Long Time, No See **ON HOLD**

Gerard's pov

I felt a lump in my throat when I saw Frank's face. Despite how much I really didn't want to, I followed him out to his car. His skin was a lot lighter than usual. Last time I saw him he was a lightly tan shade, but now he looks like a ghost. As soon as we got in the car he turned to me and his ears turned red. He sighed and huffed, "I got Bert's message"
"W-what do you mean?" I stammered out.
"don't bull shit me, Gerard"
"What message? We where busy all night. Why would he text you?"
"Yeah, you where busy. Busy fucking. He sent me a picture," Frank sobbed. My throat clenched and I felt a cold, tight squeeze around my heart. He tricked me, again. And I fell for it. "No," I breathed out. "No, no this isn't right. It can't be."
"Gerard, I need to explain to you what happened the night you ran out," he soothed. I could see that he had calmed down a bit. He explained to me that the girl I found him with was indeed his ex. He told me how he didn't want to let her in and how she dragged him into a kiss. "She shouldn't be bothering us anymore. That is," he pauses. "If you will want to be us."
His hopeful eyes shimmered in the sunlight. I felt like deserved better than me. For Christ's sake, I was mad at him so I went out and fucked my abusive ex boyfriend. Who the hell does that?! I truly was broken. But I knew deep down in my heart, Frank was the only one that could fix me. Frank looked at me with sad eyes and nearly whispered, "if you need some time it's okay. But can I at least hear why you went out and let Bert get in your pants?"
Well fuck, I don't know what to say. I wasn't thinking I guess. I mean, I was high out of my mind, then when he picked me up I got drunk off my ass. "I guess I just needed to feel wanted," I shrugged. His eyes met mine and a tear rolled down his cheek. "You are wanted Gerard. I need you in my life."
I felt my cheeks blush hard and before I knew it he had his lips on mine. His hands wondered up my neck and tangled themselves into my hair. He pulled away and whispered a small "I love you" into my neck. Before I could even react his lips were attacking mine again. He climbed across the seats and sat himself on my lap. I was straddled and out of breath when he pulled away. He was blushing hard and just looking at him made my pants tighter. He began to grind him hips against mine and then I realized, if we do something, I'm going to have to take my clothes off. He'll see my cuts and bruises, and it'd probably scare him half to death. He worries about me too much already, god knows what would happen if he figured out I cut myself.
I pushed my hands against his chest and pushed him back whimpering and gasping, "No, Frankie. I-I'm sorry l. I-we can't," I rambled.
"Why not what's wrong baby?" He asked, concerned he hurt me or did something wrong. I rubbed my head and blushed hard.
"Look, Frankie, I love you so fucking much. I just think it'd be better if me waited a while to, um, ya know. Do it. I'm sorry for being a tease I'm just not ready to do that again."
Frank completely understood and kissed me on the cheek. We cuddled for a while, listening to the radio and looking up at the sky, sitting in the gas station parking lot. Simply a teenage romance destined for doom, enjoying each other's company.

Notes

I think this might be a little longer than the rest¿ *Progress :D* I'm gonna go over the grammar in this later.
anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. As always, comments, subscriptions, and rates are very very appreciated!! I love you!!
Xoxo- Mya<3