You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

I wake up and the sun is shining straight through the open blinds and into my eyes, blinding me when I attempt to open them. I groan as I try to roll over but a warm solid weight is pinning me to the bed and I roll my head slightly before attempting to open my eyes again and I see Frank asleep ontop of me. I groan as I try to move and a sharp throb shoots up my spine causing Frank to stir and open his eyes. "Mmm the fuck?" He slurs out and I let my eyes slip shut again, the effort of keeping them open proving too much. The next time I wake up it's to a loud banging and I sit up, alone in bed and I look around the room confused. The banging sounds again and I realise it's someone knocking on the door and as I drag myself off the bed I hear the sound of running water, meaning Franks in the shower and I hope whoever is at the door goes away quick so I can join him. I stumble across the room and open the door coming face to face with an angry Mikey. "Hey Mikes" I greet him and he reaches out and shoves me, causing me to stumble back. "What the fuck Gerard? Why would you do that?" "Uh..." I trail off, unsure of what I did to upset him. "Oh my god you don't remember do you?" He spits out disbelievingly. I shake my head and he says "You and Frank fucked outside last night infront of a heap of people." "We did fucking not, that's not funny Mikes." "No you did, you wanna see some of the sick fucking photos going around this morning?" I feel my stomach churn painfully as I take in his expression and I realise he's telling the truth, small flashbacks of last night playing through my mind. "Oh....oh fuck" I groan out as I run across the room and into the bathroom, dropping to my knees infront of the toilet and throwing up. When I'm done Frank opens the door to the cubicle and says "Come in here baby it'll help you feel better." I turn to face him, tears streaming down my face and his forehead crumples in concern. "Baby are you ok? What's wrong?" "We....we....do you remember last night?" Frank nods and I say "Everything?" "Yeah baby I wasn't nearly as drunk as you." "Why would you let us do that then? People took pictures and everything." "Baby it was fucking hot, do you really regret it?" "I don't....I don't know. I don't regret the act but infront of people, I would never be comfortable with that." Frank sighs before saying "I'm sorry baby." "No it's ok, I guess I had just as much to do with it as you did." Frank holds out his arms to me and I strip naked before walking over and stepping under the hot water with him, my face burying in his neck as he holds me close, Mikey completely forgotten.

After the shower Frank and I get dressed before we go outside and lay under our tree in the shade, our hands linked as Frank smokes a cigarette. Once he's done he stubs it out before flicking the butt away and rolls his head to face me, sealing his lips to mine. I kiss back and we share the soft slow kiss for a few seconds, Frank tasting of cigarettes before pulling apart and smiling at each other. "You're so gorgeous baby" he tells me and I feel myself start to blush as he says "I love you." My mouth drops open and Frank just smiles at me until I regain my composure and say "I love you too Frankie." We share another soft sweet kiss and when we pull apart Frank says "When we go back to the room, I want you to top." I stare at him shocked again before smiling wide and leaning in for another kiss. We get lost in the kiss and start to make out heatedly under our tree, both of us rolling onto our sides and Frank rolls his hips forward, his semi hard dick brushing against mine through our pants and I break the kiss to say "Upstairs now?" Frank nods frantically as he gets up, grabbing my hand and pulling me up too before we both rush towards the dorm building, pushing past anyone in our way as we rush to our room, stopping to share heated biting kisses along the way.

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