Love at First Bite (Frerard)

Frank lied to me this whole goddamn time and I was stupid enough to actually belive him and bond with him! I'll never be able to bond again and I wasted it on that asshole! fuck my life.

I keep running and I don't plan on stopping until I know he'll never find me. Finally I make it to what looks to be an abandoned warehouse I quickly check over my shoulder and make sure nobody's watching and go inside. It's not really abandoned there's still tools and everything of that matter lined up on shells.

I I find an old chair and sit down and that's when everything hits me.. I start to sob into my arm and think about everything that's happened and how I was so happy and now it's all been ripped from underneath me I lose my fucking mind I can't breathe and I'm still sobbing. I know what I deserve for being so stupid, I get up a little too quickly causing me to get dizzy and after I regain my balance i look around at all the tools and my eyes finds a shiny silver blade just what I need.

I pick it up and take off my jacket I look at my arms and remember when Frank kissed my scars and told me he loved me what a fucking lie that was. How could he do this to me? I place the blade right on my vein and quickly make the cut it instantly starts bleeding I go and sit back down waiting for my time to end.

I'm almost out of it it's all blurry and black around the edges and that's when I see Frankie "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME" he starts walking closer with his hands held out please Gee let me explain you didn't even give me chance and than he notices my arm "oh my god Gee baby please don't tell you did that" "Don't fucking call me baby and yes I did because i was pathetic for believing you and now I'm broken again, Why'd you do this to me Frankie? Couldn't you have just left me broken instead of fixing me and leaving me 10x as broken?" "Gee please don't say that to me I'm so sorry I'm calling an ambulance and than I'm gonna explain to you what's going on please just let me take care of you" "Okay Fraankiee" I feel really light headed suddenly it all gets blurry and than its pitch black. I can hear Frankie screaming for me to wake up I can feel him checking my pulse and telling me it's all gonna be okay but was it? A few moment later I can't hear Frankie anymore all I hear is sirens and than I lose my hearing all together.

~time lapse to hospital~

When I wake up I hurt everywhere especially my arm. I open my eyes and the bright light almost blinds me but I blink a few times and I get used to it. I look over to my side to see an unstable Frankie he look like he hasn't slept and he has bags under his eyes. He looks like he hasn't eaten or anything and no matter what it breaks my heart to see him like that.

"GEE!!! I thought I lost you please never scare me like that again I'm begging you."

"Okay Frankie just please tell me while I'm still calm what the fuck is going on."

"I didn't want you to meet my parents because I knew they would tell you about Jamia..

" So you told them about Jamia and his me!"

"No baby just listen. I thought they would tell you she was my mate but she isn't you are. I love you and I bonded with you I've never done anything with Jamia in fact I'm as gay as it gets and honestly my parents hate that so they try to what they call "fix me" by giving me what they find suitable to be my mate. I never meant to hurt you I just i was scared if I told you that my parents had already assigned me a mate that you wouldn't give me a chance."


"Oh Frankie I'm sorry I didn't let you explain yourself I was just so blinded by hurt and the thought that you lied about everything."

"Gee I wouldnt do that to you love I really do love you and today when I thought I lost you it really broke me to know it was all my fault."

"It's okay Frankie I'm not sure if I forgive you but get your ass in this bed and cuddle with me right now."

"Yes sir Gee" He winks causing me to blush. He crawls in the bed with me being cautionary of my arm and than lays my head on his chest he plays with my raven black hair and to break the peaceful silence I say " Frankie?" "Yes gee?" "You said you sing a little here and there can you sing to me?" "Of course baby what song do you want my love?" "I want you to sing our song"

"Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you by now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do I don't belive that anybody feels the way I do about ya now and all the roads we have to walk are winding and all that lights that lead us there are blinding there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me and after all you're my wonderwall"

"Gee?"

"Yes Frankie?"

"I fucking love you"

I chuckle "I fucking love you too Frankie"

Did I forgive him? I'm not sure but I did love him and I feel like I'm on cloud 9 when I'm with him and I never wanted it to end. I let myself fall asleep listening to his heart beat. but it wasn't so lovely when I woke up...

Notes

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