My Chemical Affair

Rachel's P.O.V
I never though it would be this hard. He was just a guy............ okay that was a bold faced lie; he was the most amazing , passionate, talented and attractive man i have ever met. But he obviously didnt care about me as much as i did about him. Or else he wouldnt of cheated on me like he did. Although I can not deny i am in love with the idiot and if he truely showed me he felt the same .i may reconsider * chop suey plays* i look over to my cell phone and see a text from my Milky Way.
Milky Way :3: Hey sweetie I was wondering if you would like to come over and hang out Gerard wont be around and i miss my Rachie Rae -Mikey
I get all excited to see my milky way so i hop out of bed triping on my bed frame hitting the floor makeing a loud thud Lizzie and Frank rush in "Rae are you okay ?" I'm on the floor laughing nodding like a lunatic. Frank shakes his head and walks away " Love you Frankie poo" and i wait to hear him and then i see him fly at me " Love you Rachie Rae " and before i know it I'm on the floor laughing " Frankie you weirdo Mikey wants to hang out ". Frankie nods in agreence and gets up off of me and walks out of the room. Lizzie asks" can i come with you?" I can only reply with " I can ask " I quickly pull out my phone and hit Mikey up saying
Skittels: Hey can Lizzie come with me ?
Milky Way: Sure thats fine with me. Is it bad that I kinda might like her?
Skittels: AAWWWW Milky no that is so cute I will tots bring her. You two are so cute togeather.
I turn to Lizzie and say excitedly " Mikey says you can come" . Lizzie get all excited and sit on the bed already dressed " Rachie can I talk to you ?" I go to the closet to find an out fit. i pull out my fave ripped skinny jeans and a black tank top my fave black polka dotted bra and panties set and i find the hoodie Frankie, Mikey and Gerard got me for the band as i hear Lizzie ask " is it bad that I have feelings for Mikey ?" " well what kind of feelings hunny bunches of oats?" and she looks down kinda embarressed " like i think i may love him like you love............... I mean loved Gerard" " ssssshhhhhh" I quickly retort so Frank doesnt hear. " Lizzie its complicated I still do love Gerard but he did things that hurt me ALOT " . I look around for my favorite studded belt. " but I cant stop thinking about him. when he text me or calls me or i see him i get butterflies. And he is the first and last thing i think about. And his smile and me makes me laugh; and his eyes and he gets me more then i think even you get me and..........." I giggle cutting her off " that my dear lizzie is love. You are in love with Micheal James Way. I am so happy for you" looks around for my favorite chunky heel boots. I find them and i quickly strip down and put on my panties and bra on and then I start my strenuous routine of getting into my Fave skinny jeans after 15 minuets of jumping, wiggeling , streaching, and laying i get them on and button/zipped up. Lizzie is giggeling as i slide on my tank top and go to quicly brush my hair . and i apply some eyeliner with my fave crimson lipgloss lizzie comes up and looks at me " Can i use some of your make up " and i look at her smileing " sure do you want me to do it for you ?" Lizzie smile and nods and i put some eyeliner and pretty sky blue eye shadow and some pretty sparkely lip gloss and i turn to put my boots on " do you think Mikey will like me like this " and i giggle " Sweetie he is awkward not blind " . She runs and grabs her shoes and purse and I put my fave plaid headband and put on my hoodie. she runs back to the room " I'm Ready" is all she can say in a bubbly voice . as i put on a black and silver heart charm braclet that Gee had bought me with out even thinking what is worse is I put on the cheap fake Dimond ring he bought me from the past Valentines day . I look at lizzie grabbing my purse " I'm ready aswell" Me and Lizzie walk down stairs and out the front door and we start to walk over to the Way residents. Lizzie is all excited and bubblely " Do you think you and Gee will ever get back togeather?" I look down trying not to cry " I'm not sure sugar plum". We get to the Way house and we knock on the door and Mikey answers the door and his jaw hits the floor when he sees Lizzie " WOW hey girls you both look fantastic". Lizzie blushes the deepest hue of red it puts a tomato to shame. we both walk in and we walk into the living room " what movies are we watching?" Mikey smiles " Friday the 13th " I get excited and lizzie does as well. We get perpared to sit down then Mikey " Oh yea Rachie i forgot a few of the movies in my room can you go down and get them". Me thinking nothing of it I get up and go to walk down stairs before i know it I'm in Mikeys room with Gerard right in fornt of me mikey quickly comming to his side Lizzie is standing behinde me as Mikey starts to play and Gee looks at me " this is for you " He looks me dead in the eyes as he sings this beautiful melodic song. As he finishes i see him holding back tears he comes up to me with a picture frame and i see the most amazing comic strip with the most beautiful women I think i have ever seen and this man who is very handsome but troubled. Then i read the dialog and he is telling the in his word "goddess" that he is un worthy of her love but he would love nothing more then the chance to call her his . I could no longer hold back the tears. " NO .... i thought that would make you happy the goddess is you and I am the one who is unworthy but i would be so honnored and humbled if you would give me the chance to make all that i have done wrong up to you". All i could do is look up at him and kiss him with all the passion I could muster up. " I love you so much Gerard Auther Way I never stoped " He gets this smile on his face that nothing could wipe off and then i hear Lizzie " Mikey i have a question for you " and Mikey gets this worried and confused look on his face "Yes?" and Lizzie start playing with her hair and tugging at her shirt " I was wondering if maybe you kinda sorta wanted to ........" He cuts her off " be with you ? " they both look into each others eyes and blush quickly looking away and me and Gerard giggle and he says " A match made in awkward heaven" we all go up and watch the movies cuddleing up and I couldnt be happier.As he holds me close to his frame my head on his sholder. He kisses my head which makes my heart flutter. I am happiest in his warm loving embrace but something is still bothering me. " Thank you so much my goddess i love you so much". I look down and away getting up " anyone want something from the kitchen ?" Lizzie and Mikey both ask for a soda I nod and walk into the kitchen a few seconds later i see out of the corner of my eye and i see Gerard leaning against the arch way. " Okay i know you well enough to know when something is bothering my love" I look away unable to say what is on my mind so i go into the fridge and as i come up i feel his arms wrap around me in his low sexy voice " tell me whats wrong baby". I bite my lip nervously " I worry that I'm going to wake up and this won't be real " he kisses me caressing my face reasuringly. " Then lets make it real , in a way there is no turning back from" his voice so reasuring, so calm , but so passionate it send my hormones into a frenze. " Like what baby? " is all i can muster up to say in a whisper like tone . And the next words out of his mouth will forever change everything " Lets tell Frank".

Notes

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