I See You Lying Next to Me

***Gerard’s POV***
I was so relieved that school was finally over. After the end of our last class Mr. Iero waved goodbye to me as I left. I at least felt a little better that I had made a friend today. I was especially happy that it was Mr. Iero who was my new friend. He was just so understanding and he actually made me feel somewhat accepted. As I then waited outside the lockers to meet Mikey to walk home, I had received a text. I was kind of shocked cause I never usually received texts. I then opened the message to see that it was only Mikey informing me that he was busy with football practice so I just decided to walk home alone. On the way there, I couldn’t help but take my mind off of Mr. Iero. He was just so…attractive…I then mentally slapped myself. There was no way I would ever allow myself to have a crush on my teacher. Plus he’s my friend, so that’s all it would ever be, right?

I finally entered through my doorway as I noticed my house was empty since both of my parents were at work at this time. So to pass the time by, I decided to work on the homework Mr. Iero assigned today. As I was more than halfway done with the homework, Mikey had walked in. He was still wearing his jersey from practice and his hair was drenched with sweat. “Where’s Donna and Dad?” He asked, panting. “Still at work.” I mumbled, trying my best to stay concentrated on my work. “What the hell are you working on there?” He asked walking towards me. “Homework.” I bluntly stated. “Can I see it?” He said, looking over my shoulder. “Why do you want to see it-“Before he could answer he snatched my math sheet away from me. “Mikey what are you doing?” I asked struggling to get it back from him. He just continued to chuckle as he saw me struggling to get my homework back. “Mikey please give me it! It’s due tomorrow!” He just continued to laugh as he ripped it in half and crumpled it up and threw it in my face. I grew hot with anger. “Mikey what the fuck!” I screamed as I then began to tackle him. “Get off me you piece of shit!” He yelled as I jumped onto his back, tackling him to the ground. I was then in complete shock when he threw me off of him and pinned me to the wall. Confused on what he might do next, he nailed me straight in the nose as I let out a loud cry. Blood began to trickle down my mouth and chin. “Fucking wimp.” He spat. I covered my nose with my hands in agony. “I hate you so much!” I screamed. He just continued to chuckle as I tried my best to collect myself. My blood began to boil at the point where I tackled him again. He was now struggling to get me off as I pinned him down to the couch. “This is for ruining my life!” I screamed as I tugged on his hair and punched him hard in the eye. Just at that moment, Don and my mother walked in through the front door with horrified faces. “Gerard!” My mother shouted. Don then ran over to us and pushed me off of Mikey. “Are you ok Mikey?” He asked, concerned. Mikey then began to fake cry. “N-no…All I was doing was helping him with his homework when all of a sudden he came over and attacked me.” The lies slipped out of his mouth so easily that it was sickening. I rolled my eyes from all the bullshit that he was saying. I then began to feel my mom tugging me by the ear. “How could you do this to your brother?” She screamed. “He started it!” I cried, but of course they wouldn’t listen to me. “Oh Mikey, I’m so sorry. Let me get you some ice for your eye.” Don spoke as he gave me an ugly look. “I swear I didn’t do anything!” I yelled. “Gerard, stop with the lying. We saw you tackle Mikey.” My mother said in an angry tone. “If anything he’s the one who is lying!” I exclaimed, pointing over at Mikey. I could see his hidden smirk as my parents refused to believe me. “Go over there and apologize to your brother right now.” My mother ordered. “Over my dead body!” I hissed as I stomped up the stairs and slammed my bedroom door behind me. I was so frustrated that I had to throw something. I reached for my lamp and threw in against the wall, not caring whether it broke. I then ran over to my bed and shoved my face into my pillow and screamed as much as I could. Tears began to stream down my face as I just wanted to end everything. I then knew what I was going to do next. I slowly walked over to my sock drawer and pulled out my razor. I then lifted my shirt as I took the blade and put it to my hip…Oh how I missed this….

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