you are another me

"Gerard.. you okay?" Frank said startling me from my thoughts.
Frank and I been sitting on my bed for god knows how long and we havent talked just let the silence of the room take over us. I was thinking about how lost i was when Frank walked away. I didnt mean to get so attached .. I got hurt too many times but im not saying im gonna leave him cause ill probably end up dying but i need to be more fucking careful.

"Gerard" Frank said again touching my arm
I turned my head to look at him.
"Whats happening in here" He whispered pointing to my head
It wasnt even a question, i didnt have a choice.
"When you left me i sat here for hours not thinking because i knew if i did, i'd remember that you werent there" I mumbled

"Gerard! stop thinking about that! Im here now!!!" Frank yelled
I didnt even flinch, i just sat there staring into his eyes like 'dont tell me what to do'
Frank calmed down quickly and looked scared as fuck.
"Ger-"
"Shh" I didnt need him speaking, I missed the silence. I lived in it for so long that i havent gotten used to talking as much. Its sad to say i miss it. I guess its time to figure more of myself out.

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"Im sorry for yelling at you, can you please talk?"
I shook my head pulling up my knees to my chest.
Some might say im being childish but im trying to make him understand that sometimes quiet is good. He needs to figure himself out. & this is the way to do it.
I stood up from my position and started walking downstairs, Frank followed.
I sat on the couch in front of the noose. Frank looked at me then at the noose then at me again.
"No" He said
my face scrunched up in a confused look. Did he really think i was thinking about doing that? Well he might be trying to protect me after what happened. Okay i'll admit. I cant stand him not being here with me but we dont necessarily have to be speaking in order to enjoy their presence.
Quiet is good yet violent. Lets focus on the good shall we? You can really get to know the person. For instance Frank, the look in his eyes is telling me he's trying to figure out what to do next. Stress is just seeping out of his eyes,
"I dont know what to do" See what did i tell yah?
I dont say anything but smile up at him. He looks down at me confused and its quite funny actually. I want him to know that its alright to not know what to do. Happens to me all the time. Frank looks at me some more before settling down beside me. Like im not talking about next to me im saying he's leaning against me in a position i would think is uncomfortable but hey whatever.

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I could of sworn he fell asleep but not until he jumped in his spot
"Hey wait i have a joke" He beamed
I just laughed. Not really it was more like a 'hmph' but yknow.
"Uhm. Why was 6 afraid of 7?"
Teenagers these days man.
Im smart.
"oh i assume its because 7 is a prime number and well prime numbers can be intimidating" I look at him
Frank squints his eyes and looks about done with me.
I smile and push him until his back is on the couch

"Now Frank, i have a joke for you" I purr hovering above him -holding myself up with only my elbows
"y-yeah?" he stammers turning a light shade of red
It wasnt really a joke but whatever im sure he'll like whats coming next.
I stared into his eyes then at his lips biting my bottom lip.
"Whats short and makes me really horny?" I hum while running one of my hands underneath his shirt.
I know i shouldnt be doing this but the look on his face is so priceless. Talk about lust.
Frank lets out a shaky breath before answering a faint 'what'
I put my mouth close to his ear
"You" I whisper then i begin sucking on his earlobe
I could tell he was turned on, I had to literally push his hips down to prevent them from bucking up.
My lips trail down his neck sucking in some weak places making him make the most greatest noises. I honestly dont know why im doing this, Im not all that turned on yet. I just wanted to see how fast i could make him hot. Pretty fast i must say so myself. Or im just good.

When i get to his lips i stop and look at his face.
"Fuck youre pretty" I whisper before pressing my lips against his.
Frank opens his mouth right away, im not surprised.
I gladly slip my tongue into his warm wet perfect mouth, exploring it the best i can.
Both our tongues slide against eachother and Frank moans into my mouth. That was pretty hot wow.

I do the thing where just drives him crazy, I gently tug on his lip ring with my teeth and it feels like he just ripped out all of my hair, like i care cause it just felt so good -pain is a turn on- ..
We kiss passionately for a while, and my hand was hurting from pushing his hips down so i just let go and he bucks up right away causing great friction against my semi-hard on.
"f-fuck" i moan in between our kiss and Frank? well he wont stop thrusting up beneath me so i just add on to it by grinding down on his .. oh so hard member. I get fully hard when he bites down hard on my lip letting out whines of pleasure.

Shit i want to get him to climax but i dont want to touch him, like. .. fuck. What if he gets mad you feel? I take the risk and -while we're still rough kissing- i grope him through his tight jeans.
"Gee-Gerard.. ooh" he moans grinding into my grip
I laugh and slowly put my hand down his pants and into his silk boxers
He gasps when i wrap around him and for a second i thought i made a mistake but then he moans long and slow. I smile feeling proud and then i start pumping him.

He moans and curses and pulls my hair and .. its just everything is so beautiful right now.
The look on Frank's face tells me he's close. He almost looks scared but then a few more pumps i watch his eyes shut tight and his mouth drop open,
screaming my name and cumming all over my hand but i dont stop jerking.
"fuuck" he moans when im done milking him.

"Now excuse me but im just gonna go finsih off my own problem" I kiss him before getting up and going into the bathroom to deal with my 'problem'

Notes

Hope it wasnt too bad.
A lot more where that came from;)

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