My Chemical Affair

Gerard’s POV
I can’t believe I would hurt my women in that way. Even harder to believe that it was her own brother that did it. She is my world and yes I would never want to come in between family but she is the most wonderful girl I have ever met in my life. She is funny, kind, caring, compassionate, loving even when the other person doesn’t deserve it, as well as stunningly gorgeous even when she isn’t trying. Hell even when she is crying hysterically she is still stunningly gorgeous. I could lay here forever and watch her sleep. When we are apart it’s hard to breath it feels like a part of me is missing. I hold her as close to me as I can never wanting to let her go. Then I hear my cell phone go off and it’s Lexi so I gently slide my arm away and she instinctively rolled over. I quickly get up and walk out of the room hitting the accept button on my phone “hello?” in my best hushed voice. She is on the other line “Hey you I had a great time last night and Frank said you seem to be really into me” and at this point I have no clue what to reply with. “Yea you seem like a great girl” and she cut me off with a high pitched annoying giggle and her voice is like nails on a chalk board. “So do you maybe want to go out again? I really want to see you again.” And I’m baffled at what to say. I hear Rachel stirring “Uuuummm yea sure Lex”. She says a sweet little goodbye and I hung up quick running down stairs grab 2 Pepsis out of the fridge and my pack of cigarettes and get back up to the room. She slowly starts to wake up “Good morning sleeping gorgeous”. She looks up at me with a smile that out shines the mid-day sun. I hand her a cig and the Pepsi. She takes them from me and lights the cig taking a drag opening the Pepsi then I hear her make the funniest sound “I’m caught”. I start to laugh I completely forget she had her lip pierced. I help her gently get un-caught as she put it and I give her a kiss. I’d never been attracted to a girl with any other piercing besides her ears. But on her it was just so sexy it’s like her family had an obsession with piercings. “You know I kind of regret loosing that bet with frank sometimes” as she giggles. I look at her baffled “what do you mean baby?” she looked at me and realized “oh shit I never told u this story? Wait………. Frank never told u this story? Weird”. So she takes a sip of Pepsi and preps herself “OK so one night a few years back me and frank were playing name that tune and made a bet cause I thought I was right; Frank thought he was right so he bet that if I lost I had to get my lip pierced and I bet him that if he lost he had to get his nipple pierced. And I guess u can tell who lost that bet” she giggled as she told the story and I looked at her as she spoke taking in every word. She finished her cig and Pepsi and stood up “I need to shower but shit I don’t have any clothes here”. I smiled cause it was the perfect time to give her my gift I stand up go into my closet and pull out a couple of boxes and as I place them on the bed I look to her “here baby open them; they are for you.” She opened the box finding 6 pairs of short shorts and 4 pairs of shoes and 5 dresses and 8 shirts and she leaps into my arms kissing me. “Thank you so much baby they are beautiful you didn’t have to do this”. I chuckle and tell her of how I wanted to so she hops down and grab a pair of short shorts and one of the shirts. And as she is walking away “ are you ok to keep me company?” she winks at me and giggles as she walks into the bathroom she didn’t need to ask me twice. I grab clothes and run to the bathroom behind her locking the door she turns on the shower making sure it’s just the right temperature. She starts to disrobe and my eyes are locked on her amazing body. With the distant thought of why is fat bottom girls in my head whatever she is naked in front of me. But by the time I snap back to reality she is already in the shower singing and washing up so I quickly and what seems like one fowl swoop take off all my clothes and jump in to the shower with her. Wrapping my arms around her and I place my mouth on her exposed neck and my tongue and teeth start to play with soft supple skin as I hear her moan ; and feel her grip me. This gives me the tingles in a special place I keep sucking on the beautiful neck occasionally biting. I hear her continue to moan “oh god gee fuck me please I need you so bad”. This kind of shocks me but then I remember I had never been this rough with her but she seemed to be enjoying it. “Mmmmmmm you naughty girl” I give an evil laugh. “Only for you; god it feels so good why have you never done this to me before?” which was a good question; that I quite frankly had no legitimate answer for. I just push her forward bending her at the waist her hands resting on the wall in the shower as I slowly enter her in one hard thrust as she lets out a scream which I grin thinking that Mikey may of heard that. But I continue gaining rhythm with each powerful thrust. I can’t help but let out a moan myself it felt so good to be this close to her and we start to moan together in unison. We can’t contain our self’s we are going ham at this point not caring who hears I’m pounding myself into her which she can’t get enough of it; she is moaning and begging for more. Until we both climax and I help her wash up rubbing body wash up and down her legs, thighs , torso, shoulder, neck, arms, feet, hell I even washed her hair for her and she did the same for me from my toes to my knees and from my shoulders to my head and everywhere in between. We get out and we help each other dry off and get dressed. And I just stare at her the way the shorts hug her hips and the hem grace just below her ass. How her shirt hangs off one of her shoulders and how the art perfectly emphases her ample breasts. “Hey baby can you go down stairs a minuet?” I’m confused but I agree and I walk down stairs and Mikey runs up to the bathroom and I hear giggling but I shrug it off my mom starts to laugh “ leaving your girlfriend alone with Mikey? Wow u must really trust her cause you know Mikey is spilling all your secrets”. Then and only then did I start to worry. Mikey comes skipping down the stairs with a huge grin on his face. “What did you do?” Mikey gives me a sly cheeky little “Nothing” he runs and hugs our mom. And after what feels like forever but really was only 10 more minutes I hear the bathroom door open and Mikey and my mom scurry over into the living room, I have no idea why until I seen Rachel coming down the stairs a beautiful white flower headband entwined in her beautiful , long, luscious, raven