You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

When I wake up again Frank is missing and I sit up, the blanket pooling around my naked waist as I look around, feeling my bottom lip quiver but I see all his bags still here and I notice some boxes in the corner that weren't there before. I drag myself off the bed, wrapping the sheet around my waist as I stumble over and see it's my stuff and just as I stand back up again the door opens and Frank comes in carrying another two boxes. "Hey gorgeous" he greets me and I smile wide as I say "I would have moved all that baby." "It's ok babe, no problem. By the way you look absolutely fucking amazingly sexy in that sheet." I raise my eyebrow as I say "Oh really, you should see what I'm wearing underneath it." "Is it nothing? Cause that would be my most favourite thing on you ever." I giggle as I drop the sheet and stand there naked and Frank sits the boxes down and crosses the room quickly, pressing me back against the wall and kissing me roughly. I tangle my fingers in his hair to hold him to me as I kiss back, the kiss bruising our lips. When we finally pull apart I whine and say "Baby" but Frank chuckles and says "Babe we really don't have the time, we need to get to breakfast." I sigh and pout as he pulls away and he chuckles again as he says "Aww baby come on, you'll live. I promise if you get dressed now I'll make
it up to you later" winking at me and I sigh again as I drag myself off the wall and slowly get dressed, Frank coming over to tie my tie for me. When I'm ready we leave the room hand in hand and go to the cafeteria, grabbing breakfast and sitting with Pete and Mikey.

After we part to go to our first classes I'm walking down the hall alone and someone reaches out and grabs my wrist, tugging me back and into an empty classroom. I look up and see Bert and I immediately clench my hands into fists but something in his facial expression is different. "Gerard please I..." "Get away from me Bert" I snap and his face seems
to fall a little, looking sad and he says "Gerard please, I just wanna talk to you." I turn to walk back out the door and he grabs my wrist again and says "Gerard I love you." I freeze before turning around and coming face to face with him. "You what?" "I'm in love with you." "Oh please, you fucking hate me, god knows why. I've been your punching bag for the last year and a half, how can you possibly be in love with me?" "I was scared of how I felt, I'm straight and then you came along and I fell hard for you and I was scared about what that meant and how it made me feel and I just.....I'm sorry for the way I've treated you." "Ok" I say warily and I hear my name being called and I turn my head to see Pete there. "You ok Gee?" He asks as he comes in, looking ready to murder Bert. "Uh, yeah" I tell him and he says "Ok come on we have first class together. "I'll be right there" I tell him and he stares at me shocked and steps back out of the room, waiting for me in the hall. "Bert why hasn't Frank been kicked out yet?" "I didn't tell them it was him this time. I wanted to but as hard as this is to believe I don't like seeing you cry." "You're right, that is hard to believe. I don't believe any of this Bert, it's just too fucking rediculous but thanks for not telling on Frank." I turn and walk out the door, walking to class with Pete, feeling completely confused about what just happened.

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