds or anything like that?”
“No, nobody can do that”

Well fuck.

Notes

sorry i haven't been updating for few days :'D
but here's the seventh chapter anyway, i tried to make a long one (: