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The Teacher.

The man i used to love.

~Frankie's point of view~
I woke up Saturday morning and decided to go for a walk. I had been walking around town for a while listening to music when i saw him. He was sitting at a bench in the park alone. He seemed to be doing something on his phone so i ignored him and kept walking. I couldn't be around him right now, I wished he understood that.
"Frankie" I heard Gerard call. I stopped walking but didn't turn around.
"Hey, Frank, I uhh....well i guess i wanted to say i'm sorry, I know i hurt you and i never ever wanted to do that. I do care about you, I really really do but me and you....we can't be a thing because it's just wrong...i'm sorry." He said now standing next to me. I was so fucking mad at him.
"Okay Gerard. We can't be together that's fine but LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. i'M TIRED OF YOUR SHIT!! EITHER LEAVE ME ALONE OR BE WITH ME!! you can't apologize to me every FUCKING time you see me you bitch!!!" I screamed. He seemed surprised.
"I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE!!! I NOW HOW MUCH I HURT YOU AND-i...." He stopped talking so i started.
"Yea apparently i was the only one who got hurt that day because you obviously don't give a shit about me and you never did." I said coldly looking up at the man i used to love.
"okay, that's it. I STILL LOVE YOU" Gerard screamed at me. I looked at him, shocked. No. No no no no no no no no no. This can't be happening. He can't just walk back into my life whenever he wants.
"I....love you to. But we can't..i'm sorry Gee but you hurt me too much and i don't know if i can trust you like that again. Friends, i can try...but i-we can't be 'Frankie and Gee'." I said quietly looking at my feet.
"Will you really try to be friends with me?" Gee asked. I looked up at him and nodded.
"Okay, i have to go now but...can i uh text you maybe?" Gerard asked blushing. I laughed and nodded.
Despite still being head over heels for the guy i was happy we were friends again.
I had missed him.

Later that night i was laying in my room with headphones in listening to Secondhand Serenade's fall for you. I know, i know. I'm pathetic. the song reminded me of Gerard. As i was laying their thinking about him i got a text. It was him,

Gerard: Hey Frankie.

I texted back.

Frank: Hey Gee, What's up?
Gerard: Oh nothing. I'm gonna go to bed i just wanted to say goodnight.
Frank: Haha Goodnight Gee.
Gerard: I'm glad we're talking again. Bye

I didn't reply after that. i smiled.

Over the next couple of weeks we became better friends again until it got to the point we were even hanging out during the day. My feelings were still there but i was happy to be friends with him. He was working at a local Barnes and Nobles
Soon it was the last week of school for me, Then i'd be graduating.
Gee picked me up for school Monday morning.
"Hey, Thanks for the ride by the way" I said as i got into his car. He smiled as i went through the radio stations trying to find something good.
"No problem. So, pretty soon you'll be done with school for good. That's cool." Gerard said. I looked over at him. "Yea" Was all i said. He had been acting strange ever since yesterday.
"Gee, What's up? you've been acting weird lately" I said using the pet name i had given him so long ago.
"Well, it's just..i dunno. I'm worried once you graduate you'll move on ,leave this town and i don't know, forget me..." He said as we stopped at a stop light.
"Gee, i will never forget you. you're my best friend. And if i go anywhere i'm bringing you with me!" I said. He smiled as the light turned green and he started driving again.

Once we arrived at school i told him goodbye and got out of the car.
I was walking the halls heading to my first class when she started walking besides me.
"Frank, Talk to me. I miss you. Can't we be friends again?! I'm sorry. " Kate said. I rolled my eyes.
"Get the hell away from me, Slut" I said. She sighed.
"Really Frank i didn't know. And it's been like a month and a half. Get over it already you fucking faggot. Seriously. This pouting is getting pathetic." She said harshly. The Bitch.
"Listen, Bitch. I won't hit you because you're a girl but you better get the FUCK away from me, because i know people who will fuck you up for this." I said. She gasped and hurried away.


After school i climbed into gee's car where he was waiting at the curb for me. I sighed and relaxed back into the seat.
"Anywhere but my house. I don't care where just not there" I said to him, Kate had taken to showing up at my house and telling my mom she was a friend so my mom let her in before i rudely kicked her out.
"Okay, We'll go to my place. What's up?" Gerard asked
"The little Bitch Kate is annoying me again" I said. Then i realized i shouldn't have brought it up. Talking about Kate was the closest we had come to talking about our relationship since that day at the park when we became friends again.
"Oh, Uh yea she seems like a bitch... " He said awkwardly. I rolled my eyes.
"Change of subject please"
He laughed. "Okay, Well when we get to my house i can make you pancakes?" He said. I smiled.
"Please" I said smiling up at him.
It wasn't until we got to his house i realized. I hadn't been here since we were together. Oh god this was gonna be awkward.

Notes

Heyyy...so yea i hope this doesn't suck. comment what you think please? Thanks for reading ! i love yaaaa

Comments

@GeesGirl!
Thank you! xD i'm happy to be back. I missed writing this.

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I'll be updating later tonight i think XD thanks for reading :D
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