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The Teacher.

I understand

~Frank's point of view~
after i made sure no one could tell i had been crying i made my way to the cafeteria. I got some water and sat down at the loners table where kids with no actual friends sat. As i was sitting there i thought about Mr.Way and everything that had happened. God now he probably hated me like every other fucking person i knew. No one really wants me here. Maybe i should fucking just go and kill myself , I though. No. I'm not brave enough to do that, I'm to weak to even end my life.

~Gerard's point of view~
-after school-
I got home and went inside. Ugh today was exhausting. I laid down across my couch just wanting to go to sleep but every time i closed my eyes a certain dark haired, short, student popped into my mind.

I couldn't help seeing his sad depressed face in my head and I just kept thinking about how I wanted to be the one to take that pain away from him. Wait, No!! i couldn't think like that! i'm his teachers for fucks sake...But...He does seem like he needs someone to help him. And i want that person to be me. Even if it is wrong i made up my mind lying there on my couch. I'd help Frank Iero. But that's a job for tomorrow, for now, sleep

-next morning-
"crap,crap,crap!" i said to myself hurrying to get out the door to head to work. My second day and i'm going to be late!! I had fallen asleep on the couch last night thinking of a certian student of mine and therefore not had my alarm set to wake me up in time.
I pulled into the school parking lot and rushed through the halls. While i was running though i wasn't paying attention and i bumped into someone,Scattering the papers i was holding everywhere

"Oh! Gosh i'm sorry. I'm running late and i didn't see you there" i said as i bent over to help whoever it was up, and pick up my papers
"No...it's okay. i shouldn't have been in the way. i'm sorry" He said and suddenly i realized the person i ran into was Frank.I noticed in my knocking him over the long sleeve of his shirt had been pulled up. I glanced down at his wrists to see slightly red colored scars running up and down the length of his arm. I gasped lightly and he looked down and yanked the sleeves down over his hands. "It's not your fault" I said to him not sure what to do about what i had just seen as he helped me pick up my thing.s
"Yea it is....everything is." I heard him whisper as he handed me the stuff i had dropped when we collided "Frank...." i said as i watched him turn and run down the hall. I really really wish i could help him.

~Frank's point of view~
I couldn't believe i had just walked into Mr.Way and made him drop everything! God i'm so fucking stupid!! And i think he saw my arm!! I slowly made my way to 4th period which was Gerard's class. I walked in being only the 3rd person to be there at that point so i just took my seat in the back just like yesterday. The rest of the class filled in and Gerard started his teaching as i sat there and drew the beautiful man standing at the front of the class. I drew him from behind with his head turned slightly and his jaw-length black hair partially covering his face. Suddenly i noticed the bell had rung and everyone was getting out of their seats. i stood up slowly as well and started heading to lunch.
"Frank....could you stay back a minute?" Gerard called as i was heading out of class. i sighed and pulled my long sleeves down over my hands.
"Yea sir?" i asked deciding i'd pretend to not know what he meant if e brought up my arms.
"Look, i'm not trying to put you on the spot or anything, but....i saw your arm this morning and...i wanted you to know things do get better" He said to me. I let my hair fall into my face to hide my tear blurred eyes.
"Not for fuck ups like me" i said sadly knowing it was the truth
"Yes. Trust me frank you're not a fuck up. I know what you're going through, i know how alone you feel sometimes and trust me it gets easier" Gerard said to me and suddenly the tears were falling. "I-I can't." i whispered and he took my wrist gently rubbing the inside of my arm with his thumb "Just let me in Frank. I can help you" He said to me quietly as i cried "i can;t let you in! because if i do....you'll just think i'm a freak" i say to him.
"No i promise i understand, Look please meet me here after school? I really want to talk to you"
He said and i nodded. Suddenly he pulled me into a quick hug wrapping his arms around my waist "Thank you Frank" He said, then i turned to walk out the door and head to lunch
I hadn't been sure if i was actually going to show up after school but then he hugged me and now i had to. I suspected i wasn't the only one who needed someone to be there for them right now and even though he was my teacher and it might be wrong i wanted to be that someone for him.

Notes

I've been working on making the chapters longer and i'm sorry for the spelling errors that are probably there! i'm trying to fix those! anyways comment and let me know what you think? if i should continue with this?? Thanks!
~MattyTheKilljoy~

Comments

@GeesGirl!
Thank you! xD i'm happy to be back. I missed writing this.

God I missed this!! SOOOO happy you're back! :)
xx

AHHHHHH GOD DAMMIT

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7/20/14

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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7/19/14

@KobraKidsWife
I'll be updating later tonight i think XD thanks for reading :D
~MattyTheKilljoy~