My Chemical Affair

Rachel’s POV
So I have been going through all my classes. Getting all my work done, and I’m smart so it’s all done correctly but I just don’t want to be here today. So lunch time rolls around and I meet up with Lizzie because we have the same lunch time. And we walk to lunch we have a menial conversation while we grab our lunch; well she grabbed I didn’t and we make our way outside and over the gate I see the most gorgeous sight, as Gerard walks up and Lizzie runs over hand hugs him and she motions me over. Lizzie love Gee and she wants us together. And luckily the nuns can’t see us so he kisses me and Lizzie skips off to finish lunch and we hug each other for a while “I just had to see you baby”. As he holds me so tight “I missed you too I hate not being around you I know our education is important but I just miss you when we are apart”. And he kisses my forehead; he entwines my fingers in his and starts to walk away from the school “Baby skip with me I don’t care what we do as long as we are together.” So I look over to Lizzie and lip to her cover for me and she nods knowing exactly what to do. We start to run and get into his car. He puts the key in the ignition and roars the car to life and we speed off unsure of where we are going but we don’t care as long as we are together. We go to the beach for a while and then he realizes something I have been trying to hide. “Baby have you eaten yet?” I know he says it to be caring but I just wasn’t hunger plus he did come at lunch time so I look away “ No I haven’t I’m sorry.” So he drives us to McDonalds drive thru and we get food and eat on the way to the movie. We go and watch a movie we have seen a million times just so we have time alone. We start to kiss each other with more and more intensity as we go it felt so awesome to be able to be with him and not have to fight because of it. As the movie ends we see the time “shit you got to take me back to school before frank notices I wasn’t there baby.” So we run to the car get in and speed back to the school I jump out and yell as I run “I’ll text you later baby”. And I happen to get in right as the last bell rings and I am by my locker so I open it and grab my messenger bag as Heather, Lizzie, and Frank all walk up. “Let’s go Rachel” is all frank can say to me I reply with an eye roll and a pissed off whatever. So Lizzie grabs my hand and asks about how it was to skip school with Gerard and hands me my homework. All the way home we giggle and chat while Heather and Frankie walk what seem like miles ahead of us. And my phone goes off causing Frank to turn around. He glares at me and I pick up my phone “Hey mikey what’s up?” as I roll my eyes and we have a pleasant conversation and tells me he wants a movie marathon which I know is a cover story but I go along with it “ yea that sounds awesome, Hey Frank I’m going to Mikey’s for a movie marathon later”. And of course the first thing he asks is “Who is goanna be there?” I scoff and reply with “Mikey, Ray and myself is that okay with you dad” god he hated when I did that but that was part of the reason I did it. I let Mikey know I will talk to him later and I hang up the phone. Then I see frank on his phone and all I hear is “yea gee I have a girl for you for this double date”. Which almost puts me damn near in tears but thankfully Lizzie was there to keep me from losing it. We get back to the house and I can’t even bare to look at my phone even though it’s going off every 5 seconds. It reaches around the time that Mikey was goanna start the movie marathon so I grab my Jack skelington mini backpack and walk out the front door running into Gee. I bust into hysterics and run all the way to the Way house and I knock on the door repeatedly he opens the door and embraces me knowing what’s going on. He leads me in the house where ray is sitting on the couch and he opens his arms to me and I start to ball my eyes out no one can believe how horrible Frank is being. Or that he would do something so cruel to his own sister no matter how much he disapproved. We sit and watch Donnie Darko, Nightmare before Christmas, James and the Giant Peach, and Edward Scissorhands. And as Edward Scissorhands ends Gerard walks in and I turn my head into Ray trying to hide how much I have been crying. And Gerard closes the door and walks over to me kneeling in front of me “Rachel please talk to me you have to know I didn’t plan that”. And I was so mad I look at him with tears rushing down my cheeks like Niagara Falls “YOU STILL WENT”. And he looks me in the eyes “ I don’t care if all you do is yell at me you know I can’t handle you not talking to me you know I love you and Lexi