
Long Time, No See **ON HOLD**
Never Again
*Gerard's Pov
Again?! How could he do this to me?! "Frank," I sobbed, standing in front of him and the red haired girl. "Gerard, it's not what it looks like! I- I swear," he said, stepping closer to me and grabbing my hand. Then I saw the look on the girl's face. She had the look of pure enjoyment. Like she had just won the biggest bet of her fucking life. Fucking bitch.
I ripped my hand away shaking my head. "No. Hell no, Frank. Not again," I shuddered. I ran upstairs and grabbed my things, then ran back down. I walked toward the door, holding back tears as I felt Frank grabbing at my shirt, begging me to stay. Pushing past him, I left the house and felt a tear roll down my cheek.
Walking to back to my house I felt my heart burst. I broke into a full sprint until I was home. I ran straight to my room and locked the door. I walked to my closet and knelt down to a black shoe box I keep hidden in the very back. "Hello old friend," I whispered.
I opened the box and went straight for the old familiar bottle of pills I stole at a house party a while ago. I downed a pill and laid there, lost in my own head. My mind began to drift back to Frank. 'I knew it was too good to be true,' I thought. I soon felt the effects of the drug and my stomach turned. I wondered if these pills where still good but then it came to me. That old familiar sensation all over my body. Too add to that I took a few shots.
I still couldn't get my mind off of the subject of Frank. 'I don't fucking need him,' I thought. I was lying to myself again. That just happens to be another horrible habit I've picked up. My wasted brain came up with a way to fill the void Frank left in me.
I picked up my phone and dialed the first number that came to mind. He immediately answered, as if he had been waiting. "Hey baby, can I come over?"
Notes
Hello everyone! Hope you all enjoy this chapter. I'm still kinda trying to get back into writing so I'm sorry if the quality of my writing went down, I'm doing my best to get better. As always, comment, rate, and all that wonderful jazz. I love you guys!!
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10/8/14