The Taste of Ink

*next school morning*

Once again i was at the gate way of hell. I stared at the cement ground deciding wether or not to actually go inside. I sighed while pushing open the heavy door , knowing I would have to endure another painful day. The distasteful odor hit my face again and i tried my hardest not to gag. I weaved my way through sleep deprived teens. I stopped at my locker , studying the dial getting lost in my thoughts.
"Hello , Frankie" the deep voice purred. My eyes widened realizing who exactly it was. A state of panic over took my body. I scrambled away , sprinting down the hallway dodging the horde of teens. I turned around realizing Gerard was hot on my heels , that cheshire grin plastered on his face. I turned down a random hallway ,only to be lead to a vacant dead end. I whimpered and slowly turned around , knowing i was going to get the beating of a life time. I instantly dropped to my knees and bowed my head.
"What Gerard? Was yesterdays beating not good enough?" I whispered , trying to make myself barely auditable.
I felt a presence infront of me then his warm fingers grasped my chin. He slowly pulled my chin up , forcing me to look at him. I dropped my gaze to the floor refusing to look into the eyes of my tormentor and lover.
"Frankie , look at me" he said quietly.
I shifted my gaze onto his beautiful hazel eyes. I started crying. fuck frank pull yourself together.
More tears started to cascade down my face. I felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment.
"Frankie, are you alright?"
I immediately stopped and glared at him.
"At what point did you ever care if i was "alright"." I poked his chest , him clearly not moving because he towered over me.
My voice wavered fighting back more tears. "Do i look "alright" to you?"

*Gerards POV*

His angelic voice cracked leaving a wound on my heart. I wanted to kiss him so badly at that moment. But i was the reason he was crying , I was the reason behind those tears. I was torn because I was the reason behind that lifeless look behind his absolutely gorgeous eyes. His perfect pink lips beckoned me, i wanted to taste his lips on mine. I wanted to see his angelic features up close and personal. I wanted to feel every fleck of his precious skin. But i couldn't bring myself to do it , i just couldn't.
"Gerard answer me"
I didn't answer him I just pulled him into a bone crushing hug. Squeezing his body so close to mine , not wasting a centimeter of space between his small body and mine. My heart was beating so loud i thought it was going to fall out onto his lap. Not that I minded , it belonged to him anyway.
Suddenly the thought of him not wanting me made me recoil and i harshly pushed him away. I stood up and looked down at his small frame still curled on the floor. I walked away from the broken angel on the floor. Guilt ate at every cell in my body. But him not loving me...i couldn't bare the thought.

Notes

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