The Taste of Ink

*Franks POV*
I shuffled out of my last period class , my eyes trained to the ground. I kept walking , recognizing the stained, ugly floor tiles leading me to my locker. My thoughts were distorted. Between wondering if , dad would be home tonight and Gerard. I was jolted out of my thoughts when i crashed into another body. Speak of the Devil. I looked up to see Gerard , i practically felt the blood rise to my cheeks. he peered down at me with the heart wrenching smile of his. I muttered a quick apology and dodged him once again , escaping the embarrassment. I heard footsteps behind me , a feel of horror came over me once again. I sped up my walk , half jogging down the empty corridor.
"Frank! Wait up!" a few seconds later an exasperated Gerard appeared at my side , grinning.
"H-hi" I stammered , unable to speak straight , due to my nervousness. A flash of pity crossed his eyes.
"Frankie,sugar, i'm not going to hurt you I just want to talk."
sugar? My knees felt weak at the new pet name. I felt my heart speed up and my cheeks felt even hotter. I darted my eyes around studying random objects in the corridor. My left hand flew to my mouth. I nervously chewed at the irritating hangnail that painfully hung off my thumb.
"yes?" I questioned. When i looked at him he was looking down at me with a smile so big I thought it would crack his face in half. Pink patches lightly covered his cheek bones.

*Gerards POV*
I was finally going to say it. I was going to apologize for the hell that i put him through. An adorable blush stained his face , making his cheeks look like cherries. God, he was adorable , and I wanted all of him. I took in a huge breath.
"Frank , I just wanted to apologize for all the shit i put you through" I breathed out.
"I'm sorry ever since your freshman year i harassed you to no end..i just didn't know what to do." I trailed off the last part hoping he didn't hear me , so i wouldn't have to explain my mushy feelings toward him. He was looking at the ground with a small smile playing on his lips. I sighed , letting an uncomfortable silence lull over us. He finally looked up at me, the quaint smile still on his lips but it didn't reach his hazel eyes.
The vacant look stayed in his eyes even though a smile was set on his lips. I made a vow , right then and there that i would put the life back into his pretty eyes. If its the last thing I do.
"Its okay Gerard." he muttered quietly.
Relief washed over me once those words rolled off his tongue. Oh god those lips. I let out a quiet breath of relief once again.
"But Gerard . what did you mean when you said you didn't know what to do?" he quietly added.
He gazed up at me with confusion written all over his face. shit.

How could i be such a coward? How could i beat the one that i love then not give him reasoning? I shifted my gaze to the ground , suddenly interested in the puke colored floor.
I was just so upset. He had it all , he was quiet and his lips looked oh so kissable. His beautiful dark chocolate hair framed his face perfectly. His pale porcelain skin hugged his curves giving him a feminine look , but keeping a boyish tone. He was the definition of beauty. He had a sweet melodic voice. I swear i could listen to him talk all night and day.
"Gerard?" How he pronounced my name was so sexy yet innocent. He practically purred the "r" without even knowing. That boy had no idea of the effects he had on me.
"Gerard.." That voice...I wanted to hear him scream my name all night. Dear lord.
The thought of him naked while making him mine...and the look of pleasure on his beautiful face. The mere thought sent my skin ablaze with goosebumps...
"Gerard." he poked my arm pulling me out of my dirty thoughts. I looked back into his eyes. the confusion still there.
"I asked you a question..." Oh dear Frankie , Where do i begin?

Notes

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