The Light Behind Your Eyes

As the sobbing continued from the living room, I stood in the kitchen with Bandit to my side on the counter top swinging her legs. It was funny, lots of parents would never let their daughter sit on the counter. But we did. The coffee brewed as I popped blueberries into my mouth, once in a while throwing them to B, her trying to catch them in her mouth. When she failed, I would laugh and she would glare at me, playfully. The sobbing continued and I heard my husband's soothing voice try to comfort her. It was hard to think that someone or more people had taken my best friend. But who? I mean who would need Missy so much to take her. Could she had gotten into drugs again? No it was just weed to would do. Unless, she did the hardcore shit I did. But, why? There were so many questions roaming my mind that I didn't notice that Bandit was waving to get my attention.

Snapping out of my daze, I look into the eyes of my daughter. "Mommy, the coffee is ready." She said pointing. Nodding, I pour the coffee into three cups and hand juice to Bandit who jumps off the counter and runs back into the room. I picked up the coffees and walked into the living room. Lindsey sobbed into her palms as Gerard rubbed her back. He spotted me and shot up to help me. He took two of the mugs and handed one to Lindsey who looked at me and sniffed then said, "Thank you Rain." She tried to smile before sipping some. It took a while until Lindsey's sobbing halted and I decided to take Bandit to her nap.

I placed her in the bed and kissed her head. "Call when you wake up okay?" I ask and she nods, "I love you mommy." She says softly. Turning around, I smile and reply, "I love you too baby." I went back downstairs and sat on the other couch across from the them and ask, "Lindsey, now that you are calm can you explain what happened?" She took a deep breath and played with her coffee before saying, "Well, I didn't know until today. But Missy started taking hardcore drugs. Cocaine, heroine, you know. Well apparently, she forgot to pay for her fix, and there was a knock. I answered it and three guys who had guns asked, 'Are you Missy?' I shake my head and call for Missy. Which was a bad mistake."

Lindsey pauses and sighs, "Then, when she came, they grabbed her and went to the car and sped off as I screamed for them. They took her! And so I investigated. And found tons of drugs hidden out in the attic. I never knew." She breathed out and started to sob again. Why would Missy take hardcore drugs? She never liked when Gerard and I did. "Lindsey, Darling, are you okay to go back home or are you gonna stay with us?" I ask softly. "C- can I stay here. I mean, they could come back and they don't know you guys and- " "Of course you can stay here! But when the 24 hour mark hits, we have to report Missy missing." Gerard states and I nod. "NO!" Lindsey protests her eyes bulging out of her skull.

"Why not?" I ask. "They'll take her away from me! They'll arrest her and I won't ever see her except the fact of lousy window phone calls. I won't feel her touch ever again." Lindsey explained. "Would you rather have Missy a prisoner and not safe or a prisoner and safe?" I ask and Lindsey hangs her head low, "Have her safe." She whispers. "Thought so. We will call them tomorrow." Lindsey nods and I lean over and wipe her eyes and hug her. "Hey, it will be okay, okay?" She nods and I hug her again as she clutches the back of my leather jacket. I can feel the tears pouring and pooling into my hair and I start to rub her back. "Lindsey, it will be okay. She's gonna be okay. We're all gonna be okay. I love you."

I murmur. She pulls away and smiles and nods, "Thank you guys, I needed it." She wipes her eyes and she took some deep breaths. After a few deep breaths she smiled and and Gerard and her went upstairs to go make the guest room up. She needed to be alone. I sprawled myself over the other couch and turned my laptop on. I rested my head on the arm and placed my legs on the other arm. I logged into Twitter and looked around. I smiled as I saw that Alicia had posted a picture of her and Mikey and she posted,

@mikeyway is doing much better due to you guys believing in him. Glad everything went good with the surgery and that @gerardway and @rainway's daughter little Lady B is okay.

I replied with

@aliciaway I know, I'm so glad that she's alright as of Mikey.

I went through more Twitter and messed around for a while, replying to fans and others of their questions of Bandit and us. I hear footsteps but they're soft and I could tell Gerard is trying to scare me. He's not even coming down the stairs yet. So why not scare him? I stood up and went to the staircase and in the corner. He was tip toeing and he started to creep up to the couch. He crouched down and got ready to jump. I slid next to him and he didn't hear me, me being the sneaky one. "What are hiding from?" I whisper. He jumps two feet and I laugh. "You little jerk!" He says before tackling me and tickling my sides. I giggle and try to fight him off.

He continues to tickle my sides as tears start to fill my eyes from laughing. He laughs also and I finally slide out and run off as he follows me. Hiding in the closet I can hear his footsteps and I open the door and slide back out and jump onto his back. He gasps and spins me around to hold me the other way where my legs are wrapped around his middle and his hands are holding my thighs. I giggle and snake my arms around his neck and fold my hands together. I smile and kiss him. The kiss gets deeper and he presses my back to the wall and slides his tongue into my mouth. We fought with our tongues for a bit before he pulls away and presses his forehead to mine. "I love you." I say to him.

He grin stretches across his face and he murmurs back, "I love you too." He pecks my cheek before letting me down and we go to the couch together. "Do you think one day that we will have another kid?" Gerard asks playing with my hair as I scroll through Twitter. I stop and look back up at him. "Would you want to?" "Yes." He says. "Well, then we can have another kid." I reply kissing his chin, something he loves. He smiled widely before saying,

"Good."

Notes

Uh oh! Missy is missing! Aww they will have a kid! NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE THE LAST CHAPTER PLUS AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT. So what do you think will happen? What do you want to happen? Shit happens next chapter. it will be long tho. So yup...see ya soon!

Xoxo,

Killjoy_Love19

thoughts?

Title Credits: The world Is Ugly by MCR