Snap shot

Gerard's pov

it was the third day of my vacation from hell and I just wanted to die. My parents are worried about me, Mikey's out banging random girls every night and brings them back to our hotel room.

oh yeah since this was apparently a 'bonding' trip for me and mikey my parents got us a separate room on a conpletley different floor from them.

Mikeys been kicking me out and stealing my key so he can bang girls he grabs from the beach. I've been sleeping down on the beach and although it's comfortable I hate waking up with sand everywhere

i also really also hate seeing all the people on the beach. with their tan and fit bodies able to wear bikinis and boys able to wear swim trunks and speedos and look amazing while I'm sitting here in a sweatshirt and sweatpants with the beaches name sprawled all over it with neon colors trying to hide my pale and ugly body.

I also miss frank. I've called him crying the past few nights but he said today that his phone was dying and he had to go. I'm not totally sure if he was being honest or was just getting sick of listening to me complain.

it was currently about two o'clock I think and my parents had dragged me and mikey for a family day instead of just a brother day.

Mikey was in the water flirting with some girls and hitting a beach ball around, my parents were holding hands while laying on they're towels and I was sitting a little ball next to them watching mikey with jealousy.

Im gay obviously but It would be nice to be good looking and get hit on by both genders. I was really jealous that mikey was naturally thin too. Both of my parents were very fit and thin too.

I hated feeling like like the odd one out expect ally around my own family.

"gee baby why don't you go in the water?" My mom asked me looking up over her sunglasses.

"No I'm fine-"

"have you and Michael talked to each other at all so far on this trip?" My dad asked.

"Yeah." I answered not wanting to disappoint them.

"Really?" My mom asked happily.

"yeah we've been talking while we've been alone in our hotel room at night. It's nice" I lied.

"That's good so why don't you get in the water?" My dad asked seconding my mom.

"I just don't feel like swimming."

"Have you gone in at all yet?"

"Well no but-"

"no?! Gerard have fun go swim!" My mom cheered.

"Mom seriously I'm-"

"wait are you waiting for go out there meet people maybe you'll meet some cute boys." My mom gushed.

My parents were okay with me being gay it's just mikey that has a problem. Plus I'm pretty sure my mom is happy she gets to talk about boy problems with me since she doesn't have a daughter.

"Mom I'm not trying to meet anyone."

"Gerard go for it. What if the love if your life is here in the ocean? There's no harm in trying." My dad pressed.

"Guys I'm fine I'm perfectly content just sitting here and people watching seriously. If I see someone drop dead gorgeous walk by I'll get up and talk to them okay?" I said trying to get them off my back and feeling upset that I can't tell them I have a boyfriend because if mikey knew about frank and I he'd be livid.

"Here it'll be fun and you don't have to tell mikey" my mom said handing me her credit card.

"What am I supposed to do with this?" I asked.

"Go buy some guys some drinks you look close enough to twenty one and they never check your id at the beach."

"Mom most guys at the beach are straight."

"Don't knock it till you try it" she smiled at me as I stood up and walked to the closest bar but not to buy anyone drinks.

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i was sitting outside my hotel room door waiting for mikey to show up and hopefully let me into at least shower.

When he did show up he had two girls with him. One all over him and one looking bored, until she saw me.

"He's cute is he your friend?" She asked mikey.

He glared at me but dragged me to my feet and whispered in my ear. "Don't ruin this for me just go along with her it'll do you good and maybe make you see why girls are better than guys."

"Mikey I'm not going to-"

"Cameron and Jamie this is gerard, gerard this is Cameron" he said shoving her towards me "and this is Jamie." He said kissing the girl in his arms cheek before opening the hotel room door.

"Condoms are in the nightstand between the beds" he said before heading to his bed with Jamie while Cameron dragged me to our bed and threw me down before climbing on top of me.

This wasn't going to end well

Notes

Grammar will be fixed later so sorry!!

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