Gerard pulled my hand and led me to my room, closing the door behind him and pulling off my shirt. His lips attacked mine and our tongues battled for dominance. I slid my hand up his shirt and I pulled it over his head, throwing it across the room and sucking on his collarbone.

“I’ve missed this.” Gerard said panting as he went in for more.

I panted, “I missed it too.” I undid his belt buckle while kissing him lustfully, pulling his pants down towards his ankles and then pulling his boxers down afterwards. I undid my buckle and shook my pants off.

“Condom? Lube?” He asked.

“Fuck it.” I responded. “Just fuck me.”Gerard positioned himself above me and thrusted into me, “Fuck!” I winced, being reminded why going slow was important. Gerard kept sucking on my neck and muttering “I love you”s until he found my spot.

“Gerard!” I belted out a moan that his entire neighborhood probably heard. I panted as Gerard kept going.

“Moan again!” He yelled, panting faster until he had an orgasm that made a moan even louder than my own. He grabbed my hand and kissed with more passion than lust and ouled the covers over us.

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The next morning, I woke up with Gerard latched onto me, cuddling and breathing into my hair. I slid out of bed quietly, trying not to wake him. I threw on my pajamas and crept towards the kitchen, turning on the Keurig and putting in a Caramel Macchiato cup and watching towards the pantry. I put two slices of bread into my toaster and wait for it to pop up. I finish making his coffee and put the toast on a plate, smothering it in butter.I carried his breakfast towards our room and woke him up.

“Gee! Wake up baby.” His eyes squinted open slowly. “I made you breakfast.”

“Thank you Frankie.” He hadn’t called me Frankie in almost 5 years. “Thank you for last night, also.”

“I’ve missed you so bad.” I whispered. “I’m sorry I let you get bad again.”

“Frankie baby, it’s not your fault, let’s get ready so we can finish moving my stuff. I’ll go take a shower.”

Gerard walked into the bathroom and turned on the water. As soon as I knew he was in, I slid open the bathroom door and knocked on the wall. He gazed outside of the shower for a minute, until he realized I was in there too.

“I hope you don’t mind me joining you.” I said. Gerard smirked.

“No, not at all.” He kissed my neck and pulled me into the shower. “Is this round two?” He asked.

“Of course,” I responded, attacking his lips and grabbing his ass. Kissing him and sucking on his collarbone for about 10 minutes straight.

“I love you, Frank.”

“Fuck! It’s already one! We gotta get going!”

“Fucking tease…” He whined.

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We both got dressed and ran out towards Gerard’s car while I called Ray.

“Hey Frank, what’s up?” Ray answered.

“Can you help us move some of Gerard’s furniture to my house? ‘m helping him out while he gets back on his feet so...”

“You can call your fling whatever you want to call it, text me the addresses and I’ll be there.”

“Thanks, man.”

I looked up towards Gerard while he drove to his apartment. “Gerard, are you worried about something?”

“What if he’s there? What if Bert follows me and does something to me?”

I rested my head in my palms. “Burt can’t hurt you, he can try to get you back into drugs, but he can’t hurt you.”

We pulled up to Gerard’s apartment where Ray was waiting.

“Hey guys! Are you two an actual… thing?”

“If that’s what you wanna call it, go right ahead.”

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We spent the whole day getting everything moved to my place and getting things unpacked. By the time we got home, we were both exhausted. Gerard borrowed a t-shirt and cuddled with me until we both fell asleep.

Notes

This is so bad. I tried.
Chapter title from "Surrender the Night"