Chapter One
Rachel’s POV
As I sit in my room sobbing uncontrollably I couldn’t help but be so angry at my brother. He could date my best Friend but I and his best friend can’t even look at each other without him flipping a gasket. Don’t get me wrong Heather and Frankie were so cute together but he can deny me my love but I should let him have his. As my thoughts start to get louder I hear pebbles hitting my window my heart sinks I start to hope it’s one person in particular. So I slowly get off my bed wiping the tears that have clearly stained my face judging by my eyeliner and mascara running down my face . My shaking hands extend to open the window with a perplexing mix of fear and excitement and depression. As I open the window I look out and my heart dropped the beat harder than Skrillex ever could. I look down and see the younger way and my bestest bud in the whole world “Hey Milky Way”. Seeing him I could do nothing but smile he was my best guy friend and he completely understood me and was completely ok with his brothers and my feelings for each other. Mikey smiles and motions if its ok to come in and I laugh so hard I can’t breathe and nod my head. Before I have time to get out my bed room door my milky way is there hugging me so tight like he knew what I needed . “ Are you ok sweet pea?” which really was a funny question for him to ask he was there when the shit hit the preverbal fan . as the tears well up in my eyes again well fuck isn’t this great all I can think to say is “ No Mikey I’m a wreck and my own fucking brother doesn’t even see it .” Fuck why did I just say that was I so emotionally done that I’m fucked up honest? I have no idea but it felt so good to say and have someone not look at me like I had no Idea what I was talking about. He hugged me and helped me over to my bed and sat and talked with me for hours and at about midnight and I looked at he laughed “ You know Gerard feels the same but he also doesn’t want to cause problems with you and your brother.” I looked into his eyes making sure he seen how serious I was cause me, Mikey and serious were always in the same lane . “Mikey I love him and I want to be with him and no one and nothing can change that. I know I love him cause I think about him all the time and it makes me smile like an idiot and when he calls me or text me it makes my day a thousand times better and when he kisses me everything goes all wonky and slowmo and its only us . And when he touches me, I get all goose bumpy. And I know we are only in high school and he is a senior and I’m a freshman but it feels right to me mikey do you know what I’m saying?” and at that point Mikey gets the grin that makes me know he is up to something and then I see his cell phone and I go instantly redder then the reddest tomato. Mikey looks at me with this shit eater grin because of course he knew I never had the balls to tell Gee how deeply I felt for him. “Oh Fuck Mikey please tell me you didn’t do what I think you just did.” all he can do is smile with the expression of you know you love me. Heather walks in and sees me all red with the look on her face of da fuck. She runs over to me and with genuine concern says “Sugar tits I’m so sorry I am trying to calm Frankie down but I’m not sure it’s working hell flashing him didn’t even help .” I shake my head as I see frank in the door way , my only reasonable action is to chuck one of my favorite jack skelington pillow that Gerard happen to have bought me at his head with excessive force. To which he returns with a “ what the fuck is your problem?” and in that instant heather face palms, Mikey hides in terror and I lung off the bed ready with all the power in my body to knock some fucking sense into my dear big brother. This ensues a knock down drag out fight which is the normal way us Ireo’s handle disagreement. After the fight stops Frank and Heather go to his room for their usual before bed shagging. I happen to walk back to my room as mikey is throwing my rope latter out my window “Gerard is down the street he wants to see you. Wait scratch that he said he NEEDS to see you .” as soon as I heard that I through on my outside jack skelington slippers and make my way down the latter and run down the street only to have mikey yell to me “ Rachie he is the other way dear.” I hated it when Mikey called me dear because he was too nice to call me a moron. So I turn and run the other way I get 2 or 3 blocks down and I see him smoking a cig leaned up against his car. I do the only thing I can I run up to him and hug him tight and he does the same I burry my face in his chest for a couple of reasons one was so he didn’t see my face and all the bruises. And reason two was I loved how he smelled it was a mixture of Marlboros and English leather. Which he wears all the time because I bought it for him. And he didn’t seem to care he was smelling me also and my special blend of nicotine and victoria secret love spell which he bought me but frank didn’t know that I thought to myself as he passed me the cig and I take a drag still hiding my face and trying not to show how in pain I am from the bruises I have but I guess he hit a sensitive spot cause he caressed it and I jump and wince like an idiot fuck. He gives me this look and I step back into one of the street lights and he sees me in all my bruised glory and I can’t even bare to look him in the eyes. He steps closer and gently slides his hand under my chin lifting my eyes up to his. And in a voice that I swear was as smooth as silky, as sweet as dark chocolate and so perfect no angel could ever touch it. “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for any of this……I……..” I cut him off melting my lips with his there was no way in hell I could let him think this was his fault. All he ever did was love me. And that all I could ask for. He pulled away with this crooked smile on his face “By the way I heard what you said, why haven’t u ever told me?” I then turn red and my mind goes all wibbly wobbly timey wimey. And in that moment I felt like Bella from twilight which makes me feel even better about how I’ve completely fucked up the best moment of my day. “ I ….I … I didn’t want to seem like one of those girls that is all I love him and is all clingy and shit , that’s not me and you know that my family isn’t like that.” He just keeps looking into my eyes “how long have you felt like this?” and I look down “since I met you” is all I could come back with and I hear his laugh oh god his laugh. The sound of it was music to my ears and made me melt so bad god everything about this man was amazing. “I have to I just wasn’t sure you felt about me …………… I love You Rachel Marguerite Ireo.” With that once again my fucking water works start up and he grabs me and holds me tight he whispers in my hear wondering if he has said something wrong and all I can do is say “ No I Love You too Gerard Arthur Way and Frank will never change that .” And in that moment he comes on with an evil plan; a deliciously evil plan. He explains to me how we can still be together but hide it from Frank which to be completely honest really excited me in a plethora of way.

Notes

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