Surrender The Night

i got up shaking, not because i was scared...but ive never been ordered around like that before. not that i didnt like it either. i slowly unzipped my jeans and they fell down to my ankles. i looked down at my chubby looking thighs and sighed quietly, so gerard didnt hear. i pulled my head up trying to forget about all my self hate and just enjoy the moment i was having. doubt it would happen again though. i'd thought about killing myself before but i've always been too much of a coward to do it. i'll do it one day. but for now...this was the best night in well...i've forgotten how long it'd been since i'd smiled. i tugged off my top and stood up right looking around gerards sweet, sweet body for a moment. he rubbed my neck gently.

"who knew you were so beautiful..." he mumbled and slurred, but i could still understand and i let out a slight smile before he pulled me into the river and not covering himself anymore. the water was icey cold and hit me hard. i let out a slight whimper and shudder as a went in, shoulder deep.
gerards head popped up above the surface and his hair was dripping wet over his pale face. i just wanted to kiss his beautiful lips again and feel his warm touch on me once more.

something brushed against my crotch.

"w-was that you...or a fish..." i asked with a slight grin on my lips.
he didnt answer instead, the 'fish' brushed my crotch harder and at the same time gerard winked. "w-whoah thats not a fish. thats you..."

"no shit sherlock! since when do fish have fingers?!" i laughed and swam a little closer. gerards eyes widened. i pressed our bodies together and felt that gerards friend was out to play again. my hand slipped under water and i slowly felt around (not that the large hard-on gerard had was hard to miss!) i let my hands slip around his dick and pumped it slowly. he moaned and bit his lip sexily. i slowly got faster and grinned as his mouth let out a perfect O-shape before he reached his climax and shot a warm load of liquid into the water.

"f-fuck frankie...t-that was even better than w-what i do to myself!" he panted, still getting over what i'd done to him. he pulled me close and laid gentle kisses over my jaw line and my neck. "i think i love you..." the words he said repeated in my head like a broken record.

"well i know i love you..." i spoke quietly.

Notes

sorry i havent updated in a few days...my laptop was being weird and wouldnt let me post...
enjoy!
~JadeWay XO