hair. With this beautiful peach pink lip stick and a very shimmery white eye shadow, her skin looks so perfect with a peach tint to her cheeks. In the beautiful skull off the shoulder tee I bought for her and the acid washed denim short shorts with a pair of black sling back peek toe pumps. And I notice my grandmothers favorite black cameo necklace with her gold hoop earrings apparently that’s what grandma was talking to mom about when we visited the other day. “Wow baby you look great” I walked up to her as she makes it off the last step “so how do I look?” God she was cute when she got all insecure. I gently trace my hand along her jaw until my fingers are under her chin lifting it to have her eyes meet mine “you look stunning my love” I kiss her forehead. She jumps into my arms wrapping her legs around my waist and I catch her and hold her to make sure she is secure. “Thank you so much for this baby” And then there is a knock at the door and she hops down and goes and stands by mom and Mikey who put an arm around her. I open the door and Lexi is standing there “Well aren’t you going to invite me in” and completely out of ideas to keep her out here so I step aside and she steps in. and I see the look on Rachie’s face and Mikey looks completely pissed, As did my mom but mikey and my mom know the who frank can’t know Idea. “So I’m here for our date cutie” she says in that voice that makes me want to scream. “Just one second”. I motion for my mom, mikey and Rachie to follow me. “Baby I’m so sorry but if we don’t want frank…..” she put her finger to my lips “I’m Okay now” “are you…” “I’m Okay now” “but baby” “But you really need to listen to me; because I'm telling you the truth mean this, I'm okay Trust me” so I turn and leave with Lexi.
Rachel’s POV
As I watch Gerard walk out the door. I look at Mikey since they started My Chemical Romance and I have a few songs they want to use “ Mikey I think I have a new part to the one song we were working on come on” so me and mikey scurry down to the basement where Gerard used to sleep but him and Mikey switched. So I get the guitar and play with Mikey and we start to write more to our song:
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, its better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Mikey asks me “so what is the title?” I look at Mikey without missing a beat “I’m Not Okay (I Promise)” “And this is from both Gerard and Frank?” I look at my little Milky Way “yep” and at this point I was about 3 maybe 4 hours after Gee left and Mikey hugs me and we talk about how cool it is and he compliments me on my voice which Gerard has also. And as we stop laughing Gerard walks down the stairs “Am I allowed being in on the joke?” “there is no joke babe Milky Way was complimenting my voice we finished a song we were working on” “ that’s great baby I’d like to hear it sometime” he comes closer and I see a hickie on his neck and he tries to kiss me and I duck into a back flip out of it “ I love when you do that Skittles” Mikey say with a wide grin and I thank him trying not to show my tears and I excuse myself to get a drink but I stop at the top of the stairs and I hear the fight being with Mikey and Gerard “ Dude really ?” “What are you talking about” “The marks that tramp left on you” “what marks? Oh shit do you think Rachie seen them” “ no shit Dick Tracy why do you think she excused herself and moved from your kiss; going on “dates” with other girls is one thing but to let them mark you ………. Do you let Rachie mark you like that” “ she has never tried” “but u marked her good gee me and mom both seen it” and I am stupid enough to open the door at that moment and I hear “ shit how long has she been up there” and I run to the fridge grab a pop and run up to the bathroom and lock myself in and at that moment I look in the mirror and I see the huge hickie on my neck “that must be the mark that they seen; wow I really am a slut frank was right” I flash back to the fight the night frank and I got physical and I hear his voice saying “ wow I never thought I could have a slut for a sister; you bitch fucking whore.” Which brings me to tears and then I hear a knocking knowing Mrs. Way works nights it was one of them I didn’t care which at this point “ GO AWAY” in my worst attempt to sound like I wasn’t crying. “Baby please I can tell you are crying please let me in” “I SAID GO AWAY”. I don’t hear anything so I’m hoping he walked away and next thing I know the door pops open. And he walks in to find me curled up in a corner he walks over to me kneeling down next to me “baby….” And in between sobs I say “I said go away” he goes to wrap his arm around me and I move. “You let her mark you but never even gave me a hint that it was ok for me to do it” with a mixture of anger and sadness the tears roll down my face fucking my make up running my eyeliner and mascara down my pale skin making me look like Alice Cooper when he is left out in the rain. “Baby please don’t cry, It kills me to see you like this you know I never meant to hurt you in any way and its tearing me up” “do you like her the way you like me or possibly more?” he looks deep into my eyes “not even close, you have all of me baby my heart, my soul, my mind, ALL of me. She is just a ploy to make frank think we aren’t together. She means nothing; I didn’t even noticed she did this she was kissing my neck and I was thinking about how much I wish it was you kissing my neck, which got weird cause thinking about you gave me the biggest hard on I have ever had. She thought it was her but Rachel I swear on my grandmother and you know I don’t do that lightly but I swear on my grandmother you are the only one I want”. “Then prove it” he gave me the sexiest most confused look “how?” I got up and went to my purse and grabbed out a ring I had bought at the mall last time I was there I walk in “Wear this” I had it to him “what is it?” I shake my head “it’s called a Claddagh Rings it’s a Celtic promise ring it represents loyalty, Love, Friendship when the heart points towards your person it means commitment or that your taken if the heart points away it means the wearer is single.” He looked at me “Wait Celtic like Irish? Baby you know I’m Irish right? Baby I will wear that with pride”. I slide it on his finger and he kisses me and that is when he notices I have one on my hand. “Aaaawwww baby I love you Always and forever” I look him in his beautiful hazel eyes “always and forever”.

Notes

I own the story line and some of the characters but not the song or the band ( i only wish) i would love to hear your feed back

stay beautiful and keep it ugly