You're Beautiful To Me

I lay cuffed to the bed with the vibrator in my ass driving me crazy for what feels like an eternity and Frank is busy with Anna. I feel my stomach start to churn slightly and I try to swallow down the feeling but after a few minutes it becomes too much and I turn my head to the side and as I open my mouth to take a deep breath I vomit all over the sheets, my
stomach clenching painfully as another wave makes it out of my mouth, feeling like it's tearing my throat apart. "Frankie" I scream out as loud as I can, my whole body feeling overheated and the vibrations coming from my ass are only making me feel sicker. Frank doesn't come and I vomit again, choking on it a little and I start to struggle against the cuffs, the bed shaking and rattling and my wrists throb and sting painfully and I feel something running down my arm but I don't care, desperate to get free as tears stream down my face. "Frankie" I scream out again and he comes running into the room, freezing for a second when he takes in the sight of me. "Oh fuck baby" he rushes out as he races over and removes the vibrator from me before moving up and uncuffing me. He gently removes the cock ring before scooping me up into his arms and as he carries me from the room I bury my face in his neck and sob. Frank takes me into the bathroom and sits me on the closed toilet as he kneels infront of me. "Baby, Shh baby it's alright. I'm so so sorry baby I never meant to...." I shake my head, cutting him off. "Babe are you feeling ok?" He asks as he gently cups my face in his hands and I nod slowly. "How about you have a nice hot shower and clean off and I'll clean up the bedroom?" I shrug, tears still running down my face and Frank stands up, walking over and starting the shower for me before coming back over and helping me up, helping me into the shower and pressing a soft kiss to my forehead before leaving the room. I slide down the wall and curl up on the floor under the hot spray, feeling shaky and overwhelmingly upset. I try to take a few deep breaths but I feel my chest tighten and I break out into a new wave of loud sobs that shake my whole body. I feel the walls closing in on me and I scream out, clenching my eyes closed as I curl in on myself further and I struggle to breathe through the loud wails and whimpers that are escaping me. I start to get light headed as I feel like I can't get in enough oxygen and suddenly warm strong hands are touching me and I'm pulled into Franks lap as he kneels in the shower beside me. He helps me sit up a little and I launch myself into his chest, his arms wrapping around me and he's the only thing holding me together. "Baby baby shhh what's wrong?" "Can't......breathe......" I choke out inbetween sobs and Franks hand gently strokes up and down my back as he whispers in my ear. "You're alright, I promise. I've got you, you're safe with me. Just focus on me and we'll breathe together ok." He starts to take slow deep breaths and I work hard through my sobs to match my breathing with his and after a few minutes my breathing had returned to normal and Frank pulls back, cupping my face in his hands. "You're ok baby" he reassures me and I nod slowly, my sudden overwhelming despair fading. "Frankie" I choke out in a shaky voice and he pulls me back into his arms again. "I got you baby." We sit on the shower floor together until the water runs cold and Frank reaches up and turns the tap off, helping me up and wrapping me in a towel. He pulls away and grabs his own towel and we dry off before Frank grabs my robe and wraps me in it. "Come on babe" he tells me after pulling on his boxers and he takes my hand, leading me out into the kitchen. I sit at the table while he makes me some tea and he sits beside me, holding my hand while I drink it.

When we go back to bed Frank pulls me into his arms and I curl up against his chest, burying my face in his neck and his hands gently rub up and down my back until I fall asleep. The next morning I wake up and Frank is spooned up behind me, his arm secured around my waist, his warm breath brushing against the back of my neck. I slide my hand down to rest over his on my stomach and he wiggles his fingers a little as he softly says "I can't wait til he starts kicking and moving." "He?" "Oh yeah it's totally a boy, did I forget to tell you that?" I giggle as I roll over in his arms to face him. When I settle again our noses are barely brushing and Frank smiles wide at me as I say "So how did you know?" "Oh well when I was rocking your world during the conception I was thinking boy boy boy." I burst out into more giggles and I softly shove at Franks chest as I say "Oh baby I'm sorry to tell you but it doesn't work that way." "Oh it totally does" he tells me and I giggle again, Frank leaning in and cutting me off with a soft kiss. I kiss back, our lips slowly moving together and just as my tongue swipes across his bottom lip Anna's babbles sound through the baby monitor and we break apart. "That child" I sigh dramatically and Frank shakes his head at me as I climb out of bed and make my way out of the room to go get her. Once I've changed her diaper I go into the kitchen and grab her a bottle, Anna babbling at me the whole time and I talk back to her. Once her bottle is ready I take her back into the bedroom and we climb into bed with Frank, settling against the headboard and I settle Anna against my chest as I feed her, her little hands waving around for a few seconds before she stills and starts to eat.

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