Prison

Frank's P.O.V

'' Babe, wake up sweetie, '' I whispered into Gerard's ear quietly, shaking his shoulder lightly. It was almost time for breakfast. He'd been sleeping this whole time, I led him on his bed as soon as he came in from being with Jason and he fell asleep in a matter of minutes. Gerard sighed softly and his eyes fluttered open. He was so peaceful and calm, I can only imagine what he must have been like while he was...well. With Jason.
'' Mmh Frankie, '' Gerard's voice was thick with sleep and he rolled over to face me. I smiled brightly, trying my best to be cheery and happy although what I really wanted is to ask him how he was feeling, but I couldn't bring myself to mention it again. However, when Gerard tried to sit up, he hissed quietly and his face clearly showed he was in pain.
'' Baby what's wrong? ''
'' Hurts Frankie, it really fucking hurts. ''
'' Uh so what exactly did he...'' I trailed off, unsure of how to ask.
'' He handcuffed me to his bed and he made me say things that I didn't wanna say and then he fucked me and he didn't even prep me or use lube or anything fuck it really hurt and I felt so ill and faint the whole time and then when he'd finished he just told me to go, '' Gerard started sobbing quietly and I hushed him and wrapped my arms around him for a hug.
'' Ssh babe let's just forget about it, take it easy okay? ''
'' B-but I told him things that were lies Frankie, I told him how I always get hard over him, and I told him how much I wanted his big cock inside me, when I didn't Frankie I didn't want it at all but he made me say it! ''
'' Gee I said to take it easy, just calm down babe, if you wanna talk about it you have to calm down and talk me through it slowly. Please don't get yourself worked up. ''
'' Did you do it? ''
Gerard's face suddenly turned to an unreadable expression and he stared into my eyes.
'' Do what? ''
'' Did you... do the thing? You know, the thing that I did when you were... with Jason? ''
Something in my head clicked and I realised what he was talking about, he was just avoiding having to say the word.
'' No Gerard, '' I whispered, '' I'm clean baby. ''
Gerard's face softened slightly and his body relaxed a little.
'' Good. I was worried about you Frankie. ''
'' Babe if you were worried about me, think how worried I was about you. ''

Gerard's P.O.V

I sighed and held onto Frank as if it were a matter of life and death.
'' I just want this whole thing to end, '' I whispered.
'' Me too Gee, '' Frank replied sadly.
There was a silence for a second before I blurted out, '' Frankie I love you. ''
He chuckled at me, saying, '' I love you too baby. ''

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