You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

When I wake up again I'm alone in Franks bed and he's not in the room. I feel incredibly upset that he left me alone and after a minute he still hasn't come back so I get up, searching through his closet for something to wear and as I make my way out to find him I hear loud voices and laughing coming from the living room. I slowly wander down the hall, my lower back throbbing with the movement of walking and I plan to ask Frank for some pain killers when I find him. I'm almost to the living room door when Ian walks out of the kitchen and as he passes me he slaps me hard on the ass and says "Hey you..." But I cut off the rest of whatever he was going to say with a pained scream as I feel my knees buckle, pain shooting up my spine. "Holy shit are you ok? I'm so sorry I didn't know you were hurt" he rushes out as he grabs my upper arms, stopping me from falling to the floor and as I look up at him, involuntary tears streaming down my face I see Frank running out of the living room door looking worried. "Babe are you ok?" He asks as he steps over and wraps his arms around my waist, helping me back onto my feet. I let out a small whimper and Ian says "I just patted him on the ass, what happened to him?" I feel my face flush bright red and I turn around and wrap my arms around Frank, burying my face in his neck and his hands soothingly rub up and down my back. "He was very bad and I had to punish him" Frank says jokingly and Ian gasps before saying "You kinky fuck, what the hell did you do to him?" "Nothing he didn't want" Frank says and I hear Ian laugh before turning and walking away. "Baby are you alright?" Frank whispers in my ear once we're alone and I nuzzle my face further into his neck as I say "Hurts now Frankie." "Aww come on I'll get you something to help" he says as he gently pulls me back from his chest before carefully scooping me into his arms and carrying me to the bathroom where he puts me down and grabs me some pain killers, handing them to me before scooping me up again and carrying me into the living room where I see the whole band plus the last person I want to see, Jake. My face pales when I see him and I see there is only one seat available so I turn my head and softly say "I'll just go back to your room, or I should go back to campus or something." "No baby please stay" Frank pleads and I sigh before saying "There isn't even anywhere to sit." "Sure there is, the best seat in the room" he says as he continues to walk across the room, taking the seat between Spence and Jake and settling me in his lap. I shift a little, biting my bottom lip against the pained whine desperate to escape me as I make myself comfortable and Frank turns to Jake and says "Hey can you hand me my drink?" Jake leans forward, grabbing a bottle of water off the table and handing it to Frank who unscrews the lid and offers it to me and I swallow down the pills quickly before handing it back and he takes a quick drink before putting the lid back on and Jake takes it back, putting it back on the table. The guys continue their previous conversation around me while I sink into Franks chest, trying and failing to ignore the stares I feel coming from Spence and Jake either side of me.

I sit in silence for a while until Franks arm tightens around my waist and he softly says "You ok baby?" I nod, sliding my hand down to link my fingers through his and he gently squeezes my hand before saying "So you guys, Gees going to be around a lot more now so if any of you guys have an issue" he pauses, turning his head to glare at Spence, "Get the fuck over it." They all sit in silence for a few seconds before Ian says "You guys are back together?" Frank smiles and nods and Ian smiles too and says "That's great. Congratulations." The rest of the guys follow his lead except for Spence who remains silent and Frank looks pissed as he looks over at him so I lean in and say "Don't worry about it, it's fine." Frank sighs before nodding and he turns his attention to Jake on our other side. "So I know you guys haven't officially met and all so...." He trails off, sensing the awkwardness between us. "I need a cigarette" I say, getting off Franks lap and walking out of the room, going into his room to grab my pack and when I turn back around Jake is standing in the doorway. "Look Gee I..." "My name is Gerard, only my friends call me Gee." "Ok Gerard. Look I know you don't like me but seriously if you give me a chance I think we could be friends." "I'm not interested in being your friend. The only thing I want is for you to stay the fuck away from me and my boyfriend. I don't like you and I never will so just fuck off." Jakes face changes from passive to angry and he snaps "I really don't get what he sees in you. If you want to be that way fine, but all these guys like me
better than you, they only think of you as Franks easy slut of an ex after you hooked up with Ian as well and it won't be hard to turn them all fully against you and those guys mean alot to Frank, they're his whole life." "Are you threatening to break us up?" "Oh honey it's not a threat, it's just merely a matter of time now." I stare at him in disbelief and he continues "And then once you're out of the picture he'll be all mine again. You know we came to New York together, as boyfriends and then when we got here he had a break down and broke up with me over you. I can't wait to have him back again." I watch in shock as Jake leaves the room, feeling my heart crack at his words and feeling completely confused. Frank told me he ended it with Jake before we even broke up and that he hasn't been with anyone since then, did he lie or is Jake lying?

Notes

DRAMA for the lovely @frankenstein who has been so supportive throughout this story : )

Everyone please comment on this or any of my other stories, I feel like I'm updating for myself and maybe one or two other people these days and it's starting to make me feel insecure