You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

After we finish our cigarettes we go back inside and Frank and I go into the kitchen to get coffee and find Pete in there. When he spots us he picks up his drink and walks past us muttering "asshole" under his breath and I frown as I sigh and try to brush it off but Frank has other ideas and he spins around and clenches his hand in the back of Pete's shirt, yanking him back and knocking him off balance, making him drop his cup. "What the fuck did you just say to my fiancé?" Pete straightens back up and spits out "You heard what I said." Franks face grows dark and I step over and grab his wrist. "Please don't" I plead and he turns his head to look at me. "Babe I'm not gonna put up with people giving you shit." Pete shrugs out of his hold and snaps "Get the fuck off me. Just stay the fuck away from me." "If you hurt Mikey, I'll make you pay" I threaten as he leaves the room and he keeps walking, sticking his hand up to flip me off. Frank takes a step towards the door and I tug on his wrist, pulling him back as I say "Frankie, please."

The next day Frank and Pete pack up and Franks mom is coming to take them back to school. I spend the morning sulking and pissed off and Frank lays in bed with me and holds me close, pressing soft kisses to my lips and cheeks. "Baby we're not going to be separated forever." "When are we going to see each other again?" Frank doesn't answer and I snap "Exactly, we have no idea when we're going to be together again, how can you be ok with this?" "Baby, Shh it's gonna be ok, I'll figure it all out ok. And we'll still talk all the time, I promise." I feel my eyes well with tears yet again and Frank seals his lips to mine. I kiss back and Franks hands slide down my body, gently tugging at my clothes and all too soon we're both naked, sharing soft slow kisses and rubbing against each other. Frank slowly fingers me open and when I'm ready he slides his fingers out and slides his dick inside me, slowly thrusting in and out and I let out soft whines and moans into his mouth as we continue to share soft slow kisses. "I love you Frankie" I whisper against his lips as my hands slide around, my fingers clutching at his back and he brings his hands up to gently cup my face as he says "I love you too baby, so so much." We share another soft kiss as Frank increases his pace and I let more moans out into his mouth and a few minutes later his hand slides down to wrap around my dick, stroking me until I tense up and cum between us, Frank cumming a few thrusts later. After he pulls out Frank rolls off to my side and pulls me to roll and face him, his lips sealing to mine again. We kiss and touch each other until a knock on the door breaks us apart and dad's voice calls out "Boys, Franks mom is here." I sigh before saying "Ok, we'll be right there." We pull ourselves out of bed and redress and Frank grabs his bag in one hand while he grabs my hand with his other, leading me downstairs where his mom is waiting. Once we step outside the house I start to panic and my breathing becomes shallow and as we reach the car I break, dropping Franks hand as I drop to my knees on the lawn and I start to sob. Frank drops his bag and turns to kneel infront of me, his hands cupping my cheeks. "Baby baby Shh oh babe" he whispers out as he lets go of my cheeks to pull me into his arms. "Frankie don't go" I plead as I bury my face in his neck and sob harder. "Baby I have to but I promise I will come back every chance I get and I'll call you every single day, I know you'll be ok without me for a little while. Just remember that I love you so so much and we're getting married and we'll be together for the rest of our lives and nothing can ever break us apart. I love you and my heart belongs to you and only you." I continue to cry into his neck, my sobs dying down to small whimpers and when we finally break apart Frank cups my cheeks again and smiles warmly at me, his own eyes red and puffy. "I love you beautiful." "I love you too" I say back and we lean in and kiss one more time before Frank stands, reaching down to help me up and I grip his hand and don't let go. "Alright boys lets get going" Franks mom says and I see Pete and Mikey share one last kiss and cuddle before Pete pulls away and gets in the car. Frank gives me one last hug and kiss and when he tries to pull away I grip his hand and won't let go, both dad and Mikey having to come over and wrap their arms around me to keep me where I am as Frank pulls away and gets into the car and as soon as the door closes and the engine starts I break, letting out a pained scream before I burst into tears and the only thing stopping me from dropping to the ground are the four arms wrapped firmly around me. "Gee it's ok, it's not like you're never gonna see him again" Mikey tries to comfort me but I don't care about his words, my eyes locking with Franks and I see tears streaming down his cheeks too and we keep our gazes locked until the car pulls away and we can't see each other anymore. I continue to cry and whimper and sob like I'm in physical pain and dad and Mikey have to help me back into the house, taking me into the living room and sitting me on the couch. Mikey leaves to go get me some water and while he's gone dad sits beside me and pulls me into his side, his arms wrapped around me while I sob into his shirt. "You'll be ok Gee and Frank is welcome here any time. You only have nine months until you graduate, it's not that long and it will go by quicker than you would think, trust me."

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