meant nothing to me”. I look up quickly “ Are you kidding me my brother set you up with the biggest whore in our school…… what the fuck he would rather have you with a slut then me”. I start to cry even harder and at this point Gee has no idea on what to say. He inches forward to lay his hand on my leg but I’m so hurt I get up and run up the stairs, I just wish I hadn’t ran straight into HIS room. So me being the genius I am, I lock the door so he can’t come in. I curl up in his bed which only makes it worse because at that point; I smell him all around me like I was in a sea of him, consuming me with all of its wonderful smells and memories. Then I hear a strange thud I half look and notice Gerard had climbed through his own window “do you really think this is my first time having to sneak back into my own house?” I fight laughing so hard and I think he knew because he has this gorgeous half smile. I hide my face in his pillow and I hear him walk to the other side of the bed and sits on the side I’m facing. “Mermaid please talk to me, It’s your pumpkin Pie please talk to me I beg you this kills me and you know it does Please talk to me”. And I can hear the pain in his voice which tears me up and makes me feel even worse. Because part of me is mad at him but I’m angrier at my brother. And at his point I can no longer hold back I sit up and latch on to him tight and I being to cry hard on his solder “ Why would you agree to go, why would be ok going out with someone who isn’t me; especially someone like “sexi lexi” and you can still tell me you love me with all your heart”. I can’t believe I was having this convocation I was never that type of girl to care if a guy I like went out with someone that wasn’t me I wouldn’t care but for some reason with him it was different, and I mean it was more than cause of the sex. It kills me that I’m that girl right now but how can he say he is mine and I’m his if he can do this. He wraps his arm around me tight as he whispers in my ear “I’m so so sorry my mermaid I never meant to hurt you it killed me to see you cry like that I wanted to tell Frankie to fuck himself and run after you”. I kiss him hard to quite him I make our lips entwine for a couple of minutes to ensure that I can actually say something. “You know I can never stay mad at you no matter what you do, which yes infuriates me at time but I will admit this I wouldn’t have it any other way". He smiles that sultry half smile that makes me weak in the knees and weak in the panties. “Oh Mikey told Frankie u fell asleep here and the way it looked u fell asleep on ray so he don’t suspect anything”. “So I am staying the night with you tonight?” which came out a little more egger then I wanted it to sound but I really wasn’t too concerned about that. I kisses him so passionately tasting his luscious lips and delicious tongue. “Just make me one promise” which I know is out of nowhere but I needed this for some odd reason. “ Anything baby doll you know this” as look down “ Promise me even if you go out with other girls cause Frank drags u promise you will always come back to me and that I am the only one who has your heart”. Which made him look at me with a perplexed look “I swear too you no other girl compares to you, I don’t look at other girls I only have eyes for you”. This is all I needed to hear I kiss him one last time and lead him back down stairs to keep watching movies. Gerard gets up and asks everyone in the room if they need anything and in my friends and I’s true fashion we reply with “ A brain , A Heart, The nerve” we all laugh mikey says he wants chips ray says a beer which I don’t find all that odd and I shrug not sure of what I need. He goes in the kitchen for a few minutes and comes back out with arms filled to the brim hands Mikey his chips and a milky way bar explaining that the bar was from me, gives Ray his beer and a bag of Matador tender bites Teriyaki beef jerky which we both share the love for, and he walks over with a couple Pepsis a bag of the same jerky he handed ray a milky way bar and hands me a cig. Within that time we all seem to light up a smoke within the same moment. Gerard and I cuddle up and continue to watch beetle juice. We finish the movie and our cig as well as our snacks and Ray walks across the street to his house Mikey locks the door and goes to his room. Gerard and I go up to his room as we get comfy and ready for bed and climb in when suddenly Gérard’s phone goes off and I see Lexi’s name. He hits the ignore button and cuddles up close to me “she doesn’t matter to me” as we snuggle close and fall into a deep blissful sleep.

Notes

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