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Headfirst for Halos

You Only Hear the Music When Your Heart Begins to Break

“Gee!” Mikey called as he tackled Gerard, forcing the blade out of his hand. “You're so fucking stupid! I should fucking tell mom, she'll fucking send you to one of those rehabs centers where they brain wash you into just fucking being happy or some shit constantly! You want me to fucking do that, dick for brains?!” Mikey said as tears started to form in his eyes and he pulled Gerard into a tight hug. “You're my older brother... I can't lose you...” Mikey said as he held Gerard's wrist tightly, not minding the warm blood dripping onto his hand.
“I'm sorry.” Gerard said plainly as he stared off into the distance.
“Gee, just tell me what's wrong.” Mikey said, nearly begging as Frank stepped into view, making Gerard freeze and tense up.
“...I'm fine. I just had an “episode”, I guess.” Gerard lied as he avoided looking at Frank. “Just.. let me go.” Gerard said as he wiggled his way out of Mikey's grip and started to walk off. He looked back after a few moments and saw Mikey and Frank, holding hands and whispering to one another quietly.

Gerard realized he had left the razor blade he brought, his favorite razor, behind and quickly ran back for it, pushing the two aside as he frantically groped the ground for his razor. “It's not there, Gee.” Mikey sighed as held up Gerard's razor, still wet with blood. “I'm keeping this...”
“He has more... A lot more..” Frank whispered to Mikey, though Gerard could still hear him. Gerard's eyes widened and tears started to drip down his face.
“No! Please!” He sobbed “You can't take those! You can't take away my razors! Please, please, Mikey! Please!”
“Gee, you're fucking addicted!” Mikey said as Gerard by the arm and pulled him along.
“You mean like how you couldn't stop getting fucking stoned until mom found out?!” Gerard screamed at him.
“You promised you'd never say anything about that...” Mikey said as he clenched Gerard's arm and dug his short nails into Gerard's skin.
“Fuck! Mikey, I'm sorry, but fucking hell that hurts!” Gerard screamed as he pushed Mikey away.
“Just... Fucking get the fuck out of my sight.” Mikey spat at him as he threw Gerard's razor on the ground, letting Gerard go so he could get it. “I don't fucking care what you do to yourself. But you have to go home. Me and Frank are staying here.” Mikey said before grabbing the back of Frank's head and pulling him into a deep and passionate kiss.
“Mm~” Frank moaned in the kiss as he and Mikey began groping each other,

Gerard spat at their feet and quickly ran back to his house, sobbing as he did. He ran upstairs to his room and buried his face in his pillow, not wanting to ever see his brother or Frank again. He had truly fallen for Frank and no longer wanted to feel anything, though he couldn't kill himself. Mikey would be too upset no matter what he said.

“Frank...” Gerard moaned quietly as he cried “God why am I never enough?!” Gerard screamed as he threw his razor at the door. He closed his eyes and let himself fall lose consciousness, escaping all of his troubles momentarily through slumber.

Notes

Sorry for a short one, I just wanted to leave off with more of a cliff hanger :3

Comments

Poor Gee D,:

Frerardified Frerardified
7/16/14

@GeesGirl!
Oh God, please anything but a hamster! I'm begging you!

I mean he's pretty happy now that he got to blow Frankie :3

Gerardwaydown Gerardwaydown
7/15/14

Awww! Poor Gee! Stop making him sad, or I'll come and glue a hamster to your face!! (...and yes! that IS the most random threat I ever made!) :). Xx

~don't worry! I don't have a hamster!~

I really really like this!!!!

Frerardified Frerardified
7/9/14

I really really like this!!!!

Frerardified Frerardified
7/9/14