You're Beautiful To Me

A week after Lindsey told me I might be able to go home soon she calls me into her office for an early session and when I get there she has a nurse in the room with her. I pause in the doorway, feeling slightly anxious because I've been trying so hard to eat and sometimes I slip but I know how hard I've been trying. Lindsey looks up from her place at her desk and smiles warmly at me as she says "Come in Gerard." I slowly approach the couch I usually sit on and when I sit down Lindsey says "I've asked the nurse here because I'd like to see what kind of progress you've made since you've been here" and I immediately know what this means, getting on the scales. I swallow hard, never having been a big fan of weighing myself because the number is always bigger than I want it to be but I can see from the look in Lindsey's eyes that I don't really have a choice. I get up and follow the nurse to the infirmary and she asks me to step onto the scales and I obey, closing my eyes tight, not wanting to see the number. I feel a warm pressure on my arm and Lindsey's voice soothingly says "It's alright Gerard, just relax. You don't have to look at the number, I won't even tell you what it is if you don't want me to. We just need to know how you're going." I nod, keeping my eyes closed and my breathing evens out a little as her hand leaves my arm. A few seconds later I hear Lindsey say "Uh huh" and then her hand is back on my arm to get my attention. "Ok you can step off now" she tells me and I step off and only when I'm two steps away from the scales do I open my eyes again. We head back to Lindsey's office and once I'm seated on the couch again she smiles at me and says "Gerard I'm so proud of you, your results are really great. Would you like to know what they are?" I shake my head violently, knowing I gained weight but I don't think I could handle knowing how much. "Ok, that's alright but we will need to do this again in about a week and if you continue to have gained weight I think we could probably let you go home again." My eyes widen and I can't help the smile that breaks out on my face when she says this. "I can go home?" "Maybe, that's dependant on you" she tells me, returning my smile and I nod.

The next day Frank comes to visit, having left Anna with Mikey and I'm a little sad by that but I'm so excited to see him. When he walks into my room I rush across the small space and launch myself into his arms, sealing my lips to his. When we finally pull apart Franks soft warm hands come up to cup my face and he smiles wide as he says "You look so beautiful today." I feel myself blush as I look down but he uses his hands to tilt my head back up and he leans in to press another kiss to my lips. When we finally break apart I take his hand and lead him over to my bed, shutting the door on the way. "Lay with me Frankie, I've missed you so much" I tell him and he nods and helps me lay back down before climbing on next to me and cuddling me to his chest. We share another slow soft kiss and when we pull apart I tell Frank the good news. "Wow babe that's incredible, I'm so proud of you and I can't wait to have you home again, Anna and I miss you so much. She's even started looking at me like she's confused and saying 'da?' She misses you baby." I feel my eyes well with tears and Frank sighs before saying "Don't be sad baby, Anna and I know it's important for you to be here." "I just.....I'm letting her down and missing out on so much being in here and...." "Hey beautiful it's alright, you're not missing much and it's worth it to miss a little now rather than her whole life and watching her grow up isn't it?" I bite my bottom lip to keep my tears in as I nod at Franks words and he smiles warmly at me and tries to change the subject. "I've missed you in bed too baby. I haven't jerked off this much since I was a teenager, I even had a wet dream the other morning." I giggle and feel my face heat slightly again. "It's like I've gone back to my sad pathetic life before you and I'm only just realising how much that fucking sucked, I'm so glad your sexy little ass came into my life." I let out another little giggle as I say "I've been missing you too Frankie, so much sometimes that it feels like my skin is crawling with want." "What do you do when you feel that baby?" He asks and I groan softly, feeling my dick stir as I say "I touch myself Frankie, with my eyes closed so I can pretend it's you touching me but it's just not the same, I miss your callouses so much." Frank lets out a low growl before saying "These callouses?" Rubbing his fingers across my collarbones and I groan out as my eyes slip closed and I say "Yeah, fuck I love that feeling all over my body, don't ever stop playing the guitar baby." Frank laughs low and breathy before saying "You are so unbelievably sexy baby, want you so bad right now" as he bucks his hips forward, pressing his erection against my thigh. "Fuck me Frankie, please, need you so bad" I beg, opening my eyes to stare into his and I see his pupils are blown with lust already.

Notes

So you just know what the content of the next chapter will be.....there has been a severe lack of it in this fic recently.